
"That's why let me go there now, I want to clear it all the same Alena!" alvan said in a phone call.
"Are you sure it'll work?" Namira was not sure of the man's intentions.
"What's wrong with trying?! anyway I have to apologize to him for all the mistakes I have made" Alvan added with confidence.
"It's up to you Van, yes I'm going back to Alena's room first!" Namira closed the conversation.
"Yes Namira, thanks for the info. I'll be there soon!" Alvan.
Namira immediately turned off the phone without replying to Alvan again. Then back to Alena's room after that.
Upon returning to the room, Alena was still unconscious. He was still closing his eyes just like when Namira left this room earlier.
And Rafka is seen sitting next to her sister's gurney, bowing her head. Whether sleeping or not, Namira let him stay in that position. He chose to sit on the sofa that was near the entrance while looking at the brothers.
*Type.. Alena, I'm sorry to have brought you into my complicated life..
I'm sorry, because of my selfishness you're the victims..
If I had been wiser in dealing with problems, maybe none of this would have happened..
Maybe if you don't come into my life, you can still smile happily now..
This is all my fault..
Excuse me.. *
Namira continues to blame herself for everything that happened. Regret is useless, but Namira still feels that feeling in her heart. And I don't know when it's gonna be like that.
For a long time the three of them were in the same position. Until finally Rafka and Namira gasped because they heard Alena coughing. Apparently the girl had opened her eyes.
Rafka swiftly took the water on the nightstand and drank it to Alena with the help of a straw. While Namira seemed to approach the brothers like confused what to do.
After Alena finished drinking, Rafka returned the glass filled with water to its original place.
"Is there anything you want again, Alena?" ask Rafka gently.
Alena did not answer in a voice. He just nodded in response to his brother's words. He looked at Namira for a while and then looked away after his sister-in-law smiled at him. From Alena's eyes, there was still anger there.
"Alena. I'm sorry" Namira said slowly.
"I don't want to hear anything more. You better get out of here!" Alena's heart is still as hard as a rock, she can't just forgive Namira that easily.
"I'm Alena's fault, not Namira!" Suddenly Alvan was already there, He heard all the conversations between them as he was about to open the door.
"Rafca.. Namira.. Can I talk to Alena alone?" tanya Rafka looked towards Namira and Rafka in turn as if asking for approval.
The couple nodded and then came out of the room at the same time. They thought maybe Alena would be able to understand better if Alvan explained everything. That was the greatest hope of them both.
The room was quiet as Rafka and Namira were out. Alena and Alvan looked at each other without a word coming out of their mouths.
"Alena. I'm sorry for hurting you" Alvan began to open the conversation.
"Do you still love him?" ask Alena suddenly.
Getting such a question, automatically make Alvan not warty. If he answers the truth he fears the more hurtful the woman in front of him, but if he lies he is afraid that there will be endless new problems.
"Why silence Alvan? can't you answer such a simple question?! the answer is either it or not!" Alena continued to provoke with questions that cornered Alvan.
The limp he initially felt seemed to disappear, changing with full energy to find the truth for him. He wanted to clarify and hear all the truth from Alvan's own mouth. The man who had dragged her into the falsehood of love to make her fall asleep.
"Alena, I.." Alvan's throat felt choked. He was still confused as to how to answer Alena's question.
"Without you even answering I know the answer, seeing your passion like that! If you're silent, that means YES, doesn't it?" Sarcas Alena. He won't give up until Alvan admits it all.
Alvan still chose to be silent without daring to stare at the face of the girl before him. I don't know where the words that he had assembled to explain everything to Alena earlier. Everything seems to be gone at this moment.
"So all the attention and sweetness you showed me was just pretending? there's no sincerity in your heart for me, really?" Alena again issued a statement that put Alvan in a difficult position.
"I'm sorry, Alena" that's all the man can say right now.
"So everything I said was true? Turns out you're just using me to get close to Namira's sister again. Aye right?" Alena incessantly bombards Alvan with irrefutable statements. Because everything the girl said was the truth.
"I didn't mean to be like Alena"
"You still want to dodge?!"
"Not to dodge Alena! All right, I admit all my mistakes. At that time I was confused as to how I could meet Namira again, and I met you who could make my path easier so I.." Alvan could not continue his words. I don't think he'd have the heart to tell Alena all the truth.
"You're evil! You lied to me all this time. And I foolishly believe that with your words! I hate you mas! I hate!!" The tears that had been held by Alena could no longer be contained.
Those tears just spilled down his cheeks along with his heart that was smashed to pieces due to the reality he had just known. Reality that torments her mind so much. It turned out that what was on his mind was right, that Alvan was only using him to get close to Namira.
Although it has been predicted before, but still this reality is very painful for Alena.
"I know I was wrong Alena, you can repay everything I've done to you in any way! Really, I'm really sorry" the sentence sounded filled with regret.
"really?" alena's eyes looked into Alvan's eyes deeply, as if looking for honesty from within.