MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 18

Today I was so lazy to move out of my bed, I wanted to feel like all day I was painting my eyes. But I had to stay in college this morning, because I wanted to finish and get to work. Because I'm so tired of college, especially because it's caused by my relationship with Andi who is tenuous.

After I broke up with her a week ago I never saw her. My heart was wondering where he was. I wanted to see her in her apartment but I didn't want to lower my self-esteem by meeting her there, because it was obvious I ended the relationship with her at the time.

I dissolved in my thoughts and always imagined my friendship with Andi, if only he was still here and did not betray me like that. Perhaps I am the happiest man in the world, "God, God, add my heart to accept this bitter reality, may you bring happiness to me in the future" I murmured in my heart.

Then I went to the bathroom and washed myself soaking in the tub. And I feel the cold of the water. After half an hour of soaking then I came out of the bathroom and put on my clothes and I had breakfast.

I never miss breakfast, and I'm used to it. Moreover, I should not be late to eat because of my history of stomach acid disease.

Ah I remember Andi who always brought me breakfast and fed me then we went together to go to college. "Honestly, I really miss you" I said, holding a picture of Andi. I took that picture when Andi and I were in the park and he was playing guitar.

Then I lazily left for college, I don't know why I was so lazy to move today, I felt like I wanted to stay in my room and be friendly with my roll.

I left my apartment and immediately drove the car so fast, I really don't want to go to college today. But what if I miss a lesson later, this kind of situation is indeed very boring.

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Upon arrival in the campus, I still bend my face, because indeed today I went to college with compulsion, I did not really study, even I did not hear what my lecturer explained.

Rendy's sister was waiting for me at the park where we used to meet, I just looked over my face, while she was so sweet to smile at me.

"That face is still bent, ugly ntar just know your taste Dir" said brother Rendy.

"Here you are, brother, don't make me more upset, I'm in a bad mood right now" I said as I sat next to Rendy's brother who was still astonished by my attitude.

"Jaudah deh rather than you just nag, mending now come with me yuk, we buy your favorite ecrim anyway" said Rendy with glee and looked at me while blinking her eyes.

At first I refused to go with Rendy because I wanted to be alone at this time, my life was completely empty and empty without Andi.

Ah stupidly I am, what is so much of the influence of Andi's life in my life, I can't be like this, I must be able to control my feelings for Andy, not me who is controlled by my own feelings.

"Dira, don't be stupid, you can't be weak just because of a man like that, a man who would love to betray you in front of your own eyes" I said again cursing myself and condemning my stupidity

Then, until I was with Rendy's sister at the cafe and I ordered 3 cups of ice cream at once, making Rendy shudder in horror at me but at the same time happy because finally my mood began to improve again.

"Basar ya women, when again not in the mood to eat it like possessed by it" said sister Rendy while ruffling my hair so anxiously.

"You've always been such a bitch, so aren't you sincere about buying me all this? if not sincere then why bring myself here" I said with great emphasis and rauy red face extinguished.

He laughed and even harder than usual, God, did he realize that my heart was beating out of normal, I said in my heart.

We began to re-enjoy our order, and there was a very romantic sound of music, and my gaze met with the gaze of Rendy, she smiled looking at me, she said, I just kept quiet pretending I didn't understand what it meant.

"You wanna dance with me?" said Rendy looking at me.

"I'm not good at dancing, brother" I said honestly.

"you're so innocent, come with me, I teach you to dance" he said, mocking me.

I followed her and we danced. At first I looked so stiff, but over time I got used to it.

But honestly while you were dancing, I didn't even dare to look at Rendy's face, when it was obvious that Rendy's sister kept looking at me with an unusual intent that I could understand at all.

I just kept my eyes down from rendy, I really couldn't look at him. My heart is pounding at this moment.

While Rendy just kept looking at my stiff self and kept looking down.

Slowly Rendy touched my chin and raised it, until now I was right in front of Rendy's face.

I look fixed on the face of brother rendy, really this heart is not careless, see the handsome face of Rendy who makes the heart so cool.

For a long time, Rendy and I looked at each other, until I turned my eyes away from Rendy.

Then, I removed my body from Rendy's brother and returned to my seat, as did Rendy's brother who immediately followed behind me.

" Well, what's still bad mood right now" asked rendy.

" Already not brother. " said dira while again enjoying his favorite ice cream.

" Ehmm, it's so delicious brother. Let's try " said Dira who immediately fed his ice cream to Rendy.

Initially rendy refused her, but because Dira forced finally he received suaoan from Dira.

Dira then smiles, and re-imagines himself with Andy in this place. But everything has changed. Because right now, Andy is not her lover.

Dira is determined to soon forget Andy, he does not want to be trapped in his past again.