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It feels like time is slow to walk
neta could not close her eyes
the mind keeps wandering
trying to remember one by one events that he thought were awkward.
" What's my fault ?
"why should I ?
"less what I am"
*all those questions just kept dancing in his mind
they should be happy right now because soon the dream of living together is in sight
another step towards halal from a long time passed.
the more bitter his heart remembers all the struggles that have been passed and have been through a lot
***
Meanwhile, Desta happily enjoys the night with Nadia, without any guilt towards her fiance
Her eyes and heart were completely blinded right by the charm of Nadia's one-child widow who lived away her husband..
It has been shown at 2 am Hari but Neta has not been able to close her eyes
he took his prayer mat....
Then teach reading kalam kalam divine
next closed with Tahajud prayers and prayers and istiharah, and,
hope after prayer his mind is much calmer to take the right steps.
"Suspend or let go"
Only that is in the mind of Neta, his Ego says survive, what else considering so much time has passed of course it is not easy to start a new relationship
It takes adaptation to a couple and family.
But on the other hand, his heart chose to escape
There is really no apology for the principle infidelity that has been held since long ago.
Neta solemnly chanted a prayer in a quiet night, every now and then her sobs broke.
his heart was so sick at the betrayal of those he trusted so much..
after the prayers returned Neta poured down her body again her mind was filled with question marks
"can he get through this on his own ?
"not hurt and ashamed of his family if all must be ended
fill his head with big question marks
"why only now know the ugliness of his fiancee
"why after 8 years of wasting his youth
"throwing away her chance to live better with people may be better.
Neta was so stubborn in maintaining her relationship
How not to nelangsa both families are very familiar
even when the mother of the desert was sick, Neta painstakingly took care of her like her own mother
a stroke that requires all to be served.
"Did his family also know that he had committed fraud?
"it's all so painful"
The night has gone
Neta could not close her eyes
The dawn Adhan has also echoed
but he still couldn't close his eyes
*after the dawn prayer Neta asked her sister to deliver her to her house
a house bought from hard work together with Desta.
I don't know why his heart was so strong to get there
maybe by busy yourself, clean up the house that has just been renovated to divert his mind.
"Mba Neta why ?
"cock his eyes so thick ?
"there's a problem ?
* asked Wawa his favorite sister"
full of suspicion for seeing the puffy eyes of the neta wailing
"No
"it's just fatigue preparing for the wedding
Neta is trying hard
" if you need help, say !
"don't charge your own energy
" what will it hurt ?
*tegas wawa back
Neta simply smiled hearing the scolding from her beloved youngest sister
"let me be honest deck" she screeches inwardly
"Yes.iyaa bawel ih.
Neta is cheerful
"help get the house done, huh ?
"you didn't go to college today, did you ?
*trying to cover up her grief
"get ready, boss"
" ready to do the answer wawa followed by the laughter of the two of them
**
their car drove up breaking the morning silence.
the vehicle is still running
time still shows at 5 am of course the road is very quiet
there is no activity on the highway means they can get to the destination faster..
The housing gate was in sight
somehow Neta felt her heart beating so fast..
again, the wawa turned towards his dear sister
"mba why ?
" already almost until the next day I'm resting
"let your sister settle the house, my dear brother
* he said soothing to his beloved sister
Neta just nodded her consent sign..
"Well that's not Desta's car mba?" ask wawa
"yes"
"why is he here ?
usually not necessarily 3 months once desta see the development of their home renovation
suddenly it's here.
there's suspicion coming from Neta's heart
Neta was getting curious. immediately rushed down and followed the wawa.
It was a shock that he found a woman's shoes there
"whose shoes are these ?
without thinking for a long time he opened the door with the key he carried
they deliberately duplicate the house key to be easy when at any time controlling the handyman
what they usually do alternately, who has his free time is in charge of checking.
"his surprise move when Neta entered the living room was all messy strewn with desa clothes and also women's dresses...
women's underwear was on the floor
Neta is getting confused
and covered in question marks and fear of what will be witnessed later
With a thousand steps in following his sister who was no less shocked
they climbed the stairs to the main room on the 2nd floor
the door opened too
And......
