Mothers

17 Take off

Nina was panicking. I don't know why. Maybe because he hopes a little peace from Candra. Nina could not deny it anymore. That Kinanti was right. If Candra doesn't love him anymore, she'll make him a sandbag every time Candra gets upset.

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Nina comes to Kinanti regularly. He was worried whether something happened to Kinanti. He also checked for antidepressant medication Kinanti whether it was still there or not.

"How are you doing today?" ask Nina. At that moment Kinanti was sitting looking out the window. Kinanti was a little surprised to see Nina coming.

"You've come here since..." Kinanti woke up and felt panicked because she had not prepared anything for Nina.

"Oh why did I forget, I still have what food for you." said Kinanti like a confused person.

Nina's worried. I've been acting like this a few times. He grabbed Kinanti's hand and stopped his steps into the kitchen.

"Sit down, Kinan. No need to bother. I just came."

Kinanti's eyes were almost empty. He became a very confused person with his situation. After both sitting on the sofa, Nina began to ask slowly at Kinanti.

"I'll get you some water. Just sit quietly here." Nina immediately took Kinanti's water and sedatives. As the psychiatrist says, sometimes Kinanti may feel panic and anxiety for which there is no reason.

Kinanti took the medicine Nina gave her and gulped down the water.

"Get your head down, Kinan, you need to rest. Don't think too hard" said Nina to help Kinanti lean her body.

Kinanti closed her eyes. His hands were agitated once squeezing the sofa cushions and Kinanti shed her tears.

"Miss.." Kinanti called out to Nina with a trembling voice.

"What if Renata finds out? Poor Renata. He's been working for us and I'm sick like this" said Kinanti.

"Why didn't you tell him to stop? Didn't Mom give you money every month for your life? Poor Renata. After college, I have to work." Nina tried to give advice slowly. He chose light words so as not to hurt his heart.

"But if she's home, she'll know how I am, Nina. It would have been a burden if Renata had known her mother had such unstable emotions."

suhut Kinanti with the most reasonable answer .

Indeed, Kinanti had Renata working instead to make ends meet at home. But so that Renata does not know that he has a double personality disease.

Nina could say nothing more. He tries to divert Kinanti's grief by tidying things up at her house.

"You must have cleaned up today. But it's a mess again. Aye. It'sit's okay. I'll help you clean it up for you." Nina's heart ached at seeing Kinanti's weak state like this.

Nina wiped away her fallen tears. It would be sad if he became a Kinanti. Had to experience all this in her life because Candra had once beaten her all out. The trauma that Kinanti felt was no longer curable.

***

Renata had already arrived at the new apartment that Herlina had given her. The courier put all the stuff in the living room. Renata new apartment is very good with complete furniture that has been filled by Herlina. Renata just lives in it. All the goods have not been able to renata tidy back. He checked his room first.

Renata's heart cried out in joy. The room was beautifully decorated by Herlina. The bed is complete with a mosquito net and a study table that is placed one room with its bedroom. It's like Renata's dream private room that he could only dream of.

After the courier came home, Renata rested for today. His head felt unbearable pain and fatigue. He began to immerse his head in a soft pillow and turned on the air conditioner.

***

"Hm that I've prepared it but..."

Herlina was patient with Candra but why was her patience as if being tested by her own son? Herlina threw the map she was reading. He is upset by Candra's never serious attitude with his company. Herlina relied heavily on Candra. But his aged son never had the expertise to lead the company.

"Enough Candra. If you can't afford to do simple things for this company, you better not expect to be able to use my facilities for free!" herlina.

"Mom, Mommy!" Candra began to whine again like a child but Herlina did not bully her.

***

The next day, Mahendra asks Nugraha and Liliana to check the camera found in Renata's house.

"Please check this camera. This camera was found in Renata's house. I checked one of them. Actually it records the daily activities of Ms. Kinanti, but maybe there is something that can be obtained" said Mahendra handed over the six cameras that have not been played.

"Good, Sir. We'll check right away."

Nugraha and Liliana immediately checked the camera with their respective laptops.

In the video Nugraha sees, set in a kitchen, where Kinanti usually cooks and cuts vegetables or meat. Sometimes Renata also cuts fruit or fries eggs. For a few hours, Nugraha saw Kinanti activities are common activities. But sometimes Kinanti routinely consume drugs.

"What medicine is this?" ask Nugraha curiously.

"It's antidepressant. Kinanti's mother has a double personality disorder. It seems like he is trying hard so that the disease does not recur" explained Mahendra followed by a shocked face from Nugraha and Liliana.

"What's? Waws. I didn't expect..."

"Check again. Don't worry about the illness." Mahendra ordered. Then Nugraha checked back.

In the video, Kinanti cuts the fruit, but due to half daydreaming, she is not aware that her hand is sliced along. Nugraha was horrified to see it. But Kinanti finally realized and he looked panicked. I heard the voice of Kinanti from the video.

"How's this? Why would I get hurt? Where's my medicine, where's my medicine???Ahhhhhhhh!"

Kinanti grabbed her own hair and fresh blood flowed from her hands. He grabbed a cell phone and called someone.

"Nina! Where's my medicine Nina! Nina!! Where's my medicine!!!!"

Kinanti screamed no muffling. He tried hard to find where the cure was and finally he found it in the kitchen drawer. He took the medicine and calmed down.

After ten minutes, Nina came and found Kinanti sitting on the dining chair with her legs folded. His eyes looked empty and Kinanti was daydreaming.

"Kinan! Kinan! Are you all right? Jeez your hand! Why is it like this?"

Nina was worried once and immediately looked for ice water to stop the bleeding. And Nina also saw the kitchen was a lot of blood. He was surprised when Renata came home from work.

"What happened to Kinanti?" nina's question was either heard or not. Kinanti was still with her eyes blank. Then, Nina placed a bottle of antidepressant and tranquilizer medication on the dinner table.

"I'll be waiting for you"

Nina did not continue her conversation anymore. He cleaned up the kitchen that looked messy. Kinanti kept staring blankly at the photo on the wall.