Marriage Dilemma

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My mom made her own decision. But, if you think further, following the words of Mama should have done before.

I widened my eyes to hear Mama's statement. How could I get married again so soon?

"Ma.."

"Mama's decision is final Ra, next week you and Devan should get married!"

I glanced at the direction of the Angga bang. A deep moment of sadness was clearly visible on his face. The man who looked shabby in appearance was sitting limp. I can't bear to see Angga bang down like that, but my current position is so wrong.

"Bang, wake up bang!" With the rest of my weak strength, I helped bang Angga to stand up.

"Bec.." Bang Angga's voice so softly called out to me. I could not help but cry to see the condition of Bang Angga. My love is still tied to her, but my pain is still lingering and wet. I don't know until when I can recapitulate all the past events with a chest of air. See the Bang Angga, between pain and love become one. Which one should I choose?

"Dira, I won't force you to agree to what Aunt Mety said. And Auntie, please don't force Dira if she can't. I don't want to live a life of forced marriage, either Dira or I won't be comfortable in that position" Devan said wisely.

That guy was amazing. If only I had not known Bang Angga, maybe I was the mistress of Devan Pratama. Why am I being greedy like this? It's hard to get away from an ex-husband but also love hope to Devan. Am I being too selfish in this?

"Love can grow over time, Devan. Auntie sure, when you've been living together, slowly but surely, Dira will accept you."

"And for you, Angga, I hope this is the last time you act like this in a meeting. I will not forbid whenever you want to visit children, but please take care of the adab and attitude in visiting people's homes," explained Mama who seems to have been very sick of her former daughter-in-law.

Bang Angga only nodded small, the skinny man was no longer speechless. Perhaps the only thing on his mind right now is regret.

***

"God bang, Brother why?" Linda panicked to see her brother so limply walking into the house.

Ruffled hair, shabby clothes, puffy eyes, bang Angga walked away after successfully parking his friend's car he borrowed to meet me.

Bang Angga fell down, his tears rolling down his cheeks and clothes. She was crying out there.

"Which why? Everything's fine, right? Dira and Rama are good, right bang?" A question Linda asked her sister.

Bang Angga shook his head, his hand hitting his chest softly. Like someone hit that part of it until it hurt so much.

It's obvious that Angga still loves me, even Linda knows that. But his selfishness could not be tolerated, he was more afraid of being an ungodly child even though what he did was dzolim. And in the end, he had to feel the loss of his wife and child.

Forgive me bang Angga, if only you could change without having to say a lot of apologies without proof, maybe I will consider once again the decision to divorce from you.

But unfortunately, I always get disappointed in every one of your apologies, bang. I can no longer hold back my patience to stay with our marriage.

Maybe fate betrothed us enough with a time of only 5 years. For the rest, fate has prepared a new life for each of us, you and me.

"Be patient, you must be strong and sincere. Linda did not want to blame Mbak Dira who divorced from Abang, because according to Linda the decision was very appropriate bang. Try to think, if Mbak Dira is not divorced from Abang, how much more Mbak Dira feels the pain of living in this house? Do you not pity Rama? He's a boy who has to have a future bang, because one day he brings people's children. You have to think about it!"

"Abang will change Lin, as long as Dira wants to return to life with Brother."

"Gak bang, brother will not be able to change while still living at home with mother. Linda knows how to bang Angga, Linda can guarantee it, and Mother Dira's speech is real."

"It's okay if Dira doesn't want to be referred, Angga. The important thing is that I have managed to get her change" said Mother who suddenly appeared in her neat clothes.

"You mean indemnity?" Linda asked very curiously.

"Yes, I got a check from Mama Dira, 500 million."

Linda and Bang Angga looked up at the check in her mother's hand.

"Don't tell me you lied to Linda?"

"liying? Mom lied to you, did Lin?" Ask bang Angga.

"Yes, when my brother left, my mother left too. He said he wanted to look at the children of Ilham mas to the parents' house Lala Mbak. But like I'm not going to the house of Sister Lala deh, don't say mother diem-diem nyusulin bang Angga to the house of Madam Dira."

My ex-mother-in-law was fanning her face with that piece of check."Why anyway?"

Wah kudu is ridiculed..

TBC.