Surely his hunch
the embarrassing sight was witnessed by his own eyes
'Astaghfirullaaaaah"
"Desta"
* She screams, when her body melunglai all her bones seemed to no longer exist
seeing a person who is very loved and proud to be asleep naked hugging a woman who is none other than Nadia her own best friend..
*
"Braaak" hit his head
*Bags'"
"Your cheap bases "
*when the emotions of the wave peak without being able to control their emotions
grabbing Nadia's hair..
"here you are the actor"
" claw it"
" hit him mercilessly
"arg.
forgive me you said, feel this wawa yelled
"bus..brukkk" one hit back landed on the woman's body.
"ahhhh
"ampuuns
* that's all that's heard from Nadia's mouth
trying to protect his body from the anger of Neta's sister
the loud wawa no longer cared about him
various kinds of oaths were made to both people who had been considered his brother
**
Meanwhile, Neta tried to get up and go downstairs
his mind was dazed...
this is beyond his reasoning
if all night his mind is only filled with the word if and how can
now with her own eyes watching her future husband fuck his own best friend
in their dream home, in a room that has just been renovated, in a room that is lovingly Neta collect little by little rupiah for the interior of his dreams..
" Wait baby"
" i can explain everything"
" desta tried to calm her fiance
running after Neta with just a twist of a makeshift towel.
"Explain what you said !!!
Plaque...!!!!!
Neta with all her might slapped the man she once admired so much
which is now turning out to be very disgusting and embarrassing..
" What other explanation
"there's not enough evidence of your affair
"christmas"
Neta was so disgusted at the face of her fiance
Neta continued her swearing
" how long have you been doing this ?
,"how long have you been fooling me with this deceit,
"ANSWERED "
her scream
"I'm ashamed of you, so ashamed to ever love you"
Neta could not help her grief
his body collapsed on the floor
sitting with his sobs
"forgive me, baby
"i'm khilaf
"i promise this is the last one"
" with the tears of desire prostrate at the feet of Neta trying to convince
" LAST"
neta grabbed her phone
"then this is what
showing evidence of the affair with many women..
desta could only cry out lamenting her fate
Trying to hug her lover's body but neta nepis her
"Crocodile's eye"
*chanting wawa down the stairs while holding a baseball bat in his hand..
his heart was not satisfied to give a lesson to Nadia who had been battered in his hands
and sure enough.., one blow was given to the body of the desta.
"BRAAAAAKKKKKK
" this is for my heartache"
"BRUKKKKK
" this is for 8 years wasting his youth"
" BUGHTTTTS
" it's for my family's shame"
"BRAZIL.........
" it's for your betrayal"
when his hand still wants to swing a baseball bat towards the destination, Neta stops him
Either may not have the heart or his love is too great than his pain
"ENOUGH deck,
"don't kotori your hands with the garbage"
*the word that came out of Neta's mouth
meanwhile Nadia who has been battered by the tantrums of the sister of Neta trying to explain..
"Please forgive me Nei"
" Please forgive me "
"i promise to disappear from your lives"
"please forgive me while hugging Neta
wawa who was still in the emotional stranglehold immediately pulled Nadia's hair violently
"no more drama
"that's enough of your deeds
"you should be grateful for being given a decent life
" not even being an enemy in a blanket !!
the fire-fired wawa.
"after deck, we're home, we're,
"mba is too precious to spend life with humans like them"
Neta stepped gontai died drama of two people trusts who had been very great to hurt her..
desta tried to prevent
but...
wawa prevented it
"stop your move or your fate will be the same as this
The muffled air destroyed all the furniture
prakkkk....
piles of glasses and plates that have not been arranged do not escape his anger
everything is broken, scattered like a broken ship
with a baseball bat still in his hand
"TOO PERFECT YOU'RE HURTING"
"Don't try to interrupt Neta again
" or you will know for yourself the consequences !!
Wawa stepped up leaving them to hurry up after her older sister who passed first
his heart was so hurt that it was unimaginable how it was with his sister
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