
I still can't believe that if Andy who had been lost in a way I didn't expect, and even disappeared without being able to find his whereabouts, he was in severe pain, he was very sick, during these 6 months he did various kinds of drugs and Alhamdulillah there was progress.
The doctor said that the illness suffered by Andy almost healed, of course it makes me very happy.
This week I accompanied Andy in the hospital, he was so happy with me being with him, he was always smiling looking at me.
But when I saw another woman hurt by our closeness, I started to feel guilty. I really feel guilty for her, because Reina is indeed a woman who has fought for Andy to stay alive.
I just kept quiet, when I saw Reina so familiar with her, this heart really hurt to see her, but I couldn't do anything because Reina was right over Andy.
I sat daydreaming on campus, thinking about how my life was going after all the events I've been through, I remembered Rendy who I hadn't told you about all this week. And even Rendy hasn't told me in weeks.
Then I checked my neglected phone for the last few weeks, I opened my whatsap and wished there was a message from Rendy there, but I was wrong, there was no notification from Rendy at all,
I took a breath and threw my hape into the bed then I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, soaking in the bathtub made me feel calm and peaceful, almost an hour soaking I came out of the bathroom and put on a nightgown, today I want to rest and maybe tonight I don't see Andy, because really my body needs a break this time.
Then when I want to sleep and meet my beautiful dreams, I am surprised by the sound of my cellphone notification.
I slowly opened my phone and got messages from my two best friends.
"Yes I'm good, what's the matter, why do you seem worried" said I answered rere's question.
"Well, you don't know what's going viral now?" said Rere.
"You know what the hell, I don't know" said Dira.
"Well you're looking out for Lo now look at Lo's Instagram account, surely Lo will see something surprising, I hope Lo is patient" said Rere again.
Degs...Degs.....
Anything, why I became nervous like this, there is news so I have to be ready and have to be patient.
Then Dira opened her Mobile and then it was seen a pair of men and women were exchanging rings
Dira was so shocked by what he saw at the moment, he did not expect that everything would happen like this. Then Dira was not strong to stand, after which he fell on the floor with teary eyes. I really didn't think he would get hurt again.
"Why should it always be me? why should I give you this ordeal, do I not deserve to be happy? until I was given continuous sadness? when justice will I get God, I also want to be happy not to suffer like this continue" I cried lamenting the sad story I experienced so far.