Love Wrong Target

Chapter 29 Regrets that come too late

Namira ran out of the detention house and got into her car, crying unbearably. He spilled all the sorrow inside his iron horse.

Namira lamented the stupidity he had done and was deeply sorry for everything that happened. He felt that there was a share of his guilt in the destruction of his own life.

Alvan follows Namira with a feeling of shock. He knocks on Namira's windshield to get the woman to open the locked door from the inside. His taping stopped as Namira looked at him with a regretful look while unlocking the car door.

"sorry" is the word Namira said.

"sorry for what Namira?" reply Alvan while looking at the woman lovingly.

"sorry because I don't believe you and don't give you the opportunity to explain things earlier" Namira bowed in lethargy.

"it's all happened, Namira. Most importantly, now you know all the truth" said Alvan sage.

"what you said earlier is indeed Alvan, this is really unfair for you and I who are responsible for everything that happens. I should have trusted you more than anyone else" a clear grain began to fall from the corner of his eye again.

His feelings are really tormented at the moment. It felt like he wanted to shout as loudly as possible to vent anger because of his own stupidity.

Therefore his marriage plan with Alvan was shattered and made the man's heart hurt by his doubts.

"don't be sad, Namira. Everything will be fine" Alvan said trying to calm his soulmate.

Instead of stopping crying, Namira's cries became more and more. It felt like he was completely powerless to endure this extremely agonizing feeling within him. Even the pain was worse than when he saw the photo of Alvan with another woman first.

Alvan hugged Namira tightly, hoping to reduce the pain she felt. And Namira did not refuse Alvan's embrace at all. Honestly, in his heart he even missed the warm embrace of his former fiancee.

Long enough Namira cried in Alvan's arms, until her mood began to improve a little. Namira distanced herself from Alvan as if feeling guilty.

Alvan picks up a bottle of mineral water that sits on top of the dashboard of the car, unscrews the bottle and gives it to Namira. Namira received the bottle and gulped down after thanking her.

"has it felt better?" said Alvan gently, making sure Namira's condition.

Namira just nodded her head in response to Alvan's words. It felt so ashamed to hold his head in front of the man, because of his arrogance everything fell apart.

"you already know about the real thing, right?"

"yes"

"are you still mad at me, Namira?"

Namira shakes.

"have you forgiven me?"

"you're not wrong, Alvan. I'm the one who deserves to be blamed" Namira ventured to look Alvan in the eye, she wanted to confirm the feeling in her heart.

And it turns out that the feeling remains the same, his heart can't lie if his feelings for Alvan never change in the slightest. Yes, Namira's heart still belongs to Alvan completely.

"there's no reason for me to hate you, Alvan" the voice was slightly restrained.

"that's it, can we start all over again?" said Alvan who made Namira stunned. He did not expect that Alvan would say that sentence.

"can't Alvan. everything is different now, not the same as before" Namira's speech intonation increasingly swallowed.

"but Namira.. "

"i'm married, and there's no way we can get everything back to what it was before" Namira interrupted Alvan's words.

"didn't you not love your husband Namira?, I know in your heart there is still love for me, from the past until now" Alvan still firmly with his argument.

"it's not as easy as you might think, Alvan. I don't want to hurt the people around me. If I am with you, there will be many hearts that are hurt" said Namira, sad.

"then would you prefer to hurt my heart as well as your own? We both love each other, Namira. We deserve to be happy" Alvan's voice sounded emotional.

"you will be happy even without me, Alvan. You are a good man, and will definitely get the best soul mate anyway"

"i don't want any other woman besides you"

"forget me, Van. start a new life"

"do you think it'll be that easy to forget me, Namira?"

The woman was silent, sitting in front of Alvan. The love for men is still there and never changes. But their love could not possibly be united, for it was as if there was a great wall blocking their love.

"you can't answer that yourself, can you? because I know you feel the same way as me" Alvan said.

"please don't do this, Van. I know it's hard for us to forget each other, but I'm sure you can. Look for my replacement to help you forget me more easily" Namira's words made Alvan look at her sharply. He never thought that the woman he loved would think so.

"no one will ever be able to take your place in my heart, Namira will never be" Alvan said.

"book your heart for Alena, because she loves you so much" Namira said as a sharp razor that sliced through Alvan's heart. The man was so hurt to hear the words coming out of Namira's mouth.

Namira now dares to support Alena and Alvan's relationship because he knows that Alvan is a good man and he is very worthy of Alena.

The two of them would be very compatible if juxtaposed. After all, Alena's love for her was so great. He thought it would be very easy to make Alvan fall in love with Alena because she is an interesting and pleasant person.

"do you want me to love another woman?" hiss Alvan held back the anger.

"if that's what's best for you, I'm willing to" a hint of hesitation sounded in the voice and Alvan realized it.

"you're lying right?. You can't cover your feelings in front of me. Don't deny it all Namira" Alvan brought his face closer to Namira, their eyes locked together as if carried away by the feelings they each felt. The same feeling and very hard to get rid of.

Alvan was getting closer again and finally their lips meet each other, unite long-suffered longing. Without them realizing that everything they were doing was being seen by a man who was standing there.