LOVE STRING POPEYE

17. Sorry

Neta took a deep breath...

enjoying each of his pains, the conversation with his special figure, already felt bland...

Neta misses her but at the same time neta is so very hate him.The shadow of the affair of the Desta always dances in her eyes...

it is difficult.it is very difficult to forgive others, to be able to legowo receive all the patients....

But this is the reality that must be faced by him.love and hate at the same time..

as soon as Neta thought.and tried to interpret it.

*When I asked God for strength, God gave me trouble to be strong...

*When I asked God for wisdom, God gave me problems to solve

*When I asked God for courage, God gave me danger to overcome

* When I asked for welfare, God gave me the sense to think

*When I ask God for love, God sends the desta of the righteous to test patience

I don't always accept everything I ask for, but I always receive everything I need...MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED

"I ask for the best companion who according to the best God turns out not you are the man mas...!!!

turns out this 8 years I was wrong mas....!!!

it turns out that all the dreams I built with you were a mistake mas....!!!

maybe this is really the answer to my patience with you ?????

Neta gamang....

he ignored the sound that he used to think was very special...

Already Neta.. his inner voice again came to strengthen her...

the voice was bright and clear as a gentle whisper of a mother and the warm embrace of a father..

"" Don't spend your age thinking about the actions of others, don't let others steal your time with sorrow, your negligence over your sinful sins will destroy you..

listen to Neta dear.....

""Never has God given anything meaningless, only our human taste is a little unwilling, because of a different fact with a million wishes..

Be assured that behind this there is an infinite grace and a cause" to accompany his coming....

just calm...

Your soul mate is not him...

Your soul mate will not hurt this cruel...

Your soul mate will not be able to see your tears...

Your soul will always take care of you...

already.already sad you...

*the voice is very close to sounding, it does not make sense, but this is what happens, the voice from within that we sometimes ignore,,always hearing the voice of truth there may be no evil in this world...

Neta sighed deeply.again the voice can still be felt her

***

what else are you worried about ?

look Neta, life is a journey, and travel is a time, and when the time has come anything can happen, no one can avoid it..

already...rilex only....!!!

face it...Life every provision is not God never complicate whatever the life of his servant ?

it's all nice if we're able to interpret it, including your disappointment, sadness, pain..

your pain is actually God's way of seeing you smile someday..

Life is full of mysteries, baby...

Even your fate of pain will look beautiful someday if you've passed it....

be patient.smile and face it.

Neta wiped the round hair from the corner of her eye....

***

"Yes, I'm horrified"

"you how are you ? why haven't you slept this late ? tomorrow is not working ? ask again

"Sorry !!!!

that's all that desta said occasionally sounded his sobbing

"I'm sorry, baby, so on...

huffff...

neta just breathed a long breath, heard the apology of the traitor.

"you're home, huh ? mas pick it up ? now go there, baby ?

we talk about all.please.

ciiichhhh...

where's your arrogance all this time, Mr. Desta ? as if you were the victim of your own actions..

neta nodded slowly

" no need mas, I still want to enjoy the holidays first..

jleb.

"what is my heart made of"

"is that your heart my dear?

maybe at this time people will react more, but my women still remain graceful and gentle...even just a little slap that landed on my cheek when real real you saw me hugging nadia in our dream room, our bridal room, our future room, our,your hard-earned room is decorated so that we can both be comfortable there....

your silent attitude kills me, baby.your calm demeanor weakens my manners...

I'm sorry.sorry.

desta churns with her own thoughts.the thoughts that increasingly make her lose her mind and helpless..

"i'm really weak without you baby" I'm weak.....

ii-,iya already.

tell me you're ready to talk ?

will you stay here waiting, baby ?desta is back sobbing

"yes" answered Neta briefly but firmly without the slightest sound of sadness from her voice, when her heart was crumbling dimly...

"i hung up on you, didn't I ?

you take a break, already at this hour, his vitamin in drinking.pasang the morning prayer alarm" he continued again.

"yes dear.mas will rest, good there my Humairah !!

mas wait for you to go home.*desta voice increasingly heavy withstanding his sadness..

Forgive me dear, forgive me !!

I don't know how many words of apology were said from the lips of Desta, but neta just kept quiet every time he said sorry

"heh.sorry ? is it that easy ?

that's easy I'm sorry you said ?? after you broke my heart, my faith, my dream,

even my self-confidence..

while I myself have not been able to apologize to myself who have been zolimi for so long, ignoring myself for the happiness of others who turned out to be heartless...

sacrifice whatever I can for you, your family, even for your affair Nadia..

*

Sorry again you said ?

sorry for which mistake ?

sorry for which affair ?

sorry for which betrayal ?

even I still don't believe it, I'm not sure this is all you're doing, and that's what you are ?

then how can I forgive you mas..how ?

Was it when you had an affair with Tri your girlfriend that you called your high school best friend, that you called her somebody's wife, that you called her just needed your help ?

just helping your old friend ?

but what mas, chat dear from her, the photo of you two at the hotel when returning home the two of you said he just came home together , your friendly photos, his attention. and it's amazing your charade and that cheap woman you call your best friend, it's too sadistic the way you guys fooled me...

I think enough of you to break my heart with that mas.., enough of you to make me like a fool among the charade of infidelity under the guise of your past friendship,widow or whatever her name is.

apparently not ? turns out it wasn't enough for you to break my heart.and lie to all my sincerity...

how can I forgive you, while forgiving my stupidity to trust you, I still can't...

And lastly Nadia...

his smile was always happy when he met you.

I wish I was smart enough to read your game....

if I hadn't given you all of my trust

maybe my heart won't hurt like this..

suppose I had the courage of a long time ago when your attitude began to change, when your simplicity began to change with your casanova style, suppose I did not selugu it mas, maybe I can still hear your apology...

Neta closed her eyes there was a very painful feeling...

"yes, I hung up the phone

Assalamualaikum. pamit neta ended his talks.

"Wa' alaikumsalam, good well yes dear, hurry home, long time...

said Desta with a trembling voice..

Neta broke her body, tired of it, her soul was tired.

surviving a toxic relationship is a powerful way to quickly end life....

I have given up....

Seriate...

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