MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 15

I haven't slept yet, but I don't want to make Rendy worry about me.

He said he didn't want to leave me alone, let alone in an unhealthy state. She worries about me. Rendy's sister, you're so sweet.

She was so sweet, without me noticing I pictured her face for so long. Only then did I realize that Rendy's sister was so handsome and that her smile had really calmed my grieving heart.

"Ahhh sialll, what am I thinking, why am I thinking about him, hey don't baper Dira" I said in my heart.

I lay back on the bed and still I couldn't turn my face away from her, why my heart was beating so hard when I was around her.

"I'm starting to open my heart again, but how could I love Andi so much and it's impossible in an instant that I can open my heart to anyone else, you're so stupid" my heart grumbled.

"But what's wrong, and it's no different with Andi, she also betrayed me, she can-can-can-she did that in front of me, and she really do not consider me anymore" I upset.

Instantly my heart ached again, remembering what I had seen lately, when Andi was making out with the woman.

I also could not hold back my tears and I also felt that my relationship and Andi was no longer worth maintaining.

I strengthened my heart and immediately forgot Andi and focused on my lecture.When I was late in my daydreams suddenly appeared the intention in my heart to immediately catch up with my parents abroad.

Again I feel frustrated with the situation. Besides what I'm here for, I don't have a reason to stay here anymore. Andi has turned away and is already with the woman he loves.

Then I thought back to the time I was with Andi. As my tears rolled again and more than ever, I really missed my mom and dad.

Remembering how sad my father and mother used to be, when I refused to follow them and settled in Indonesia just because I did not want to be far away from Andi. But it's not happening anymore.

I've been trying to forget my memories with Andi, and I want to calm my heart by avoiding her. And that's all I can do by going after my parents abroad.

But I'm very sad. Because of course I will also part ways with Riri and Rere. The two of them were my best friends who had accompanied me when I entered the college.

How can I forget them, who have been accompanying me in joy and sorrow.

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Today I went to college to take care of my transfer papers, I was determined to catch up with my parents.

Until the campus, it turns out there has not been a single student who came besides me. I look at the atmosphere of the campus that I will soon leave.

I will definitely miss all the atmosphere in the campus, even more because many of my memories with Andi here.

My phone rang and I saw it on my phone screen.

Rendy's brother he's calling.....

"Hallo rend, "I said to answer the phone from Rendy's brother.

"I'm sorry, brother, I went to college first, and forgot not to tell Rendy's sister first" I said timidly, I don't want Rendy's sister to be disappointed.

"Tumben you go very quickly, usually you come at the end and go home the first" said Rendy with a concise and clear.

"I have business here, brother, so I have to come early in the morning" I said flatly.

"What's the matter, why don't you tell me, I'll be able to drive you and come faster" said the brother rendi with a little hard to make me slightly keep the phone away from my ear, or rendy's voice will damage my auditory organs.

"I'm taking care of the letter to move brother, I want to catch up with my parents abroad" I said honestly to Rendy.

"Moved? where and why did you move?" said brother Rendy surprised by my words that suddenly wanted to leave Indonesia.

"It's okay, brother, I just want to catch up with my parents, I miss them" I told a lie, because my main purpose of leaving Indonesia was to avoid meeting Andy and that woman.

"Hey, are you serious about yourself, why so suddenly, but wait a minute, this is not all because of you, right?" said Rendy making sure.

JLEB....

sister Rendi is very good at guessing. her guess is right, I even fell silent unable to answer the words of Rendy.

"Yes, wait for me there yes, I will go to campus soon" said Rendy immediately turn off his phone and like he immediately rushed to follow me to campus.

I am still in a state of silence and respond to the environment around me that soon I will stay right, I will really miss this country again.

I'm pretty sure that I won't be leaving the country for long. Because I feel comfortable living in a country that upholds unity.

I keep waiting for Rendi in the campus garden while continuing to drift in the daydream that has widened direction, even making me smile and cry alternately.

Remembering so many memories that Andy and I created over the years. In this place. But I'm not sure if Andy still remembers all the memories created between us.

Again I took a rough breath and slowly breathed it out.

All this is so hard for a girl my age, too many life challenges I've been living all this time.

Wanting to give up on what, there was absolutely no point.

Hope, it is gratitude that keeps this self humble and not bragging.

Missing Andy I can't resist, it feels like I want to meet soon, but whatever the power, the fact is we are not lovers.

It could be when I meet someday, I want Andy will be like someone who does not know each other at all let alone to just say hello.

It was such a creepy delusion to me right now. But keep coming back to God's plan. We can only obey His commands.