MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 38

*T**God can I be selfish this time? can I curse fate on you? why would you separate me from her? and why in this way, why not just me, why should he feel this suffering*.

~Dira Princess Amelia~

I could not hold back my tears, I was sobbing in tears remembering all my memories together with her, why God seemed to play us, really I did not sincerely lose her again, she said, I don't want him to leave me again.

I take ablution and then I go to Mushola and pray tahajud.

"Oh my God what's wrong, why did you give her try and so heavily hix.... God let me bear the same burden please heal him God, give me a chance to make his happy and make amends for my mistakes God, please forgive me this selfish, I'm sorry, really I do not deserve this, but once this let me be selfish God hix hyks.." I shed tears as I asked the divine.

Then after that I rushed back to the room where Andy was being treated, I saw Reina looking at Rendy from outside Andy's room, I saw how sincerely Reina loved Andy, even I don't think I love Andy that sincerely, though honestly I really love Andy.

Reina and I are keeping Andy in the hospital. The next morning the doctor said that we could see Andy, and that Reina and I were scrambling to see Andy inside.

I sighed and tried to let Reina in, because the one who deserved to enter was Reina. Because all this time Reina was the one who fought with Andy, not me.

But somehow Reina actually let me in to meet Andy, at first I refused because I was not happy with Reina. But after Reina convinced me, I rushed into the ICU room where Andy was treated.

I saw his eyes still sleeping, I stroked and clasped his hands, I kissed his hands.

"Didi baby, wake up baby, I'm here, Rara here baby, wake up" I said speaking to Andy who was still at home in his dream.

"Darling, why don't you wake up, don't you want to see this Rara of yours" I said still selfishly forcing Didi to wake up

But all that was gone after a while I tried to wake her up she still felt at home in her dreams.

When I turned around, I saw Andy's index finger move, and I immediately called the doctor and the doctor told me to wait outside because he was going to check on Andy.

Reina, who was sitting limp, stood up and held our hands for fear of something that we did not want.

Almost half an hour already we were waiting in front of the ICU room but there was also no sign of the doctor coming out from there, me and Reina were increasingly made to worry by the circumstances.

Reina unceasingly hugged me and I encouraged Reina even though I myself was very tired and wanted to collapse from my standing position right now.

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After waiting, the doctor finally came out of the ICU.

"Alhamdulillah mbak, the patient has passed his critical period is indeed an extraordinary miracle" said the doctor.