Love Wrong Target

Chapter 44 Trapped in flavor

Namira steps out of Alena's ward with an erratic feeling. He himself did not understand what he was feeling right now. It was like relief and anxiety mixed into one.

She was relieved that Alena had woken up from her coma, but she also felt anxious about what was coming next. Alena seems to want Alvan very much and it makes Namira feel a little strange feeling, like there is a jealousy stored in the heart that he always tries to deny it.

Namira does not want to be a selfish human being who is more selfish than others. He will try to organize his heart to forget the past and just look straight ahead without looking back again, for the good of everything.

"Alvan, can you see Alena for a second? he wants to meet you!" namira said when she was in front of Alvan, a man who used to mean something in her life.

"is not my job done Namira?! Alena has woken up from her coma, so it doesn't need me anymore" Alvan said without hesitation. To be honest he was still there, just to wait for Namira.

"but Alena nyariin you, Van. He just wants to talk to you for a second, fuck him"

"until when will it continue like this, Namira? I don't want to play anymore. I'm tired of doing that"

"but Alena needs you so much. His condition is still weak. He's still not fully recovered, Alvan!"

"until when are you going to attach importance to other people's feelings and sacrifice your own feelings as well as mine, Namira?" Alvan is inexhaustible with Namira's constant attitude forcing him to do things that get him stuck in a complicated situation.

Namira was silent, unable to answer Alvan's question. He himself was confused by this situation. Circumstances seem to keep forcing him to do things that sometimes hurt for himself.

"i beg Alvan, only you can be the life spirit for Alena. Accompany him for a while" Namira put her palms together, pleading.

"don't keep going like this Namira! things will get harder if you keep doing that" Alvan continues to defy Namira's wishes.

"help Alena once again, Van. Only until his condition recovers! soon he will have surgery, and he needs encouragement to get through it all" Namira said.

Alvan thought for a moment, thinking about everything Namira said. He was worried between doing or not making requests from the woman he loved.

Alvan felt it was wrong to make a decision, and what steps he would take next. He took a deep breath and exhaled, hoping to find the best solution to the problem.

"alright, I'll do it one last time" Alvan said in the end. Maybe he can resist his will, but he will not bear to refuse Namira's request.

"but .. only until Alena recovers" added Alvan again.

"thank you Alvan" Namira can breathe a little relieved now.

The two of them entered Alena's room with a mindless mind. Hope all this hassle will end soon.

Alena who looked pensive, immediately saw the arrival of the man she was waiting for earlier. Happiness emanated clearly in his eyes as he looked at Alvan. Everyone in the room must have been well versed with those unusual eyes.

"how are you doing, Alena? did it feel better?" Alvan opens the voice just to mince words, just so that the atmosphere is not awkward because no one speaks.

"i feel so much better than before, Mas Alvan" Alena replied with a smile.

Of course, he will prioritize the happiness of his favorite sister than his own ego. That's what Rafka is doing now.

"can we talk alone?" alena said expectantly.

Alvan was flabbergasted to hear Alena's words. He did not expect that Alena would speak so bluntly and brightly without hesitation.

"yes, brother Namira same Rafka come out first!" sahut Namira spontaneous. He was trying to understand that Alena wanted to talk alone with Alvan because there was something important she was going to say.

"yes sister" replied Alena. He was grateful that his brother-in-law was an understanding person. The proof is that he gave Alena the opportunity to chat with people she loves.

Despite the insincere look on her brother's face, Alena remains satisfied as everything she wants will be achieved soon after this.

Namira and Rafka leave the room, leaving Alena alone with Alvan, as she wishes.

"what do you want to talk about, Alena?" ask Alvan directly at the point. If he had been chatting but not now, Alvan would have done the opposite.

"i want to talk about our relationship with Alvan" explained Alena while looking at Alvan closely, as if many expectations were implied from there.

"what do you mean Alena? our relationship has ended since that day.you still remember it right?" Alvan said to remind.

"it was all like a dream to me, I never thought it was real. And I hope our relationship continues without a word of separation" Alena tearfully said.

"but the truth is that, Alena. Our relationship is completely over and we won't be able to put it together again" Alvan tries to talk nicely with the girl.

"i can't take all that for granted!"

"didn't you say that yesterday, Alena? I have also told you the same reason. I don't want to hurt you anymore if you say the same thing" Alvan said as he rubbed his face rough. As if the demons were beginning to rule over him.

*This is enough Alena..

Don't force me to hurt you again, because it will only hurt you..

I deeply regret what I did yesterday, but it can happen again if you keep urging me to do it*..

Alvan's mind was completely deadlocked. He didn't know what else to do to make the girl understand.

Suddenly, Alena held her head like she was in a lot of pain. He grimaced with the pain he felt. His head felt pain as if hit by an invisible hard object.

"Alena .. Why are you?!" knowing that, Alvan suddenly panicked. He approached Alena to check on her condition.