Marriage Dilemma

Masalalu's

That morning, Linda called me to go to the hospital.

I saw Devan was still sound with his sleep after last night I managed to finish something stored in his body. Although in a state of still pithing, it does not mean I can not make my husband happy.

Rama who has been awake and bathed bi Jum is enjoying his breakfast.

Apparently my voice has disturbed Devan's deep sleep.

"Who?" Devan asked in a typical sound of waking up.

"Linda, he's asking us to go to the hospital right now!"

"Mother, let's see Daddy bun, let's bun come on!"

"Dear, we'll wait for Papa Devan first, son."

"Father, Rama wants to see Dad," his voice trembled until his clear circle escaped from the corner of his eye.

"Dear, Papa's gonna take a shower, and then we're gonna go to the hospital."

Patiently Rama waited for Devan to finish his bath. He walked in front of the bathroom door.

"Rama.."

"Why was Papa so long ago bun?"

I chuckle at him, "The temple must be clean dong, if not later his body gatel-gatel, will be free. Here sit!"

Rama finally gave up and sat on the edge of the bed with me. I stroked her hair."Rama why?"

"Rama wants to see Dad," again his voice began to be unusual, Rama again shed tears.

"Finished father.."

I stared at Devan without blinking. But something broke me for a moment.

"Why in the bathroom?"

"Well, take a bath, baby, do it again."

"Soap tones kali.."

"Hair, hands, same back Papa a lot of soap," Rama said for a moment, while I just laughed amusedly at him.

Half an hour later, Devan and I were ready to go to the hospital. I was quite curious about Linda who suddenly called in the morning blind.

***

"Wake up Angga, wake up..!" I who just arrived in front of the ward bang Angga heard a voice talking about my former mother-in-law. He roared calling bang Angga and asked him to get up.

My feelings started to get bad, I immediately opened the door to see what was happening.

Two women were hugging the body of Bang Angga while crying.

"Came on..!"

"Mr.." Linda hugged me tightly, shedding all her tears in my arms.

"Bang Angga Mbak, bang Angga.." Linda couldn't seem to tell me what was really happening.

Without Linda continuing her words, I could already understand what she was trying to say. My tears also came as a witness to the passing of my ex-husband.

"Dad..!" Rama ran towards Bang Angga.

"Grandma, why is grandma crying? Dad must be healed grandma, Rama has asked God to heal Dad."

"Be quiet, Rama! It's all because of you guys. Angga wouldn't have left if you weren't here. You murderers, you Angga murderers, murderers. Go you guys, go..!"

His mother bang Angga felt not accepted by the fact that said that the current Angga bang is gone. He even thought that Anga bang was gone because of my presence and Rama.

"Enough ma'am, enough! When do I think I'll get to. It is not the fault of Mbak Dira and Rama bu, this is destiny. Bang Angga will not feel pain anymore, he is free and calm without having to think about the burden of his life, the burden of his heart. Bang Angga has calmed down, ma'am. We have to be sincere!"

"Mother is not sincere Linda, only Angga that I can rely on. Only Angga can understand Mom."

"Yes, because bang Angga understands Mother too much so that Abang must fuss over all this. I realize it's not mom, it's all Mom's fault, it's Mom who destroyed everything. Mother destroyed the lives of the children Mother, lives Linda, Bang Angga, and Mas Ilham."

Plaque...

"Based on a brash child, no mother destroys the lives of her children. What I do is what's best for you, not destroying, you know!"

TBC.