Love Wrong Target

Chapter 49 Fill Namira's heart

After finishing their meal, Namira and Alvan return to Alena's operating room at Namira's request.

Alvan offers to drive Namira home to rest her body for a while, but she refuses. Namira insists on waiting for Alena in front of her operating room only.

Namira and Alvan walked together through the hospital hallway to the room they were going to visit, the operating room.

Many eyes were staring in amazement at them, as if the two humans were a mismatched pair. One has a beautiful face like a Korean drama actor whose good looks are no less compared to Park Hyung Sik or Lee Minho.

While the other one, has an oriental face with clean white skin and is also charming. They already looked like couple goals in the eyes of those who saw them.

"why do people like to think about us?! is there anything strange?" namira said to Alvan with a slight whisper of people looking towards them.

"do you know why?" reply Alvan also whispered close his face to Namira's left ear, even though it was just a mere mode in order to get closer to the woman he loved.

"why indeed? did my mouth get sucked out of eating in a hurry?" Terka Namira, guessing while groping her lips, afraid that there was food scraps stuck there.

"no, you're wrong. They squirm towards us, because I again walk the same way as an angel who cantiiik. So they must have been surprised and amazed to wander" as long as Alvan was seasoned with a flutter as his mainstay.

"ih... what the hell!? in serious question even answer ngawur!" Namira hit Alvan's right shoulder venting his frustration.

Alvan just laughed getting such treatment from Namira. Instead of being angry, he continued to tempt the woman to continue to feel upset and angry at her.

"i'm very serious, dear." Ceplos Alvan who made Namira immediately turned his head and looked at him unpleasant for a moment, but then turned his face again.

Alvan cursed himself in his heart. It could be that his mouth can not be on the brake until he calls Namira with a call of love, like before.

The man did not understand, why he got carried away, so he felt like he was back in time, when they were still together. Because of his mistake it made the atmosphere a little awkward between him and Namira.

Namira continued her steps and stepped even faster like wanting to get to where they were headed, seemingly wanting to avoid Alvan.

For some reason, he felt a pain in his heart as Alvan called out to him with a call like he used to. Even his tears almost spilled when he heard that word.

What was on his mind was regret. He regretted his mistake of not being able to trust Alvan, so that they had to separate as they are today.

He also regretted not giving the man the opportunity to explain all the misunderstandings between them.

All those regrets still can not be lost just from Namira's heart, not until when. Only God knows.

But all that regret is of no use now. Because now all the situations have changed. There are so many things that you can never put that love together again.

Therefore, Namira prefers to avoid. Instead of having to remember all the memories that only made his heart hurt more.

"Namira.wait Namira" cried Alvan calling out the woman who had gone before him to align the steps.

*Ah.. Am I so stupid?!

Why am I so careless like that?

If Namira gets angry and offended by what I say.

Alvan continued to talk to himself inwardly because of the guiltiness that continued to plague his mind.

Namira only turned a little to Alvan and then immediately threw away his face again when Alvan called his name.

"sorry Namira, my tongue just slipped earlier. So don't take heart!" said Alvan gave an explanation after successfully following Namira's steps.

"yes, I know!" reply Namira while continuing to step.

"you're not angry, are you? I didn't mean it" Alvan made sure.

"no. why am I angry?! I don't have the right to be angry because I'm nobody" Namira said flatly.

The sentence made Alvan's heart feel like it had been pierced by a knife. It hurts and hurts. There was no relationship between them anymore, but for Alvan it was not important. The most important thing is that her feelings are still intact and awake for Namira, there is nothing else in her heart.

He is now struggling to get his love back. He will fight for the happiness of his life with the woman he loves.

He will try to rebuild that relationship. A relationship that runs aground because of something that isn't his fault. Relationships are destroyed by misunderstandings only.

Alvan is sure, their feelings are still the same as before. We still love each other and still miss each other.

Their relationship is not what it used to be. The relationship is now hindered by something called marriage. But Alvan is determined to break the bond that prevents him so that everything can return to what it used to be.

"kalo not angry don't pout dong!" hatch Alvan by putting on a cute face like he was seducing.

*do not put on a face like that Alvan. I'm afraid to be swept away again in the memories of the past..

We can't be like we used to be, so don't act like this..

My status is now a wife, no longer the girl I used to be. So stop all the sweet treatment you've done for me..*

Namira spoke inwardly, without speaking directly to Alvan. Because he knew it would be for nothing.

Alvan is a stubborn male figure and will do anything to achieve his goals. That was the nature of Alvan Namira was familiar with.

After a while of walking, they arrived in front of Alena's operating room. In a long chair not far from the room.

Namira and Alvan see Rafka sitting there, glued to the door of the operating room, which is closed with lights on it, signs of operation action is still not completed.

Suddenly Namira's heart was surrounded by a great sense of guilt. He felt very guilty for what he did.

*what kind of wife am I? when my husband fell and was in need of a backrest, I did not even accompany him..

I'm just a bad wife, who wasn't on her husband's side when she was fragile..

I'm sorry Rafka, I can't be a good wife to you..*