
Once in the apartment I just remained silent and ignored him, then I laid myself in bed.
I saw Didi still waiting for me in the guest room. But I remained silent without worrying about her at all.
Not long after that I went out of my room to get some drinking water, because the weather was so hot. I am so thirsty right now.
I walked into the kitchen and made orange juice for myself. Then sit on the couch and turn on the television. I still ignored her who was staring at me but remained in silent mode.
almost fifteen minutes we were just as silent, without anyone wanting to reopen the conversation.
Finally he took a rough breath and then began to open the conversation.
"Darling, why are you quiet? what else is my fault, why are you the one who is angry like this, I should be the one who is angry" Didi said with a bent face.
"I'm not mad at you, I'm ordinary" I said but I stayed focused on the television I was watching.
"When did you become a liar? what's wrong, baby, can we talk well" he said meekly hope all the problems that occur today can be solved with a cool head.
I also took a breath and threw it away so roughly, the tightness in my chest right now I really can't stand it.
Maybe he did not realize the mistake he did today, I really do not think with what is on his mind now.
Then I had to start talking.
"Alright, say quick "I said indifferently.
"Come baby, until when are you going to silence me like this" said Didi, who kept begging me.
"Until you're no longer close to the woman, you know I don't like her but you're close to her, obviously I'm emotional" I said I let out a rage that I was holding back from earlier.
"But baby, I'm the same as you, I'm jealous to see you with that guy" she said.
"What are you, I'm the same brother Rendi is just a friend no more, you're a bitch" I said emotionally and began to stand up to leave him in the middle house.
Andy pulled my wrist back until I slammed into his lap.
"Well baby, forgive Didi yes it has made Rara upset, we are better baby? " he said he hoped that I would forgive him.
I did not have the heart to see him often begged me, every time there is a problem Didi always try to improve the situation first. Because if no one gives up then my relationship with Andy will be on the edge.
Me and Andi made up, and I told her about what happened this afternoon. Sometimes he kissed and hugged me. I felt uncomfortable with this situation, so I did not want to take the risk, and immediately pushed Andy just like that.
"When you go home, I want to rest? " i said looking at him.
"But I still miss you Ra. Understand" he said in a clear tone to me.
"Huh well it's good, I won't tell you to go home, rest here. Later that night or the day after you can go home" I turned my face and looked at something else.
I just returned her hug anyway now I miss her because it's been a busy few days at school making it hard for me to contact her. But like him he was patiently waiting for me.
That's what makes me so amazed at the figure of Andy who never protested at the activities I did.
Andy always understood and even he always supported whatever my activities, raising my spirit of decline. Andy really is a dream husband.
*Sore days later.
"Yang, I want this security has been there for a long time, come with me who" said I with Sonna efficanya.
"Well baby, now clean yourself up and then we go as we please, and I'll take me to a place so crowded with people.
Wow what is this, what a beauty, yes, I am really amazed by what I see now.
He then took me to a place where there was a pond and flowers, then he took a flower and encouraged it in my ear.
Didi and I kept walking until I was so satisfied with this. Until I forget the job I have to finish tonight.
Then Didi intended to wait for me to come home, I just kept holding him so spoiled making Andy giggle amused.
Then we just walked out of the park area. Andy met his friends, so cool Andy and his friends went for a walk and accidentally left me alone, ahhhh I was again left by myself" said I with annoyance.
Then from a distance I saw a woman who wanted to say hello and wave her hand to Didi. But who would have thought that Didi actually returned a wave of hands of women that even I did not know.
I just grunt annoyed. He will not change. He'll stay in the basket.
You guys, can't see that little clear. I want to feel myself punching right in those eyes. So that he can't look at another woman again.
And I'm pretty sure after that there won't be any more women going after her, maybe even I'm the only one who accepts her for who she is.
I just keep thinking sadistically, even to do it I have absolutely no courage.
I was a fool to think that way, but it was all my way to vent my frustration at Didi.
Swearing the Diati made me a little calm. Although I am sure that my words are very wrong.
I shouldn't even say anything non-nothing about didi. Or everything will come true. Because speech is prayer.
Many times I have been privileged after swearing the serapah didi so that my reckless speech does not come true. Because anyway, Andy will be my husband.
That's my current fantasy, I want to get married to Andy so that this self can have Andy completely. But I can't be that selfish, because the ideals and journey of Andy's life are still long, I don't want to be a barrier for Andy to immediately reach his ideals.
"Lelaki Sucks But I love her so much" I looked at her from a distance