MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 40

I really wanted to forget about you and hate you, when I remembered my heartache you had an affair with someone else, but to be honest my love for you was bigger than that disappointment, I think that opening my heart to Rendy's sister can make me forget the figure of you who has accompanied me in the past few years in my joys and sorrows.

I tried to open my heart to Rendy's sister, by accepting her love, slowly I began to feel comfortable on her and began to gradually forget Andi, and I began to forget her, I thought that Andy was happy with Reina and that I could see when Reina showed off her affection for Andy, even though the reality of all that was just an image.

So hurt at that time, I wanted to feel like I was cursing Andy and Reina even though I ended up still venting it even though it was not as cruel as it occurred to me.

Even I had time to ignore Andy who was constantly calling me. Because of my heartache on her, I just kept not caring about her. It turned out that he was also so heavy to let go of me. Because of his illness he was willing to leave the woman he had been fighting for.

Is it so weak that you can easily die, and is it as bad as I think you are until you can't open up to me, and even you open up to someone else.

My heart is so claustrophobic, seeing you with Reina all the time, when I want to be mad at you, but.

Until I dated Rendy's sister, and started to go escorted by her like Andy who always drove me, even Rendy always followed how Andy treated me, I began to admire him and momentarily forget Andy even our relationship has been running up to 8 months long.

One day I saw Rendy with another woman and it was exactly with the incident where Andy and Reina hugged me, again I was devastated to accept the reality that continued to be unfair to me, I kept crying and growling in my heart.

Not long after that, a few weeks ago, I heard from Reina that Andy was in the hospital, I was immediately worried about visiting him in the hospital, and of course it was as a friend.

Until the hospital I cried seeing a weak body lying helplessly in the hospital bed.

It breaks my heart to remember his struggle and when I learned of Andy's sacrifice, to not let me down, even if he did it the wrong way.

Now I was looking at his pale face, but I saw the calmness in his sleep, he was so peaceful in his dreams.

"Good break Didi, may God give the best way for me and you and may soon return to be us."