MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 23

I cried hearing Andi's words earlier. So impressed by my words.

Until this moment his words were still in my ears, I could not believe the heart of Andy said that to me, I could not hold back my tears.

My eyes are swollen, because the tears that never stop dripping these few days.

it felt like this self jumped into the deepest abyss, and forgot all the bitter memories that were happening at this moment.

I have to what now, I have to behave like now, oh my god, I don't know anymore.

Even all of a sudden, it was painful, how could I experience all this, how could I possibly be strong through all of this alone.

I feel like I just want to die, I'm not strong anymore, I can no longer live this life without Andy.

Why did he change so quickly, it was not he who always said that he would always love me until the end of his life. It turns out that it was all a lie. And it's unbelievable.

True said people, that love the man, just 30%, the rest love yourself. So that if you get hurt by him you won't fall.

In contrast to what I do today, I love Andy completely, but I was betrayed. It's really unfair, even I can't accept this fact.

Ju's crying never stopped, when he imagined his words that said he did not love me, even I always loved him as sincere as my heart, I was inexhaustible with what was on his mind.

I am a stupid woman, who believes in the words of a jerk like her, because I have been dating for 4 years, I fully believe in her, I believe that her self will not betray me, she said, it's funny, but look at the reality now.

"You were betrayed, and then what can you do now? begging him back, you really don't have any self-respect, you should realize Andy already loves other people, you can't force him to love you anymore.You can't be selfish"

I've been incessantly cursing at you, not enough pain Andy had for me, even now that I've been intent on hurting myself.

But since my logic is still very sane, I confine my intention to do something stupid that will harm myself.

Rere is calling....

I saw my phone turns out your twin friend called.

"Hello Re, what's wrong" I asked Rere.

"We're just worried about you, Dir, you're okay, right" Rere asked Dira.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me" Dira said.

"You're so weird, how could we not worry about you, you're my best friend, I know your character" Rere said.

" Re really, I'm fine" Dira assured Rere.

Rere also breathed a sigh of relief.

"You can tell me what you talked to Andy yesterday" Rere said.

" I'll tell you later, you don't have to worry. I'm a strong woman, you know me not" said Dira laughing when in fact her tears had fallen because she did not want Rere to know.

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My memory recalls the day I first met him.

Where he and I met in a supermarket accidentally, he helped me when I was about to pickpocketing, where he protected me until he was willingly hurt.

I treated her wounds, until we became lovers. But what's happening now.

He told me that he no longer loved me. That easy? after so many years with such ease he said that, I was really disappointed in him.

I heard a bell ringing from outside my apartment, then I walked over and opened the door of my apartment, apparently the one who came was Rendy's sister.

"Please go in" I said.

Rendy and I walked into the apartment, and Rendy and I sat next to each other.

"Why is your face so moody after meeting Andi? did he hurt you" said Rendy staring at my face.

I lowered my gaze from her, then I nodded slowly "She said, she already doesn't love me sister" I said in tears.

"What the man has in mind, can he be so to you" said brother Rendy sympathizing.

I don't know what got into my mind, I immediately hugged Rendy's leg and cried in her arms, she stroked my cheek and tightened her arms at me.

"Have not cried again yes, you are too special to cry for a jerk like him" said Rendy.

I was still crying and getting louder, because his words to me were very painful.

Half an hour I've been crying in Rendy's arms, she's still loyal beside me. Either because I was tired of crying I fell asleep needed her.

She stroked my hair gently and sounded faintly faintly by me "Dira, I love you so much, I won't let anyone hurt you"

I opened my eyes and I saw Brother Rendy watching my face, I then smiled at him he returned my smile.

Until now our eyes looked at each other and our lips began to blend together without us knowing.

This time I did not reject Rendy's sister, I returned her kiss and the stronger my lips and her lips were grumpy, so I was very difficult to breathe. Seeing me having trouble breathing, Rendy finally let go of her kiss and kissed my left right cheek and forehead. "I love you" he said.

My eyes were wide in shock, hearing him say that.

looking at my expression, he laughed "Hey, you're too serious, I'm just kidding" she said.

I pursed my lips, "You're such a bitch, that's not funny" I said sulking.

he just laughed as he looked at me, "Don't be spoiled like this, you're so seductive of me" said Rendy, I pushed his body away from me, stared at him intently, then he approached me, until I get to the corner. And can't move. He put his hands on the wall to my right and left.

It makes my heart beat, "Ka, what do you want my brother" I said fearfully.

"Will you be my lover, accompany me to the end of my life" he said softly.

I was silent with a broken heart.