MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 20

REINA POV.

I've always been faithful to accompany Andy in the hospital, because I know he needs someone who always gives him encouragement.

So I try to be his friend to share his grief when he is sick at this time, although at this time Andy is more often pensive than smiling.

I think, he must be daydreaming of his illness at this time, I can only pray for Andy's recovery.

I will never let her be lonely, even I always make her smile, and it makes my heart rumble a little because it is not strong enough to withstand the turmoil of taste that I have been quieting.

I'm so scared, if I love her more, because I know that her love is only for Dira. Even though the ridiculous thing that Andi did made me so upset with him.

She asked me to pretend to be her affair in front of Dira, and foolishly the girl believed her.

At first I refused to follow this drama, because in addition to my heart hurt I also did not want to hurt myself.even though I had never been friends with him, but he was also a woman, just like me.

I don't want to be evil, but because Andy kept begging I finally got melted with Andy's words, even though it means I will soon hurt the woman who loves Andy so much, the same as me.

I was so sad to see Andi like this, I could not bear to see her feel this pain alone, but how else, Andi asked me not to tell Dira anything.

A month already Andi was in the hospital, I remained faithful to accompany him.Today Andy was allowed to go home.I immediately brought him home to Andi's apartment and I took good care of him.

He had insisted on going to college, but I forbade him because of his condition which was still very weak.

I tried hard to persuade him to rest but he still kekeh want to go to college

but at last he also withered with my persuasion.

I told her to rest then I went to college because today is my college and I can't possibly skip anymore , because a while ago I had already volunteered to accompany Andi in the hospital.

I say goodbye to Andi and she nods her head.

"just in case what happens to you, you should call me right away" I said, standing up and saying goodbye to him.

I met my two friends who until now were still busy with college assignments that were never finished

from a distance I saw Dira, yes Dira ex-lover Andi, she was so close to Rendy's sister, what relationship they said in my heart.

but I don't care about their relationship, but I was a little annoyed at him, maybe he laughed so loudly, when Andy was weak at home.

I want to feel like I hit that girl, if it wasn't for you, I would have beaten that woman, that stupid woman who couldn't see Andi's sincerity at all,

namu. now I won't let anyone hurt Andi, including Dira.

like her I had put hope in Andi, the proof is that I was so sick of seeing Dira, even though I had absolutely no problem with Dira.

I hope this feeling is avenged, despite having to prove my incredible struggle with her and hope that someday she will open her heart to me.

I know Andi is sick, but I don't know why I still love her, I don't even care about her pain. I tried to give him strength in the face of God's trials.

I kept holding his hand when he fell asleep, because I wouldn't know how Andy would react if he saw me holding his hand, I didn't want Andy to think that I was taking advantage of the situation.

I'm very sincere about accompanying Andy right now, even though sometimes we don't know what other people think of us.

So that all that didn't happen, I tried my best not to show myself who actually loved Andy so much.

I don't know when Andy will realize my feelings for him, because I'm sure Andy's love is only eternal for Dira.

I don't know how I can see Andy happy with Dira one day, but the most important thing right now is Andy's joy, I'm still focusing on Andy's recovery because that's my main goal right now.

I am the moment when the mother was daydreaming on the way continue to be imagined by the handsome face of Andy, what else when the man smiled, it feels like this heart melted just by looking at his smile.

I patted my head hard, cursed my dirty thoughts right now, no Reina, you're not a jerk like the ones in the movies so be patient, no one knows, no one knows, it has all become God's scenario.

Remember one thing, that nothing is impossible if God wills, that God is able to turn the heart of man back, so hope to his creator that his servant will be able to have you, swmua depends on your obedience to Allah.

Again I laughed to myself at this ridiculous behavior of mine, crazy crazy for a man who was clearly owned by someone else. Even the woman herself is my college friend.

I was so not out of thought with this ridiculous behavior of mine, it was stupid of me to want Andy that I could not have.

I went back to the apartment and saw Andy was at peace in his sleep then without him noticing I peeked his forehead then I said in a very small tone "I love you Andy " he timidly said, afraid that he would realize what I was saying.

I keep watch at night, for Andy's peace in his sleep, I don't want anyone to disturb Andy's calmness in his sleep.

Sometimes a little funny yes, fighting for people who obviously do not fight for us, but remember one thing, that what you reap then that is also what you will harvest. *Author says a word! I don't know if I'm confused about what's going on, too.

Happy sleep my heart, beautiful dream, even though I am not the one who is present in your dreams tonight, I really love you Andy. senoga quickly healed and can return happy with your lover dira.

Then me? don't worry about me, I'll be happy if you're both happy. **Then thor don't ngaco***!