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"I'm not very good at introspection but very good at commenting."


the Adara Mikhayla Siregar


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Arda's words really disturbed my brain work, how not. He plainly and emphatically demanded his right, but would come whenever I would never give it. Good at him not good at me, any minute we'll be apart too. I don't want to risk it if something I didn't expect, comes without an invitation. I married him in one piece, and I too had to part in one piece. Bodo is very concerned about the written agreement that he and I have agreed. The agreement only benefits him personally, not to me.


"Everything was wrong from the beginning, you married because of a compulsion and lived it just because of an agreement. What kind of household do you really want to build?"


The word Mamah uttered when he was not asked to come to the house he had bought. His arrival was only to lecture me deeply. I'm sure it is. He has not scolded me with his harsh words.


"Same Papah who made this mistake first. Adara just follow the flow, so the wrong is not Adara dong," said I do not want to lose. This ridiculous marriage took place because both my parents decided without asking for my consent first. So don't blame me for now living in an endless household charade.


"You're stubborn. Mama Sama Papah ngelakuin this so that you can leave your bad behavior that likes to wander with men who are not mahram. We love you, we don't want to keep seeing you get lost-"


"Yes but not married Adara secretly also dong, Mah. Can be talked about first fine, do not be rich gini. Everything was sudden and shocking." I deliberately cut off Mamah's words quickly.


He breathed heavily. "You're not sure you're gonna find it. You ran away before the wedding" said Mamah, who knows my wily brain.


It is that if I knew from the beginning will be betrothed to Arda model guy, surely I have been ngibrit and will not go back and forth. Ogah really if you have to bear the status as the wife of a man who is not in accordance with expectations.


"It's all happened, too. You should be grateful for the rich couple Nak Arda. The complete package," said Mamah lightly.


What's the complete package? Thought it was a box of rice people. Emang Mamah policy that has been too consider Arda a super good man, so want me to say the ugliness will also feel free. He did not know that his beloved daughter-in-law likes to collect princess santri. Even tuh people want to make a dormitory for nampung collection of mistresses. Is that my parents' second choice?


"Asal Mamah knows well, Arda still has a lot of infidelity. Just like the girls he's royal, even ngajak eat at expensive restaurants. If the same Adara boro-boro, ask for pocket money once a week he has protested all-out. Calculation is that he's a person!"


Unannounced Mamah yanked my ears that were still covered in a rectangular headscarf. The anarchist nature of Mama has never changed. "The polite husband. Arda... Arda... Who do you think he is? Don't be shy Mamah dong, Adara. If it gets caught with his parents Nak Arda how? Didn't you think you got there. You ask for pocket money once a week? You're really outrageous well, Adara. Already know the work of Nak Arda is just an ordinary factory worker, and you immediately ask for money as much as routine. Matre you are a woman."


My suffering is complete today. It's been badly rumored, brutally tortured until my ears buzzed. Mamah emang queen tega sejagad raya.


"Yes if caught Adara seneng is, it would be nice to directly hear at the green table. Immediately thank you three talak aja guys," my cerocos in the middle of Mamah's hands that are getting louder painful. Can you let go for a moment?


"Arda should be grateful because Adara does not ask him to make money once a day. That's how natural it is, Mah. Ah Mamah is complicated and too exaggerated. Yes Adara knows that Adara is matre. No need Mamah koar-koar also everyone already knows," added I.


"Have one child really gini. No one wants his household to run aground in court, this is you instead other than others. Mama doesn't understand the way you think, Adara. So matre girls are proud? You should be ashamed and changed!" mama said while releasing her two sadistic fingers on one of my listener's senses. If I can't hear properly and correctly how? Your mom wants responsibility.


I rubbed my right ear which was the victim of Mamah's naughty hands. "Yes if the play of millionaires who have money is not radiant, Adara will not be in vain model men so. Lah this same Mamah Papah even matein Adara same Arda. No one messes up anymore what? Life has to be realistic, matre girls are ordinary."


Mama flicked my forehead pretty tight. "The first and foremost thing to be seen from a man is his religion. If the religion is good, it has been directly halted. But your matre is already of an acute level and must be annihilated. That's not his name for a living but robbing!"


