Love Wrong Target

Chapter 15 Deep disappointment

"Namira, this is all not true right!? you're not marrying anyone else, are you?" Alvan's view moved on the former fiance who is still very much in love. He looked at the old Namira, as if millions of hopes were behind those eyes.

Namira doesn't budge. He just stood there in his place without saying a word. Even he threw away the gaze when their gazes met.

Namira's heart ached again to see the man. A wound that was about to dry up, like being torn back, left an unmatched pain.

What else do you want to do, Alvan? isn't it enough for all the wounds you've given me? you know, if you're like this, it'll hurt my heart even more.

Namira could only speak inwardly. He could not get his heart out, for fear that the words he said would hurt his father. Namira wants her papa to think that she has forgotten all her problems with Alvan, and is fine living her life right now.

"everything you say is true.I'll be married to another man soon, so you better get out of here right now!" the painful words finally came out of Namira's lips.

"you must be lying, right, Namira? you must be talking so let me not bother you anymore right? ain't you?!" Alvan didn't just believe Namira's words. He dodged everything he heard straight from Namira's own mouth.

"Namira is not a liar like you! She's telling the truth.You see that man standing next to Namira?! she is her future husband" said Mr. Pramana hit Alvan in the mouth.

Alvan's heart was broken to pieces hearing papa Namira's words. He could not figure out how could the woman he loved half-dead so quickly replace his position with another man.

"why are you that cruel Namira? not even you give me the chance to explain everything. Then now you are suddenly going to marry another man?!" alvan's eyes seemed to be flushed with anger.

Namira answered nothing. In his heart he felt the same pain. It hurts even more when compared to what Alvan is feeling now.

If asked to choose, he did not want to experience all this betrayal done Alvan, then his match with a man who is not in love at all, Alvan, like a pounding blow that torments his mind.

"what did you say? if you say Namira is cruel, then the affair you did was what was her name? Namira deserves to be happy, so from now on don't ever bother Namira again!!" Sarkas pak Pramana's.

Rafka wants to help, but he feels he has no right here, as the matter is about Namira's personal life with his former fiancee. So he could only pay attention to everything that was happening in his place without doing anything.

He intends to act if things are really out of control. But he hoped it would never happen, for fear it would make things worse.

"i've said many times if it's all not true om. please give me a chance once to explain everything!" Alvan felt very frustrated, no longer knowing what to do to make everyone believe his words. Let alone everyone, the trust of Namira alone cannot be obtained.

"there's nothing to explain. Now get out of here before my patience runs out!" snapped pak Pramana.

"but om.."

"go Alvan. I beg you!" Namira cuts off Alvan's speech. He wanted all this commotion to be over soon.

Alvan paused for a moment, watching the woman before his eyes. Namira's glare he saw there. From the beginning he would not have been able to resist if Namira had looked at him with such a pleading gaze. Yes, it is a powerful weapon to melt the hardness of the heart of an Alvan.

Alvan breathed a long breath. He tried to digest all the events that had happened to him. Namira who asked to cancel the wedding, that's all it feels like has made his soul dazed. Now added to the bitter reality that he just knew, Namira will marry another man, not himself.

Alvan did not expect that his love story would end tragically like this, never imagined that he would lose Namira, the woman he loved so much.

"please excuse me, may om Pramana recover quickly" said Alvan who was not responded by papa Namira.

"keep yourself well Namira. I will always love you" Alvan turns his eyes to Namira and says the sentence.

Namira looked at Alvan for a while, then threw her gaze in the other direction. The words that his ex-fiancee spoke were like sharp knives stabbing right in his heart. That's the right word to describe his feelings right now.

Lying if he feels okay. He just tried to look tough in front of others, especially his father. He kept his own pain behind the force he was forced to exert.

Namira's tears almost spilled. He raised his head for a while to hold back those tears. He does not want it until its fragility is seen.

Rafka sees a strange act that Namira is doing. He knew that the woman was trying to cover up the wound in his heart and did not want others to know.Honestly, he felt sorry to see the sight.

After saying a farewell sentence, Alvan walked limply towards the door. He walked out of the room with a deep disappointment in his heart. His intention to get Namira back, it seems impossible to realize for now, as if there is a great wall blocking their love to unite.

Namira looked at the departure of her former fiance with a pushy look. He hated Alvan for his betrayal. But in the deepest recesses of his heart, there was still love for the man who had been by his side for many years.

Never appear before me again, for I fear that my heart will waver if it sees you for the umpteenth time.

Why should there be a stain in the sanctity of our love?! even your own hands are scratching the stain.

if only there was no betrayal, maybe we would still be happy to welcome our wedding party which will be done soon.

But now, all that is just wishful thinking.all our beautiful dreams have been destroyed unceasingly blown by the storm of the tempestuous wind.

Lord, I beg you to take away my love for her, for this love will only torment my heart.

Namira tried to strengthen her heart, accepting all the facts. That Alvan is just his past. A past that incised deep wounds in his heart. A past that will be forgotten for the rest of his life.