Love Wrong Target

Chapter 34 Divorce with Him

"sorry Namira, I can't do it. It's not that easy to change your feelings, and you know exactly that!" Alvan was against Namira's will.

He thinks what Namira asked for is absurd. If he asked for another or even the whole world he would give, but if he asked him to love another woman, Alvan would never want and would never be able to do so.

"may I ask you something Namira?" alvan asked suddenly.

"just ask" replied Namira.

"how do you feel for me is still the same as Namira used to be?" alvan's question this time managed to make Namira look straight at him.

"it's not time to talk about this when the situation is not going on like this, Alvan" Namira said, trying to avoid the question.

"alright Namira, you don't need to answer because I already know the answer just by looking at your eyes only" said Alvan full of confidence in it.

"already Van, we don't have to talk about it anymore" Namira tries to avoid the discussion that takes care of their feelings.

"leave all this trouble, Namira. Divorce Rafka and live happily with me. Forget about all the bad events that ever happened" Alvan looked into Namira's eyes inside as he said it. It seemed like it was a sentence that came out from the bottom of Alvan's heart.

Namira did not expect that Alvan would say that. Actually Namira was tired of all these problems, he wanted to escape from all the turmoil that came to attack him. He is just an ordinary man who wants to live a happy life, living a life without problems that make his head feel like it is going to break.

But he tried to deny it all. He will put his feelings aside for the benefit of others. Namira does not want to be a selfish human being who is only selfish, according to him, it is very cruel if he acts like that.

"i can't do it Van, I have to be able to solve all the problems that exist because of me" said Namira weakly.

"is this all because of Alena? you refuse to be with me anymore because of her?!" terka Alvan's.

"yes, I can't hurt him" Namira replied confidently.

"all right, I'll help you find Alena's whereabouts. Let's find her together" the man asked.

"we better look for it ourselves. I'm afraid that Alena will be sad to see our togetherness" Namira refused.

"yes, I will follow you" said Alvan resigned.

"i go first" Namira said, then moved from her seat. Honestly, he wanted to leave immediately from this place that made his heart feel this tight.

"Namira." Alvan's voice prevented the woman's move. Namira turned towards the source of the sound.

"forgive me the one who made you have to endure everything like this. If I hadn't approached Alena to see you again, then none of this would have happened" Alvan felt guilty and regretted everything he had done.

"but regarding Alena, I am the more guilty" Alvan argued. He could not bear to see the sadness on Namira's face. In his heart he was determined to eliminate the pain felt by the woman he deeply loved.

"it's Van, everything has already happened and will not be able to be changed again.What we better do now is try to fix everything" said Namira sage.

"yes, you're right Namira" Alvan replied in agreement.

"yeah, I'm back first, and we should not meet too often unless there is something urgent" said Namira then immediately left Alvan alone in his room.

After Namira's departure, Alvan began to think about the problem that made the woman sad.this time he was sure he would be able to solve all the problems well as before. He promised Namira that he would help find Alena's whereabouts. And that promise must have been kept.

Alvan's brain started working. He thought about where Alena would go if she had problems. Long enough to think he finally found the answer. A place suddenly crossed his mind.

Alvan rushed to try to reach the place right now. Whether or not it works is not important to him. The important thing is that he has tried, and the result is just to wait later.

About forty-five minutes drive, Alvan gets somewhere. A cool and beautiful place filled with green trees, with a very spacious yard. There he saw little children playing with cheerful faces. There are also those who are chasing each other.

The children looked excited, like there was no burden in their souls. Alvan felt envious, if only he could be like those children, would not be dizzy thinking about many problems like today.

Alvan's eyes skirted the entire corner of the peaceful place. Under the shady mango tree, he caught the figure of a beautiful young woman and also soft-hearted.the woman was none other than Alena.

He seemed to be sitting pensively alone under a tree while occasionally watching the children playing. His gloomy face became bright when he saw the joy of the innocent little creature. It seems that by looking at the children's behavior, it can slightly treat Alena's sadness.

Although Alvan's heart could not be tethered to him, but he greatly appreciated the woman. Really, he didn't mean to play with Alena's feelings at all. It's just the circumstances that force him to do such a thing, because if he knows to do it then at any time will not be able to explain everything to Namira.

Alvan walked up to the girl. But Alena is unaware of Alvan's arrival, the man who all day keeps messing with his mind because there is no news.

Even Alena was desperate because she could not contact and did not find Alvan, then decided to come to this place. The place that Alena always goes to when she feels sad or disappointed.

A place that can give peace and happiness to him, because he feels the fate of the children here is the same as he was left behind by his parents when he was a child. The place was named the orphanage of Kasih Mulia.

"Alena. "call Alvan who makes the girl turn her face.

"ma Alvan?!" alena's gloomy face seemed to turn happy at Alvan's arrival.

"when have you been here? you know, your brother and sister-in-law are looking for your whereabouts" Alvan told Alena who was standing next to him.

"kok mas Alvan can get here? what's the need for mas?" ask Alena, curious.