Materialistic

15-Involved Debate

"Enough by giving me what I need, it's easily your fault I forgive."

the Adara Mikhayla Siregar

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Like most women who like to gossip and watch gossip shows, I am the same. Every afternoon before Magrib came it was time for me to relax along with a television that featured a barrage of celebrity lives. Enough to comfort me from the tiredness of life problems that do not end. But my activities are now a little disturbed because of the presence of Arda who always spoke at length. Wanting to stuff both ears with a headset, it felt impossible because it was certain I would not be able to hear what they were saying. For those of you genius-brained people who are experts at creating new technologies, please create a headset that can be connected to a television. For a quiet price, I will definitely pay for it, if I need to overdo it.

"Can I not recokin my life mulu? Pengang nih ears daritadi denger lo talk," bursts me who was very upset and disturbed.

He breathed heavily. "In the time leading up to Magrib like this you should spend with al-Qur'an tadarus, not even watch a show like that." This was a sentence that had come out of his mouth many times. Who's watching who? Whose ribet? If you don't like to go there. Do not bother and make the mood of others fall apart.

"Lo want to bear my sins because of the tadarus in the coming moon?" my nagging in the end. I'm sick of hearing the chatter that makes my blood boil. Only the first day of life is one roof like this, especially later?

Arda looks stroking the chest slowly and privileged. "If you are again a hindrance can read wirid, remembrance, same salawat so that your time is not wasted. Although in the state of menstruation you can still get merit and peace of mind," he said in a soft voice full of patience.

"Life you bothered, this is wrong, it's wrong, it's not, it's not. This is what I don't like most about you, the work you talk about I mulu. Can you not live a little without having to think about how many sins you have made today? I can't get rich thinking of sin and reward. I'm the same I can never fit in and get along in everything!" I immediately turned off the television, and ran towards the room. Lock him up so he can't get inside. Basic ustaz cans, if you want a lecture at the mosque. The effect of his ideals did not come so well. His work dakwahin I mulu.

What kind of household am I currently running. He who is so fond of doing all things in obedience, while I love to act without knowing the rules. All forms of worship from the obligatory to the sunnah he does, while I only do things that are mandatory. Seen from whichever side I am and he will never be able to go hand in hand. There must always be things that we make a fuss about, especially in terms of religion that I don't really understand. If I continue to maintain this unhealthy relationship, I'm sure I'll make Arda's step in achieving his life goals. He is the type of man who always walks in safe corridors, I fear damning his steps that want to reach the Divine Ridho. I don't want to be the main obstacle to the failure of his dreams. It is enough for me to be lost and not to mislead others.

So if you want to marry a woman who thought it was mature, can women one way and one thought not? If you can't, don't miss the situation. Rich is the ending of the story. Want to end now it's a wet responsibility and it's better to just throw yourself all together. Rice has become porridge and it will never be possible to become rice grains again. Arda. That one name turned my life upside down. He exists only to make me miserable. If God created the city of Bandung in a state of smile, another story at the time He created Arda.

Arda does not have a handsome face, but I know his heart is filled with faith and piety. But for me faith without a look that sells is free. Shameful when invited. Arda was born from a well-to-do family, but the upbringing of the religion that his parents taught had succeeded in making him a religious youth. While I am only a sinful woman who is far from the word shalihah. Women who like to show off property and waste money for free. I'm a lost woman who can't obey and likes to vow. Being with her was a nightmare I didn't want to see.

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I woke up when the clock showed at six in the morning, my hand reached the nightstand to find a hair tie and tied it with an irregular origin, then wrapped it with a hood channel on the pillow. I'll never again show off in front of Arda. Berabe if there are demons passing by, I can finish my history. Then again I will never be happy and sincere if Arda sees my long and beautiful black hair. It's good for people until it happens.

Because laziness and coxiness were still ingrained in the heart, I decided to fry beef-eye eggs as well as rice. Bodo very much want food to be eaten or thrown away, which is clear I have tried to carry out my role according to the agreement. There is no intention to make coffee or warm sweet tea like other women do. You must thank God, so do not ask for anything strange.

"Breakfast I prepared at the dinner table. It's up to you to eat or throw it away. Love it" I said as I passed Arda. She was well dressed but her hair was still wet with water. But I was surprised, where did he get his clothes from? It's not like all the clothes were in the rooms and rooms from last night I locked them. I smell suspicious.

"Sorry before dawn I entered the room without permission, make a prayer equipment together with work uniforms," he explained without being asked. Maybe he picked up a full search signal on my face.

"Where did you get the key?" manyaku. Danger if rich gini story, Arda must have a spare key so it can go in and out without my knowledge.

"Don't Mom give each of us one key? You forget well," he replied as well as trying to remind me. Again, my mother did it. I want to cry and wail so that God will remove the annoying nature of Mamah that always makes me miserable.

"Oh." That's all that came out of his mouth. Lazy to talk to him again. Just waste my time. Room key problem leave it alone, later I can take it and hide it without her knowledge. It's good that until he has the spare key, I can sleep unsettled for fear that the nights he infiltrated and woke up early so as not to be discovered. Cilaka Twelve if it gets rich it is mah.

"Aren't you eating?" her question was that I only responded with a lazy eye glance. Don't talk about being a person. Stale food just ends up in the trash, let alone human talk?

I better clean up soon than to answer the question of his mouth, I immediately entered the bathroom contained in the room. Today I had guidance and had to leave early for college. It feels very lazy to go menggampus in an unmood state like now. But what can I do if this is a must, and inevitably I have to live it. I decided to wear a dark blue striped plain skirt, which I combined with an ash blouse, and also a pashmina veil that matched the color of my skirt. Polishing my face with a variety of makeup tools, high heels and also a bag further complements my appearance.

I looked at the dining table that was clean again, turned to the washing there was no trace of food. Thank goodness she knew enough herself not to make my delicate hand turn rough like a coolie. A note taped to the refrigerator made my focus diverted.

Thanks for the breakfast, I washed the dirty dishes. On top of the refrigerator there is an ATM card for you to use.

Both netra and my hand so quickly discovered the existence of a card and also a pin that was deliberately placed on it. He kept his promise by giving me a living, I could not believe it enough but since the card was already in my hands, it was automatically mine, which meant that I could use it at will. Don't blame me if the money runs out in a short time, he gave it and inevitably had to accept the consequences of his own actions. Counting the form of apology because last night he had made me ride apoplexy.

~TBC~