This type only applies to women of good character, as well as graduates from the best pesantren. Not a model woman I'm rich gini. Where there is interest in the same rich model guy. If such as Mamah open the services of a matchmaking agency, it is certain that the relationship of its clients will end in the middle of the road. Rich story of this. Not that this lasting even dispersed.


The women out there should be as far-sighted as I am, material and economic matters should be prepared as early as possible. It is not enough just the capital of love, but marriage will be smooth and prosperous. If anyone try to bring it in front of me right now. Think with love we can be full and can buy all the necessary needs? Be rather. Do people live in what age?


"Welcome here for Adara's front cult? It won't work, Mah!" sahutku fast. I wanted to kick Mamah out, but I didn't have enough courage. This house was bought by my parents' money, even though the right to own this house was one hundred percent given to me and Arda. It should belong to me personally, not to both. If later it is complicated, it must share the results of gono-gini treasures.


Mamah straightened her conscious body so she leaned on the body of the sofa. "You well, the old man came all the way here instead of being given cake, cake, cake, this is even rich talk. Not really want the wealth of Mamah visit," said Mamah with a hand that had been deliberately folded in front of the chest.


"If Mamah comes with a parcel and there is no intention to lecture Adara anyway, Adara will be happy and his hands open wide will accept the arrival of Mamah. But this is another story, Mah," I said lightly raising one of my feet above the other.


"So how are you doing with the two large scraping bags that you just secured to the kitchen, Adara?"


I just put on a sinless face. "Guman needs a kitchen doang too, Mah. Don't count it if the same child," I said.


Mamah snorted before saying, "If you are a son of Mamah, should you want to follow Mamah's request? This is mah boro-boro, your work is just a protest doang."


"If this is a different case, Mah," I don't want to lose.


"Ngeles mulu you become a person. Get down on the feet, in front of the parents there is no courtesy at all." Mama clapped my feet pretty tight. I just grinned indistinctly and immediately followed his word.


"Look out, Mah. Think of it as my own home" I chanted, who got the headband of the half-century woman who had the title of my birth mother.


"This is your home. Already ah don't fight a loud storm, Mamah again not in the mood," he quipped that makes me laugh quite loud. Mamah language is too high, use all mood bring-in events. Feels like a young boy again. While in an unmood state his mouth was so fluent in brutally lecturing me. What if his mood is good? Could be finished me.


"When do you think Dar can mature? Mama is confused to ask how much more so that you change. You realize it only at that moment, tomorrow it immediately forgets as if nothing had happened before."


"Don't start, Mah. Adara again has no interest in crying bombay again." I'm the laziest that Mamah has started to play with my mood like this.


"Your tears are crocodile tears. Mamah is immune to your crying, and after that you must do it again. It just keeps on."


I can only be silent because it is the truth. My tears are easy to shed when faced with a situation that is inviting crying, but I also easily forget. I have fallen down, but I still don't learn from mistakes. I'm not good at introspection but very good at commenting.


"Mamah will not be sincere and sincere if you are determined to fight for divorce Nak Arda. No parent wants to see their child's home broken. Mama does not want to know your marriage must last until death separates. If you still stay, Mamah will not hesitate to unload everything the same Papah."


Mamah's words made my nyaliku shrivel in fear. If Papah gets angry how? Who else would want to cover all my needs besides him? Not to mention the huge outpouring of affection. I don't want to lose any of that. But I also don't want to extend my marriage to Arda.


"You don't make Adara depressed dong, Mah. Adara could not accept Mamah's request, "I tried to persuade her.


"It's not that you can't, but you're basically a rock and don't want to try." The blasphemy of Mamah's words made it difficult for me to defend myself.


"At least love Mamah grandson," he said with a look of compassion for pity. Don't start dong, Mah. Just yesterday Arda discussed the matter of this, yes now Mamah also wants to do the same. The compound is in rich gini anyway.


"Don't be sad, Adara is already pregnant." That word doesn't come from my mouth. Seriously deh. Duarius. I turned to the source of the voice, where Arda was standing there with a fake look. Why should he talk rich?


Without the cue Mamah immediately hugged me accompanied by tears of happiness. My body is not powered. Especially this, God?


~TBC~