
"how's Raf?" namira asked as Rafka got back in the car.
"the maid said she was not home" said Rafka, who looked desperate because she had not found her sister's whereabouts.
"why do they say kayaks are like that anyway?!" ceplos Namira's. It turned out that he also had the same thoughts as the man who was sitting in the steering chair next to him.
"didn't he go back to his college?" guess Rafka.
"it can be, it can't be either. But if I think Alena's departure has something to do with Alvan, so she must be in a place that has something to do with Alvan, because she's definitely going to look for him"
"then where should we find him?" Rafka looked confused while holding his head that seemed to want to break.
"this is it, mending we split up to find Alena so she can meet quickly" Namira gave her idea.
"emm.. okay. keep looking where I go? and where are you going too?" Rafka agrees to Namira's idea, but he is confused as to what to do, like a dazed person because of the many problems that plague his brain at the same time.
"you go to Alena's campus, because I don't know where the campus is. And I'll search the office or places where Alvan used to go. How about?"
Namira's words just made Rafka feel strange, she felt pinched in her heart. There was a sense of jealousy Rafka felt when she heard Namira say that. But as a sister, of course Rafka should not put his interests first, because for now finding Alena as soon as possible is the most important thing.
"okay, if that is what I will ask Mr. Sugeng to pick you up here, let you not go back and forth" Rafka pulled out a cell phone from his pants pocket intending to contact his personal driver.
"don't Raf, don't ask Mr. Sugeng here. Let me take you with me, because Alvan's office is in the same direction as home" said Namira.
"oh .. It's up to you!" reply Rafka lazily. He began gasping toward the house they shared. The house that became a silent witness to Rafka's change in feelings for Namira, which was initially ordinary until it began to grow the seeds of love, which grew more and more fertile over time.
There was no more talk after their conversation. Rafka and Namira are busy with their own thoughts.
Not felt, the white car driving Rafka stopped right in front of the fence of the house they lived in.
"you be careful!" rafka said as she opened Namira's car door and immediately went down to pick up her own car.
"iya Raf, thank you" Namira replied with a small smile. After that he began to drive his car to the office of Alvan who had just arrived this morning.
In his heart Rafka hopes that all the problems that occur to him soon get a bright spot and a good way out so that his life runs normally again like before, when he did not know Namira.
Because since Namira came into his life, he felt a different feeling, sometimes happy, and sometimes also felt pain. Not infrequently he felt scared and pounding like he was riding a roller coaster.
Not so long drive, Namira's car has reached Alvan's office. As usual the employees welcome the woman they consider to be his boss's future wife very kindly. They have absolutely no idea that Alvan and Namira's relationship has run aground in the middle of the road.
According to the information Namira got from the receptionist, Alvan was in his room. And Namira rushed to the room in a hurry to meet Alvan. In his heart he wished he could find Alena in there.
Namira's guilt is very big on his sister-in-law. What else after reading Alena's diary. He continued to think that all the problems that happened to Alena was because he was the cause. And he was willing to sacrifice anything to make amends for mistakes he didn't deserve to forgive.
Namira knocks on Alvan's room with a feeling of shock. But he promises to solve Alena's problem, so that the girl can smile cheerfully again.
When Namira was about to knock on the door for the second time, it was already open. Alvan was already standing in the doorway with a shocked face seeing Namira's presence. Even the man was so shocked that he was shocked.
"Namira's? what's the problem? comein!" Alvan who realized Namira's immortality became worried. He suspects that the woman he loves is not okay, Namira is in trouble that makes her look very chaotic, like a person who is confused.
"did Alena meet you today, Van?" Namira immediately confronted the man with a question.
"no Namira, I didn't see him today. Why why?" Alvan's question didn't understand Namira's intention.
"where is he going?!" Namira was sitting limp in the chair in the room. He felt very desperate because he could not find the whereabouts of his sister-in-law.
"you why Namira? what the hell is going on?" Alvan crouched down in front of Namira trying to figure out the problem the woman was facing.
Namira turned her head up as if holding back her tears from spilling in front of Alvan. Namira admitted that he could be a whiny person if he was in a state of despair. And Alvan understands that.
"did Alena get in touch with us on the phone?" search Namira.
"the number I used to communicate with Alena is no longer activated" Alvan replied slowly, like it was not nice to say that to Namira.
"Alena left the house since this afternoon, she left after being angry with her brother. Alena thought that you avoided her because of Alvan's threat. I also don't know why he can think that" Namira explained at length.
"why do you care so much about her, Namira?"
"because I was the one who treated him like that. Alena loves you so much, Alvan. Try to accept it" Namira said suddenly.
"i don't love Alena at all, the one I love is you Namira" there was an emphasis on every word that came out of Alvan's mouth.
"i beg Alvan.if Alena feels tormented like that, I really feel guilty. And I will do anything so that she can get her happiness back" Namira's tears were already unstoppable.