
Many times Marva let out a heavy sigh.
In the past, he always said that he was ready to bear all the trials that would befall him, strong to get a reply to his actions.
In reality
Theory is always easier than practice.
Man is too arrogant to say that he is capable, without thinking about anything that might happen.
Basically, God will not give tests beyond the limits of His servant's ability.
Did Viola feel this pain?
Nah!
It's different!
Still another thought Marva said another. His selfish side says it's a different matter. Vio already knew what risks he had to bear before they were married, and said he was ready to accept any exams that would befall him.
But isn't it the same?
Marva used to say that too, ready to take the risk if you still insist on marrying Rei.
No, it's different. It's a matter of life. The lives of my wife and children!
Again looking for self-defense, thinking that the test he received was much heavier than Vio felt.
But why should the reply be like this?
Hey, man can choose, what kind of reply he can receive. Still grateful Rei was just lying helplessly on top of the gurney. What if it's worse? Died, for example, leaving three children who are still small, making their marriage probably arguably useless? Like Rei's sacrifice first?
Or ....
What if Marva feels exactly the same way that Vio feels? Rei left it because of another man who was more prayerfully loved? Wasn't Rei also forced to marry her? Married for a very devious ruse.
Forgive me .. forgive me .. forgive me!
Arby patted Marva on the shoulder, seeing the man look very frustrated and a lot of thought.
"I know how you feel. I've been through this even more often."
Marva used to say patience easily, it turns out that when in that position, encouraging speech also feels useless, before seeing loved ones come back to their senses and healthy.
"Often it feels like I just want to die" Arby said. Exactly what Marva is feeling right now.
"God really punishes me, even when I haven't felt this happiness for long."
Arby just shut up, say "Thankiratin!" but fear of the quality also he.
Wanted to cry, but she wouldn't cry because of another woman, except her mommy, and her son.
The others just shut up. Arby and the young men also knew Marva's other intentions, which were his lies.
Pretending to be dying, now his dying son and wife take his place.
This is what is called curing!
Those involved also felt guilt. But still, who took the decision at that time was Marva herself, following the advice of Arby yah g prank is taken seriously by Marva, because it faces a dead end to melt the hearts of her family and also Rei.
I want to admit everything now that he's scared. Not afraid of being slapped by his grandfather and his parents, but afraid to see the disappointed look of his mother. Fear of seeing sadness in the eyes of the woman who had given birth and raised him.
Again in his heart he begged for forgiveness, still between regret and not with his attitude. Regretting his selfishness, but that does not mean regretting marrying Rei.
Because being with Rei, up until now, was not something he could regret.
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**Ten moor ... I😌 persistence
Not this extra part mah his name🤣
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