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Neta is still enjoying her vacation, after being satisfied playing the waves and enjoying the sea
now shift to the cool mountains
the expanse of greenery is a sight that is very spoil the eyes of anyone who looks..
"What makes you strong ?
*asked wawa while hugging her beloved sister
"what the hell
"why did you go down that deck ?
Neta did not see her youngest sister who was spoiled with her sagging shoulder.
"already ah yuk road enjoy the view
"it's been a long time since I've enjoyed this cold air !
* neta is so excited
his face looks like a series
while breathing the air inside...
"selfie was ah
"cekrekc...
"mmm....
"snake it"
* while showing his selfie photo to his youngest sister
wawa just smiled at the behavior of her beloved sister
his heart was still covered in big question marks
"Is it possible that soon Mba Neta can restore the state ?
"Is it possible that his inner wounds will soon disappear ?
"it feels impossible !
"cepet dong deck
" It's so beautiful that there's a rainbow !!
*to point towards the beautiful colorful rainbow....
the perfect view
muttered...
Neta is trying to make peace with herself
to him before we forgive the mistakes of others
we must first apologize to ourselves...
"how much evil have we done for ourselves ?
"how much have we sacrificed ourselves for the happiness of others ?
"Sorry..
"forgive me
"who are stupid persecute your inner self
"who's been so stubborn didn't hear a whisper in your heart
"whispers the truth from within us that we sometimes forget because our ego is too haughty
"already...
"it's time we were happy, yes,
*neta patted his shoulders as if a friend was cheering him on
jaaaa ...
Neta was encouraging herself, encouraging her wounded soul...
"WHY SHOULD I BE SAD ?
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if we believe in God, why should we be sad ?
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If I am not patient, what can I do ? crying will not solve the problem
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Patience is the most powerful weapon, is not God himself who commands when we are stricken with the distress of prayer and patience is the antidote
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The realization that everything has become God's destiny, whatever is destined will surely happen like it or not
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Yes, maybe when I survive will be more hurt and more suffering and it is impossible to just forget his infidelity.Wouldn't it be torturous ?
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I believe every difficulty there is a way out, not so long as sadness will give so will happiness..
Neta walked down the tea plantation with mixed feelings
'ting tong's...
Notifications from his phone broke his daydream..
it was a message from his best friend Ustas Arazi
friends from the time of Junior High who then went to mondok in sugar cane pesantren and now have actively filled out research studies
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And, Rabb mu said
Pray to me, and I will allow it for you
(Qs. Al'mu' min .60)
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Do not be sad, because sadness will only make you weak in worship, make you hopeless and lazy.
Do not be sad, for sorrow is the root of all kinds of physical and spiritual diseases, the destroyer of souls and the bringing of the havoc that is home to the devil
Do not be sad, for there is a loving and loving God
There is the Quran, there is prayer and prayer, there is alms, there is infaq, there is goodness that keeps away from harm
The series of messages that Arazi usually sends to his best friend, who used to always ignore Neta. because his busyness did not have time to digest every word for a meaningful word from his childhood friend..
a message of longing a friend who indirectly invites his hijrah heart
"Allahu Akbar
"Astaghfirullah
there is a vibration in neta, very calm after beristighfar
a message that instantly shattered his ego
'Allah, all this time I was too preoccupied with the world, not to seek the coffers, not to pursue a world that has no end...
'If this is all the way you miss me I'm sincere Robb. neta shed tears.
then he replied to the message that had already shaken his heart
a message from a friend who loved her so much that had been ignored, considered more even in the mute
because it is considered so boring, monotonous and does not enjoy his youth
"Astaghfirullah "
"forgive me zy
"sorry whisper
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Assalamualaikum ziii
* Neta initiates conversation
and it's true that Arasy gercep replied to him
" sat'.....,
"how are you ?
" may God always take care of you my sister ?
* reply message from the citation
"Alhamdulillah good Zii
"when do you want to study
" can ?
* asked Neta enthusiastically
"Masya Allah ta barakallah
"with pleasure my friend...! arazy is so excited
"okay deh..
"after returning from out of town I'm reporting ya zy
"squealing.....
neta replied with a smile emoticon
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His heart was like cold water
Thank God, this is how you miss meππππ
Neta enjoys the scene with gratitude, being grateful to this point of her being strong and grateful that the people around her love her so much
LIFE MUST GO ON......
it's sad enough to be sad....
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meanwhile in another place desta like a possessed person screaming screams vanish all his emotions..
in front of her stood the sculpting of a woman who was none other than Nadia
"Why do you have to be in my life ?
"snapped her
"if you hadn't seduced me, this wouldn't have happened
"it's impossible for Neta to leave me
*in her push to couch Nadia's body without compassion
Nadia just sobbed
crying,....
"how could a man who is so loved this year could treat him like this...
the man she thought would fight for her,
think of it like useless trash
Nadia was unmoved, her body was frozen
akhakttt feels so much.
maybe this is a payback for his crime
stabbing from behind his own best friend
Neta who has raised her degree, changed her life precisely in retaliation with her betrayal with the desta of the prospective husband who has 8 years with Neta.
"Your work !!!! nadia sniffles
"in your words ?
" wasn't it before
"you said you fell in love with me yourself ?
" wasn't it before
" you offered to be a papa for arman yourself ???
"now you say it's my fault !
Nadia was so hit with the word desta who seemed reluctant at the stamp of guilt
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"You think I'll marry you ?
" does.... ?
" NO DREAMING"
" A little bit I'm not interested in a cheap woman like you
*desta lost control her eyes were reddened, her body was trembling withholding emotions .....
he randomized his hair..
throw whatever is in front of him...
the apartment they both lived in
which used to always be filled by flowers of love, affection and the outpouring of lust from them
which every corner of her keeps memories of their hot scenes..
now it's turning into a hell that's so sick...
"enough mas.... !!!!
"enough I become your lustful slave....
"if only I knew
"that's on your mind just to enjoy me
"of course I don't want to be with you either..
"hunkkkkk..
*a slap landed sweetly on Desta's cheek...
then Nadia rushed away from the village, with her heart broken...
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this is the face of the man who had the heart to betray Neta..The best friend whom Neta loved like his own sister, who was not allowed to cry or grieve.
yaaa became a blanket for desta, a man of neta pride..!!
Desta prayoga
Neta becomes a silent witness how desta pioneered his career, when all leave his Neta without geming continues on his side, mensuport, become a mood booster, become a partner, partner, friend who always unknowingly give up his company..
Convinced that his man deserves him, the minded desta, the careless desta, desta who is just an ordinary employee even for the cost of hardship...
Neta who with her love assures that desta can be successful, can live a decent life, can be appreciated people
a cruel and unmerciful reply.....
Desta prayoga and Nadia jewels
two confidants and so loved Neta...
Suppose Neta saw them now would say
"KIND YOUR WAY TSAAY..."
*While waving her beautiful hair...
Desta and Nadia are equally losers, not daring to take responsibility for all the mess they've done...
this is just the beginning isn't the law of planting the harvest there ?
we wait whether in the episode how yes.
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