Marriage Dilemma

Again the queen

Why should I accept questions about the heart? Which traumatized me a little. Why not, the marriage I built with bang Angga should run aground at the age of 5 years.

Bang Angga was my first love. It's hard enough to throw my ex-husband and his memories out of here. From inside my heart.

And now there is a figure Devan who apparently still awaits me. My new status as a single parent, makes Devan seem more confident with his wait that will bear sweet fruit. Don't know why? The man did not get married immediately after finding out I was married to another man.

"Devs..

"I won't force you, Ra. Answer according to heart, not out of displeasure." Devan looked at me with resignation, although he was really hoping that I would accept it.

"I'm not ready, Dev. The failure of the household with my ex-husband made me not want to rush any steps and decisions" I said steadily.

Devan nodded with a smile, "Fine, I understand!"

"But you can be a father to my children, baby Dara and Rama. Although there's no marriage between us, it's not a problem, is it, Dev?" I saw Devan nod.

I know, his heart was a little disappointed to hear my answer. But how else, I don't want to make people as good as Devan hurt because I feel I've given him fictitious hope.

After a night of rest after I gave birth, struggling between life and death, I am now allowed to go home and return to rest at home.

Rama was so enthusiastic about welcoming his newborn sister. When Devan's car began to enter the courtyard of the house, there were already two people waiting, Rama and Bi Jum.

"Horeee, Rama's sister is home. Mother..mother..where is Rama's sister?" Ask excitedly.

I smiled and stroked her thin hair, "Tuh carried with grandma."

The 4-year-old boy circled the car and opened the car door for his grandmother who was carrying Baby Dara.

"Grandmother, is that Rama's sister?"

"Dear, this is Rama's brother. It's so pretty." My mother replied smiling.

"Horeee, Rama has a younger sister. Rama wants to carry Nek, is it okay?"

"Rama can't be fat, baby, wait Rama big, just can be fat."

"Is the adek bone immature, Grandma?"

My mother was confused to answer Rama's question.

"Rama, son, come on in! Poor thing for being cold outside."

Huh, lucky Devan can overcome Rama, so that the boy no longer asks and immediately goes into the house.

An incredible struggle, enduring pain, between life and death.

I shed my tears as I stared at baby Dara and the one who was sleeping. I can only hope that my children will not be like their father. Verily, Bang Angga has destroyed my heart. If my patience is not broad, it is certain that I suddenly entered a mental hospital because of depression. But in fact, my patience was thinning as well.

***

"Bang, Abang divorced with Mbak Dira with her position who is pregnant, do not have any sense of wanting to know that is the state of Mbak Dira, yes especially Rama. And maybe Madam Dira is now giving birth, bang." Linda said to Bang Angga who was staring at our wedding photo from the album book.

Bang Angga gasped, he digested his sister's words with common sense and sound mind.

'What does Linda say, is it possible that now Dira has given birth to a child in my duos?' Bathin bang Angga.

"But you don't know where Dira is now, Lin."

"Astagfirullah, not because Abang did not know, but Abang did not intend to find them. I know his parents' house, so be it! Linda believes bang, Sister Dira it must be a pupang to her parents' house." Linda answered with confidence.

"For a long time, Dira did not get along with his family because of marriage with Brother. So there's no way that Dira's going there."

"Bang, the parents' anger won't last long. Moreover, 5 years, of course the family Mbak Dira realize his mistake and can even ask if they hope his son comes home."

Bang Angga was silent as if he was thinking of something. Just suddenly..

"Kalo Dira has given birth, he should have called you Angga, yes at least you know, you are the father. That's if you're his father." Who would have thought, the queen kanjeng eavesdropped on the conversation to her two children.

"I mean mother?"

"Oh yeah, you don't know Lin. Let me tell you the story, I suspect that the child conceived by Dira is not your brother's son, Angga. Yes, Dira likes to wander here and there, home work until not finished. Where try not to find a man, right?"

Duh, jongkrokin ajeng queen who shawl her shawl, so can not return her habitat. As a result, slightly shift hehe

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