MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 39

I who heard Andy had gone through his critical period, immediately prostrated with gratitude.

"Can we go see the doctor?" I asked the doctor, hoping my wish would be granted by him.

"May, but by myself yes, because the patient is still in a weak state and has to rest a lot, then I'm sorry" the doctor said as he walked away from me and Reina who were still silent in front of the door of the ICU room.

Reina and I stared at each other, I really wanted to see Andy, but I realized, that Reina had been there for Andy all this time, so I relented and offered Reina to come in to see Andy's condition.

"Rei, please come in, look at Andy's situation" I said smiling sweetly at Reina.

"No, you're the one who came in, I know you miss Andy so much, don't you?" said Reina who understood my current feelings.

"But Rei." I said.

"No but-but an, don't make me change my mind" Reina said coldly.

I nodded and agreed to go into the ICU room and visit my ex-lover.

I entered slowly and then approached the bed, I saw how limp Andi was right now, my gaze fixed on his face that was so pale, even I wanted to touch his face, but I was really scared, and I didn't dare to do that.

I looked at the face of the man who had been struggling with his pain, without me giving him strength,

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry that I didn't notice you, even when you were sick, I didn't know, but I was your lover at the time" I cried and dared to hold her hand.

I hope he wakes up and sees my face, and hopes he will forgive me for all the mistakes I've made and I hope that Andy and I can be together. Huh I'm really selfish. Though Reina is more entitled to Andi.

Then when I clasped his hand, I felt the movement of his fingers, I saw him start to realize, of course I was very happy and then I immediately rushed to go out to call the doctor, but the giggling of my hands made me stop and look at that burly hand.

"Andy, you're sober, how you are, I'm calling the doctor yes" said so gently.

I saw the corner of his eye spit out clear water. I couldn't hold back my tears, I held her and she returned my arms.

Without us knowing there were a pair of eyes watching us from the outside, and Reina was really sad to see our affection.

Then after my consciousness recovered I released it.

"I'm sorry, I've been sassy I don't mean to be weird" I said nervously as my heart thumped.

"You're not wrong, how do you know I'm here? i.." he said disconnected.

"I know everything, why you covered this up from me, you really have heart, when I was your lover" said Dira.

"I'm sorry, I really can't see you disappointed later after knowing I'm a sick man" said Andy.

"I sincerely love you so how could I possibly do that, I will always support you, but.." I said nervously to say.

"I know you're with Rendy, right? I trust you to Rendy" Andi said.

I cried and again we hugged each other to let go of the longing that for the last 6 months has not paid off.

Lordnn.......

I want him....

Accompanying me......

and be the husband of the world and my hereafter......