Mothers

19 Consider It Only a Helper

Renata has arrived at the prosecutor's office. He immediately went to the reception desk and requested a visit to meet Mahendra. After getting a visitor's card and entering the prosecutor's office area, Renata called Mahendra asking where the room was. But not long Renata call, Mahendra immediately came to visit Renata.

"You don't have to come here Renata" Mahendra said, hanging up.

"Don't hide anything, Mr. Prosecutor. What's that camera?" tanya Renata did not care about Mahendra's pleasantries.

"Well, go to my room and I'll show you." Mahendra immediately escorted Renata to his room. Setiba in Mahendra's room, there were already Nugraha and Liliana who were checking the video.

"Pak Nugraha, Miss Liliana. It's Renata. He wanted to see the contents of the camera" Mahendra said staring expectantly at Liliana to help her talk to Renata.

Liliana and Nugraha looked confused what to say, because Kinanti's condition was far from her expectations.

"Look, Miss Renata, I need to talk a little bit." Liliana led Renata to speak for a while. But Renata looks impatient to see the contents of the camera.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Renata.

"Sorry, Miss Renata, before. I know that Miss Renata already knew that Ms. Kinanti was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. But I'm so sorry, miss. Mother Kinanti's condition is far from Miss's expectations" Liliana said.

"What do you mean by mother?"

"I only asked Miss Renata to be stoic, firm and strong when looking at the contents of the camera stored by Ms. Kinanti." Liliana looked very sad when she said that. Renata had thought before, that this was not a good sign for him.

Renata and Liliana returned to Mahendra's room, looking at the contents of the video that had been cropped and stored by Nugraha before. Video where Kinanti cut the fruit with an empty and unconscious eye until slicing her own hand.

Renata shuddered in horror because what Kinanti did was beyond the limits of the reasonableness that Renata had imagined. Then Liliana showed him a video in which Kinanti tried so hard to resist her desire to hurt herself that Nina came to her aid.

Renata was heartbroken to see Kinanti so tormented and suffering. He had never seen his mother act this strange.

Renata held back her falling tears, but still could not deny that Renata's voice was trembling.

"Is there another video?"

All speechless were unable to answer Renata's question. Renata tried to smile and look for another camera.

"It's okay. Let's go see everything. I want to see how my mother is doing. Is there anyone other than Aunt Nina coming or not."

They look at each other. Fear that Renata is hiding her true feelings.

"Remain...." Mahendra tried to calm Renata down to do it slowly.

"I want to see. I want to see how my mother's disease can recur. Where's the other camera, where?" Renata looks riled up. But there's no other choice. Mahendra asks Liliana and Nugraha to play the next video.

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Just like the previous video. Just record the Kinanti routine from various angles but the angel obtained is different. There was a repeat of the video where Kinanti grabbed her hair violently to fall out and Nina came to her aid. A moment after that Kinanti began to feel calm and returned to her usual routine.

Renata went home to work and hugged Kinanti warmly.

"Mother, I miss you Mother." said Renata.

Like a mother loves her child, Kinanti stroked Renata's hair and smiled.

"Cock duty, Mom? I'm out of work. Did you forget?" Renata chuckled at Kinanti's smile. He did not think at the time that Kinanti had multiple personality disorder. Everything looks normal.

"Mother make warm water yes, you put the bag first. Must be exhausting."

"When I meet Mom I'm tired of being lost, Mom!" renata shouted as he entered his room.

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Renata could not help her crying. He dropped his tears and wiped them. Mahendra, Liliana and Nugraha felt their respective hearts. Although already know the condition of Kinanti, Renata is still trying hard and strong.

"Is there another video?" renata smiled and wiped his tears.

This time it was a video from the fourth camera. This camera records the atmosphere at the entrance of the house. From this camera it is almost clear from the entrance to the family room. But there was nothing special about the video. Just showing the daily activities of Kinanti and Renata.

They tried to play the fifth video again. Here shows in front of the room Kinanti and also Renata. Since the rooms were opposite each other, all that was visible was two doors from Kinanti and Renata's room. Even so, there was still the sound of Kinanti.

At that time it seemed that Kinanti was talking over the phone. Because there is no voice of the interlocutor.

"Mother, no more money. I'm still there, Mom."

"No, Mom, it's okay. Renata is fine too. I still can't get there, Mom. Sorry, Mom."

"Not because of Candra or Nina. I'm sincere, Mom. Its alright. After all, I've been paying attention to Renata and I've been thanking you, Mom."

"Well, ma'am, if you keep sending me. I'll save it for Renata's future."

In the video it looks like Kinanti is talking to Herlina. Then it was quiet for a while and only Renata and Kinanti's activities were seen coming in and out of the room. Then I heard Kinanti talking on the phone again.

"I can't go there yet, Doc. But sometimes I feel dizzy, Doc."

"Nina brought me some medicine for stock, Doc. I can't get out, Doc. I don't know why I feel so nervous when I'm outside the house."

"Yes, Doc. I'll be there when Nina's with me."

"Well, thank you, Doc."

And this time all can guess that Kinanti talked to a psychiatric doctor. Then silence again and this time either talk to whom. Because from his tone Kinanti sounded a bit angry.

"Have you not calmed down to be separated from me? You want anything else?"

"How can you meet Renata while you're just so busy with women out there."

"You left me and Renata. You never came here or gave us any allowance! It's all your mother did. So is it worth it if you come and claim to be Renata's father?"

"Please, I'm not afraid of you! It's enough of a pain in my heart that you treat me like a sandbag! I'm sorry, I won't be willing to beat up Renata like an animal! You are the beast!"

Everyone was surprised by Kinanti's words. Yep. Anyone would be surprised, besides it is proven, that it is true that Kinanti has been getting domestic violence. It could be that it is the cause of his double personality disease originated.