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Tania POV

I still remember what happened a few years ago, when little Radit and I. He cares so much for me, but my attitude is just indifferent to him.

He always tried to get along with me, so that over time I was comfortable with his attitude.

Mamah and Papa said, that Radit's brother loves me very much, but I initially believed all that.

Even over and over again Radit continued to give me chocolate every time we met, and the smile on my face measured so beautifully.

"Sister, remember not the same?" ask me to Radit while giving a Berbie doll from Radit's sister.

"Well this doll? you're still keeping it" asked Radit.

"Of course, sis, I will keep it up at all times" I replied with a smile on her.

Yeah, Radit never forgot to give me some really memorable gifts for me.

"Eh, What if tomorrow we go to the park, brother for this" said Radit while rubbing my long hair.

"Maybe, go home from school, right?" many enthusiast.

"Of course, you want to skip it?" ask Brother Radit.

"Ckckk. Ogah ih Bolos." I said while pursing my lips.

"Gemesin really you Tania" said Kak Radit while pinching my cheek-friendly.

"Aww .. Sick Brother Radit" I said as I let go of his hand which had been holding my cheek.

"Of course, her name is also a woman" I said as I mocked her, because I also do not want to be a fatherly human, I fear if reality does not match my expectations.

Until we reached the age of teenagers, I was still waiting, Yes! i waited. I've waited a long time for Radit to express his feelings to me, Even we went to school at the same SD-SMA, but until we will graduate soon, Radit still has not expressed his feelings, Radit said, Until it makes me more nervous

I re-think how Radit's attitude is considerate, but why until now Radit did not also express his feelings, whether this is just my spiciness, or even I just hope alone here.

My feelings are getting chaotic, I can no longer endure this condition, I want to feel like I express my feelings to Radit, but I really do not dare to take risks.

Radit's rejection later feared to make me more Drop, but if he saw he loved me, but on what basis he did not say everything.

But now I'm trying to get used to Radit's brother, because I'm afraid my hope will drop me in the deepest abyss.

"Hey. What the hell are you?" asked Radit who immediately spread my daydream.

"Ah, Uh. Tania is okay, brother" I replied as I turned my face away from Radit's sister

"Tania?I want to say something" Radit said seriously looking at me.

"Em, what did you say, brother?" ask me nervous.

"It's so important Tania!" brother Radit said again to make me tremble, I only answered yes to the question, brother Radit because I was trying to calm the roar of my heart.

Will my wait all this time, will soon be realized right, will Radit already be sensitive to the codes that I have always given all this time.?

Is Radit going to express his feelings to me, or is there something else that he thinks is so important besides that right??