MAXIMUM BUCIN

CHAPTER 19

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RENDY POV.

I've been waiting for this for a long time, since junior high school (SMP) I've been amazed by you. Girls who are chatty and always appear as they are makes me so amazed you, so much, but we had to split up because my parents were urging me to come with them to move to Surabaya, and cause I no longer know the state of you.

My heart was not calm from the beginning I moved and settled in another city, almost every day I was overshadowed by your face, your cheerfulness, your efficiency, everything I missed from you.

In fact, I am not at all friends with any other woman, because of my lack of self for having to separate from you.

I always hoped we could meet again later, even though I thought it was impossible to happen, considering how your father and mother chose to settle in a different city than the one you live in.

Maybe for you, it is easy to forget myself who is only considered a friend by her, but not with me, even though I and you are just a friend. but I consider Dira more than just a friend.

In the past, I was always determined to take care of myself beyond my own life, I didn't want to get hurt in the least.

Parting with Dira was the hardest thing I had ever experienced at the time.

But after 4 years, I settled in Surabaya, finally I was able to return to Jakarta and I was so looking forward to seeing you again.

I didn't even waste any more time, I came straight home and so missed you, I hope you won't forget me.

But when I was at home, I was so shocked, because it turned out that the house was empty and I asked the neighbors.they said that the owner of the house had moved out of the country.

I was surprised to hear that, how could I not meet you again, the chatty woman who always dared to scold others without any fear.

oh my god, why would you ever separate me from her again, after me and her were separated because my parents moved because of work, why should I and she be separated again now.

That's how my heart asked the creator, I felt it was unfair to me, why God tested me like this, what I do not deserve to be happy.

I really feel so upset because after returning to this city, I also did not meet with him.

I built a bottle of cans in my hand, I again regret the separation that ever happened between us.

I went back to my house in a relaxed manner, and saw my father and mother waiting for me at the dinner table.

then I sat down among them.

"You've come home son" said mother asking me.

"It's mom" I said flatly and reluctantly answered a question from mom.

"What's wrong with my face, you don't look excited" my father said as he looked at me in surprise.

"I miss my best friend, but he's moved out of the country, Dad, Mom" I said with a face so lethargic and so lazy to hold a conversation that didn't interest me.

"But yeah." I said looking at my father with a clear face because I really did not intend to continue my education to the university level.

"There's no but-but an, the pokonya from tomorrow you go to college there" said my father cut off my conversation and did not want his speech denied by me.

But inevitably I still go to college, but I am so saturated until the campus because I know this must be so boring for me.

despite grumbling in my heart, I still carry out my father's orders, I still go to the campus that my father registered.

But it all did not match my expectations. I looked at a woman who had been so long I wanted to meet, even I missed her so much.

It turns out that she's still here, I think she's not here anymore, even I thought that I wouldn't see her again.

The originally sluggish face turned cheerful, because I finally found the spoiled little woman here, in this place in my new place of learning.

but at that moment I saw Dira was angry with the woman and Dira was so cruel to scold the girl, I just kept quiet from a distance I heard everything Dira said to the woman.

Seeing from the anger and hearing the words, I understood that Dira already had a lover, I said muttering in my heart and felt a little tightness.

But I still do not want to lose myself again, with various ways I do so that Dira can return to be friends with me.

I should be able to get to the woman I've been missing, I'm looking forward to and I want.

All this time I've been keeping my heart just for you, so anyway I have to get it.

That day I saw Dira in a hurry to go somewhere, I took the opportunity and deliberately bumped myself into Dira, making the woman upset and again cornered me.

But the happy thing is, he still remembers me, who has not met him for almost 4 years.

That's where Dira and I came back close again and I don't know if Dira has moved on from her ex or not.

But I will try to make him forget his ex and be mine completely.

May my efforts be made to the fullest, I must go to God, and hope that what I dream of will come true.

But I also did not forget that I could also lose more and more, so I tried to anticipate my own feelings so that I did not fall into the deepest abyss.

" Dira, wait, your Rendy will come to see you soon and bring you in lasting peace and happiness" I said as I looked at the photo of myself that I had made my mobile phone wallpaper.

His face was still the same as in High School, his black hair was thick, and his red lips were blushing and his chubby cheeks were always making me unable to withstand this anxiety.

Even from a distance I can't help it, what else if I've always been by his side, surely I won't be able to hold myself back anymore.

" Dira I'M commenting" said rendy with a smile.