Materialistic

10-Marriage Lightning

"Once again I was slapped with a fact, that I was married without knowledge."

the Adara Mikhayla Siregar

•••

Not finished about the marriage book that was plastered in plain sight, now I was again made shocked when staring at the television screen featuring Papah and Arda who were sitting opposite to a small table, blocked by a small table, with some people around them. Mamah, Aunt Annisa, and Om Arga are also in the video. I held my breath as Papah and Arda's right hand shook, and before long a sacred sentence went out to the sense of hearing.

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Adara Mikhayla Siregar bint Ardito Siregar with the dowry paid in cash."

Booms! That sacred word I didn't want to hear echoed so smoothly from Arda's mouth. What kind of marriage does not involve the bride-to-be? I want to eliminate them all right now.

"Bah! Mah!" My eyes were sharp but the dew points were ready for me to spill. The gentle elusan coming from Mamah's hands did not calm me down at all. What I need now is not elusan but an explanation.

I saw Papah exhaling slowly before saying, "After the dawn of dawn Papah has given up responsibility for yourself to Nak Arda, your husband, dear."

My tears were shed without me being able to hold on anymore. Papah's words have strengthened everything. I, Adara Mikhayla Siregar, am officially the wife of Arda Nazma Dewanda. A fact that made me weak on the couch. I hit my chest that hurt so much. I don't accept the reality that is happening right now. This must be all a dream! Yes, this is just a dream!

What do you think of the marriage I had?

If I am faced with two choices between marrying Arda that I do not like at all, or choose to hold the status of an immortal woman. Quickly without a second thought, I will receive the second option. What do I expect from an Arda model? Looks do not sell, even shy when invited by the condangan. Crisis wallet conditions and thin. Very far from the standard I set. Still mending my male friends that I have left.

Marriage is the dream of all women. A sacred bond between two human children who love each other. Organizing an event in a luxury star building or hotel, maybe even held in the open, such as a garden party that is very coveted by some women, as well as me. But all of that just vanished, in just minutes and even seconds. My life immediately turned upside down after the legitimate word echoed from the witnesses.

"It's just the deal, honey. For the recipe we will immediately direct. Maybe one month ahead" said Mamah who managed to bring me back to the conscious.

"There is no wedding and there will never be a wedding! Adara will take care of the divorce now!" After saying that, I immediately ran to the room. Crying alone and making friends with pain is the best option for me to calm my heart and feelings.

•••

My head was dizzy and heavy when I saw the clock that had shown the number at one in the morning. It turned out that after the incident that I did not want it, I fell asleep in the room because I was too tired to cry all day. I walked towards the mirror, looking at my very messy reflection. Puffy and flushed eyes with blackened eye bags, ruffled hair further added to the impression of how devastated I was at the moment.

I took a bathrobe before I went into the bathroom. I need freshness and a night shower is not a bad choice for me to do. The cold air was so piercing to the bones that I entered the bath without even taking off the clothes I was wearing.  The longer I stay underwater, the colder I feel. My lips seemed to have turned blue and vibrated. But I don't care about it. Hopefully by the time I wake up tomorrow, I will no longer see the people who have ruined my life.

I was like a man who lost his mind and faith to think so. But my brain is no longer strong enough to deal with all the problems. I am not a child who is obedient and fickle when getting the word from Mamah and Papah. There are always rejections and refutations that I will put on when I disagree with what they decide, especially about my life in the future. It can be crazy if I continue to struggle with all kinds of thoughts that will only make me prolonged stress.

Dizziness and dizziness are dominating, I do not want to die silly just because the man does not know himself. Slowly and limped I got up from the bath up, took the bathrobe that I had deliberately hung not far from where I was standing right now. Walk with one hand down the wall, and also the other hand that is busy holding the head. I staggered and staggered to get to the bed. For the first time I'm acting beyond the normal level of normal people. Bathing in the cold of the night is usual for me to do, but for the current different story and somehow make me dizzy head. Usually not like this either.

"Gue has to spit out this crazy wedding! Basic Arda brash. As if he was talking about a deal!" I nodded with both hands clenched. Soon I have to take the divorce papers to the religious court. If you can right now!

If they could decide without involving me, I would do so too. Just look at the actions I will take after this. I will make sure Arda's life is not calm, as much as possible I will make him tired mentally and physically because my future interests are sometimes beyond normal limits. And for both of my beloved parents thank you for stressing me out. I won't be rude to them, even if I want to. I'm still healthy and can't possibly vent all my frustration on my own parents. 

~TBC~