
I was still tight-lipped and looking at Rendy's sister, I couldn't figure out why she could say that when she knew I was hurt.
"Well, I'm not gonna force you, I know you still love Andi. But can you open your heart to me, I promise I will never let you down like Andi did" Rendy said looking at me with disappointment.
"I'm sorry, sister, but I still love Andi so much, it's so hard for me to open my heart to others" I said looking at her.
"However, this is still a question for me brother, how can you like me, we've been friends for a long time brother" I said looking at him.
"And all that time I loved you in silence" said Rendy firmly.
"really? that long? why don't I realize it" I'm surprised by his current statement.
"I've been watching you all this time, it's just that I don't dare to reveal it, I always act like a song in front of you, because for me it's enough as long as I can always see your face, but today I can't hold it anymore, especially when I know Andi is hurting you again" said Rendy while holding both hands.
I didn't expect that Rendy's brother was always so nosy to me, as if he was happy to upset and upset me. But has he liked me all this time? how come? ah already. I don't want to think about it.
"now calm your heart, and don't grieve for her anymore, brother loves you" she said gently.
My body temperature started to heat up and my body was a little dizzy, I drove Rendy's brother to his apartment, but when he left suddenly I felt dizzy and I fainted.
Brother Rendy panicked and approached me. He took me and took me into the room, put me in bed. Then he went to buy Paracetamol and made me milk.
An hour later, my fever finally came down and when I woke up, the first thing I saw was Rendy's sister. He smiled and stroked my cheek. I could see that he was very worried about me.
"How are you doing, has it improved?" ask Rendy
"Yes, my brother, he's gone" I said.
He fed me, and after that he brought milk for me, I smiled at him, then I kissed him on the cheek.
"You're so nice, thank you brother" I said, hugging him. I don't know why his heart warms when he's beside me.
"Have you eaten?" I asked her.
"Sister's eating, don't worry" he said, ruffling my hair.
" Really?" I said make sure.
"Hey, don't you believe me? since when did I lie" he said sulking.
"You're getting handsome if you sulk like this, brother" said smiling ignorantly.
Brother Rendy's face immediately flushed red, already like a boiled crab I thought.
" Don't you dare tease me huh" said Rendy's brother while ostentatiously angry.
"But you're happy" I said again and it made me and Rendy's brother laugh.
" How not to be happy, if in her tease the same beautiful woman like this" said sister Rendy honestly.
" Of course I'm beautiful, I'm a girl" I told Rendy's sister.
" you could be brother, don't make me fly high, then you throw it away" I told Rendy's sister.
" No, how can I do that, I love you don't worry that I won't let you down like I did, you believe me" asked Rendy again.
" Hey, why is it that you're so serious, I'm just kidding" I said grinfully.
" But seriously, I never joke" said Rendy, who stared at me.
" em's.. Sorry brother. I didn't mean to.." Before I finished speaking rendy's brother silenced my mouth with a flashy kiss.
And stupidly I did not reject the treatment of Rendy's sister to me, but I actually enjoyed the kiss.
Rendy let go of the kiss and hugged me so tightly, as if she didn't want to be away from me.
" Sister loves you very much" said Rendy as she continued to give a kiss on my forehead.
I didn't know what to answer, so I preferred to smile at Rendy and she hugged me back tightly.
After a few hours in my apartment he finally said goodbye to me again, this time he forbade me to drive him. He told me to rest in my room.
"Sister go home first, if anything happens do not forget to call brother yes" he said. then he left my room.
" Thank you, brother, has accompanied me from earlier" I said stopping Rendy's steps.
" Don't say that, I'm here to help you" Rendy smiled.
Then for the umpteenth time he gave me a kiss on my forehead and then walked out of my room and out of my apartment.
In the room I feel very saturated, but with conditions like this where I can go even if just for a walk.
I snorted annoyed at the current state of affairs.
I really look helpless right now, just because of the loser guy I still love, even her self does not love me anymore stupidly I still memepertahan right taste that has grown for 4 years.
The impression is stupid, but for people who think it is not entirely stupid, because from there we can distinguish which is really sincere which is just a mask.
I started to get back to being good at saying words that said to myself, how else, it was like that now.
Trying to Let Go, Tackle, Leave, Forget. It was all something that was so hard for me to feel, I couldn't do it, it was paralyzed even when I forced myself to do it.
What power, this stupid woman, the woman who continues to survive despite being betrayed.
There's only one word that makes me like this. " LOVE" he made me stupid, he made me weak, he was able to control my thoughts and logic.
I tried repeatedly to use my logic, repeatedly love became the strongest support, and again he was able to defeat my logic.
I'm totally devastated, because I can't get out of the loop of my past love with Andy. Love that ended in unexpected destruction before.
Y****uk guys stopped by my first novel "Love behind friendship" Alhamdulillah is done yes.