Marriage Dilemma

New Load

After the rice drama wrap the other day, until now I still silence my husband. Very upset it always feels cheated, especially my in-laws never want to give up even for the sake of their grandchildren.

But I am still grateful, pregnant I this time not many complaints felt. Strong always yes son, let this Mother of yours always be strong. My husband and mother-in-law did not want to understand, let alone have understanding as humans.

In a young pregnant position, I still have to work hard to take care of everything alone. Daily necessities, eating, and some houses of course.

"Ra, isn't it done yet?" Bang Angga approached me who was drying clothes.

"Didn't you see my hands still working? After today you do not work, what's wrong to help keep an eye on Rama," I replied a little annoyed.

"Want to take Mom."

"She's gone!" Answer me without looking.

Bang Angga turned his body upside down after asking me for permission.

'About aja, anything should be upfront, anything should be in-iyain children of abandoned wives also bodo very' my grumbling in heart.

But no papa, this way I can relax a little without anything disturbing. It's been a long time since I've enjoyed relaxing so much with homework.

I saw that Anga was piggybacking on Mom with her motorbike starting out of the yard.

Which at first my work made longer, at once I did quickly until it was finally finished.

"Rama, we're learning again!"

"Okay mother." My son is obedient, I am so grateful to have him. Although his father is flabby, has no standing, has no firmness as the head of the family, but I can guarantee, my son will never be like his father.

I relax and lie down while accompanying Rama to study.

Suddenly I remembered something. I haven't checked my pregnancy with a doctor.

'Wait for the Angga bang to come home, who knows he wants to nemenin' my monologue in my heart.

It is sad to remember when I was pregnant Rama first, bang Angga never want to accompany me to check the contents. The reason is always the same, bored waiting. Though I really want to be accompanied by my husband when the doctor began to fumble my stomach.

Seeing those who were always accompanied by her husband when checking the contents, made me feel envious.

Boro-boro wants to nemenin, sometimes I ask for Bang Angga to always reason.

Today I feel quite tired, and this is my chance to be able to sleep for a while to relieve fatigue. My good-natured father-in-law had no hehehe..

****

Right in the afternoon 3, the sound of a bang Angga motorbike entered the yard.

I woke up, just peeking at him from behind the window.

But how is something strange?

Bang Angga came home alone, then where is Mom? I was amazed to see my husband come home without his beloved mother.

"Where's mom bang?" I asked when I experienced it.

"Mother recently with Tika, got in the car," she replied.

"When did you come here, bang?"

Bang Angga nodded, "Now he will stay here."

Duars....

'Add more and more the burden of my life' I said in my heart.

Tika is the niece of bang Angga, the daughter of bang Angga's younger sister.

I don't know what would happen if the boy lived in this house.

As far as I know, Tika is not a good girl due to her promiscuity.

Yes, maybe his upbringing was too pampered, it has become a family habit that my husband is wrong is right, and the right is wrong.

Sure enough, shortly from the return of the Angga bang, the roar of the car stopped right in front of the porch of the house.

"Ro, Dira!!"

'My cousin is still sane Mom, don't be treak-treak can't help but grumble while I walk out to him.

"Please bring all Tika's suitcases, I'm really tired. Come baby!" My in-laws then took her granddaughter's hand into the house.

'Am I really babu? Which you can ask for. Dapet salary is mending, is the ration of 25 thousand doang, enough what try?' I hit my feet so bad.

I put Tika's suitcase in the room that my mother-in-law had prepared. Just a few days ago he asked me to clean it up, so his granddaughter wanted to stay here.

The unexpected was heard, more precisely when I wanted to bathe Rama.

That blaring voice of my in-laws was very aloof, even someone outside could hear it.

"Why is that Tika? Oh God, where does this grandmother's face stand. What if people find out you're pregnant?" My mother-in-law cried at that time.

"Whataaaa? Tika's pregnant?" I said in a soft tone.

I smothered my own mouth not expecting Tika to be pregnant at this time. More to my disbelief, Tika was pregnant while not married. Moreover, his status is still a student who sits in High School.

Given how Tika's association, it's only natural that the consequences would be fatal like this.

I know Tika often changes girlfriends, even rarely go home when she comes home from school.

His company was very free, but why did no one rebuke him?

Shortly after I bathed Rama, suddenly my mother-in-law asked me to prepare food for her granddaughter.

"Prepare to eat for Tika yes, kasian she is pregnant, can not be tired and too much movement."

Oh God..

I want to slap that mouth. Did she forget that I was pregnant too?

Just eating something, is it hard? Spoiled very..

How am I trying? Beberes house, cook, take care of husband, son, and in-laws super waw it.

"Dira wants to be ready for Rama first Ma'am, only Tika after that," I replied.

"What kind of Bude are you? Tau his niece is pregnant instead of being taken care of. Kasian Tika, she's pregnant again, can't be late to eat. Anyway ready first for Tika after that Rama!"

"Udahlah Ra, why should be debated anyway. Just say what the mother said, Rama's other parts are still toys, too" continued my husband who was out of nowhere suddenly.

A father who has no feelings, no heart. Those words are appropriate for a Father like bang Angga.

His family always takes precedence, while his son and wife number so. Can only harbor the frustration I feel at the moment. Just look if my patience can no longer be maintained, then you will feel like how I have always been you zdholimi.

****

"Bang, ask for money for a doctor!"

"So there's a free one, why do you have to pay, Ra? Just kepuskesmas, it's the same check also the doctor," answer that I really do not want to hear.

'When I know bang, that's not the real alesan' My words bathin.

The Flashback

"Female, I'm asking for money for pregnant milk and vitamin Tika!"

I accidentally listened to my mother-in-law who was asking for money on Bang Angga.

And I saw bang Angga immediately give it without any protest one word.

"This is how enough Angga, I want you to take Tika check to the hospital. Tau himself if the success was less satisfying service," said my in-laws do not know shame.

Duh gregettt has in-laws like gini..

TB