Marriage Dilemma

The arrival of ex-husband

Linda who knows how the nature of her mother, immediately left without responding to her babble.

While Bang Angga, he seemed to be thinking about something, but more precisely the words of his sister.

'Did I go to her parents' house? Bener said Linda, go where else Dira, if not there' Bathin bang Angga reverberated.

Bang Angga walked into his room and picked up his phone lying on the nightstand. His hands were typing like sending a message to someone.

Half an hour later, Avanza's car was seen entering the courtyard of Bang Angga's house.

"Old story, bro.."

"Father, I'm not in a hurry either."

"Where are you going?" Tanya Heri friend from work Bang Angga.

"To Bandung."

"Dira Nyusulin?" Bang Angga nodded in response.

"My advice, you don't be like a child who again has to be a parent, any parent. No, I as temen you do not want to turn lo in the position of kayak gini, but you also have to understand and understand the position of Dira, lo's wife. He was depressed because his household was always meddled by Mother Lo. Moreover, you as a man do not have his own firm decisions, that makes Dira more tormented Ngga. Anyway good luck to you, bring the car, and I bring the motorbike."

Bang Angga borrowed a car belonging to his friend who was always called Heri. He wants to follow me to Mama's house. While I myself did not know about it, was lying down while staring at the little princess I just born.

The more I noticed, the more I was sure, Dara's eyes were so similar to her father's. Again at a glance my memories with bang Angga greet.

Without realizing it, I had already dropped my tears for my ex-husband. The deepest heart can not lie, that I miss the figure of bang Angga who has now become an ex-husband. Bang Angga was my first love, I married him because I did love him. But as long as I live my life with my husband, there I feel the pain of stepping on thorns every day.

"Non Dira!"

"Eh, yes, bik.." I hurriedly turned my face and wiped my tears, hopefully bi Jum does not realize that my eyes are a little swollen.

"Sorry non, Auntie ngagetin huh? Abisnya from earlier Aunty knock on the door, but there is no answer from non Dira, yes already aunty just enter."

I smiled at bi Jum's words, "Gak bi. That's what?" I asked while glancing at something in Bi Jum's hands.

"Oh my God, yes, Aunt almost forgot. This non turmeric herbal medicine, good for those who have given birth, let the spit recover. Bibi makein specifically for non Dira," he said while placing a glass on the nightstand which he said was herbal medicine.

"Thank you bi, Dira so ngerepotin."

"Gaklah non, even seneng aunty can help non Dira. Then Auntie comes out first, non."

I nodded.

Sighing in relief after seeing bi Jum disappear from behind the door.

Seeing herbal medicine made bi Jum makes me nauseous instantly, the smell alone is not good, let alone the taste, must be bitter. Bathinku shuddered in horror staring at the glass filled with water in yellow like orange juice.

I chose to rest and sleep, while I just left it in its place.

****

"Ngapain Brother is here?" I asked the man who came to my mother's house about 10 minutes ago.

"Abang kangen y'all."

Just touch the sentence bang Angga managed to bewitch me. We sat face to face, feeling a handful of longing that burst in the chest. I missed you too, bang..

Ah, those words, if I could say them directly and no longer hesitate, but I don't seem to have the courage to say them to someone who made my life so hurt. I miss him, but I'm not stupid either! I still clearly remember the words bang Angga who always made me feel pain.

"The first time, bang rather, not you guys!" Ketus.

Bang Angga paused his sentence because he did not yet know the child I had just born.

"Have you given birth, Ra?" Further again.

"As you can see, my stomach is no longer distended, right? That means I gave birth."

Actually I was a bit lazy to talk to Bang Angga, although the heart honestly misses. If it wasn't for Mama forcing me to meet her, I wouldn't be lulled by my longing for that bastard.

"Never lose it, however, Angga is the father of your children, Ra. Your decision to divorce from Angga and bring the children along with you, Mama strongly agrees, but never forbid Angga to see her children at any time."

Yes, that was my mother's words before I met Bang Angga.

"May you see our newborn son, Ra?"

"Bi Jum, please bring Dara here!"

"Yes, non."

Bi Jum went into my room and held Baby Dara to meet her father.

I no longer want to ask Bang Angga to enter my room, moreover he is just an ex. It was appropriate to act like an outsider visiting.

"May you hold him, Ra?"

"Content bi!"

Bi Jum gave baby Dara to the Angga bang, after which she returned to the kitchen to finish her work.

Bang Angga looked at baby Dara happily and full of haru.

"What's his name Ra?"

"Become," I answered briefly.

"Hallo baby Dara, this is Daddy dear, Dad Dara. Dara doesn't miss Dad?" babble bang Angga with a tone made like a child.

'No one misses after what you did to us, bang. Yeah no lie anyway, I miss you bang too, but it's just a little, just a fingernail tip, not even up. My brain is still sane enough to forget how much pain you've made for me and the kids. Don't ever think I'm sorry I'm divorced from you, it's my life and the kids are so much happier living without you bang'

"Dad....!" The voice that Angga misses the most is finally heard.

"Rama," bang Angga said softly as he looked at Rama who was walking with a little run up to him.

Seeing that, I immediately took over baby Dara from the hands of the Angga bang.

I saw the boy and Dad hugging each other to let go of longing desires that had not met for months.

I can see how bang Angga misses Rama so much. I accidentally saw a drop of water fall from my ex-husband's eyes.

"Dad kangen onceiii with Rama."

"Rama misses Daddy too. But..

"But why, baby?" Bang Angga let go of his embrace and stared intensely at Rama's bead of eyes.

"Devil father with mother, Father always make mother cry. Rama is not papa kok Daddy, if you have to be beaten with grandma, but do not make Rama's mother cry, Rama also follow sad."

Degs...

I am sure, seeing from the facial expression of Bang Angga, his heart was pinched hearing the words of Rama. What is clear, someday Rama is the protector of Mother and her sister who are ready to be in the front guard.