LOVE STRING POPEYE

38. Netherworld

Bidding farewell dance to her mother, the woman who was already that old was hugging her daughter tightly

" Bring your brother back and bang you son"

" Go home all of you safe with nothing less" while saying kamit recited a prayer to the sweet potato of his daughter, then rubbed the tip of his feet and then smeared on his daughter's forehead

her philosophy "Mother Meridhoi all steps her son.

Simple things that have been forgotten by modern mother who is still held firmly by Al's parents

"Dance pamit ya Bu"then shook and kissed his mother's hand

after that reached out to his two beloved Boys

" mam Ti go get Mommy, son ?

"Inget pesen Mam Ti whataa ?

Dance stared lovingly at her two pounders

"Don't be naughty, dengel Grandma, shouldn't be beltengkaaal..,Naji, membayang" Tiwi mentioned in amini Daffa his sister.

"smart boy" Dance rubbed the head of her favorite child, then smeared their cheeks and heads

then passed up to the car that had been in his message through the application

Dance waved her hand..

then the driver drove to the terminal which is about 45 minutes from his home.after which Tari will continue the journey to the city where Selvi was treated approximately 13 hours by road.

Can be imagined how Selvi did not experience the contraction of the journey taken quite far, not to mention the road conditions are not smooth..

His brother was very stubborn to insist on staying to the interview in the city, tempted by a fairly decent salary and also his fans were not too much, he said,yes this may be forced to do because it will be maternity a few more months definitely need a cost that is not small even though in the insurance cover but after the birth the cost of caring for the baby is not small, the cost of caring for the baby is not small,while her husband turned a blind eye and was engrossed in his new hobby of Chicken gambling, it was very remarkable for the size of a married man and three children who were soon born the 4th.

Such is the sadness if you have a husband who lacks knowledge and morals, do not think that after marriage the responsibility of the afterlife to make the wife happy what else is the trust of God, the child of an innocent child, who has no sin,it is sad to think that raising and educating children is only the responsibility of the wife without thinking it will all be accounted for., not only about Lent but also how he educates his wife and children..

Huff.... Dari exhaled heavily, it felt like she had to see the life of her sister for almost 10 years

" KOK BETAH KAK SELVI LIVES WITH HER IRRESPONSIBLE HUSBAND "

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Meanwhile, at the Hospital Neta and Wawa are still busy with drugs, blood transfusions and everything that is quite confusing to them.., how not Selvi's condition is still very worrying while her baby must be extra care.quite tiring also taste, but it's been helpful to be total until her family comes .

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Neta finally donated her blood to Selvi, no matter how totally helped her blood type was the same, rather than having to bother going to the blood donor storage in the city

After donating her blood, she said goodbye to her sister to return to the hotel to rest for a while and take care of all Selvi's room payments, saying that her people in the hospital still rent a room

Neta moved Selvi's things to her room, she was still 2 or 3 days away in this city, so there was enough time to help Selvi, she said, there is still an important thing to finish with Nadia., once the oars of the two islands are exceeded as she thought

Neta threw herself, she felt tired.., in her view tasbih made of wood given by Ummi Nyai yes if not wrong people call her yes earlier

trying to interpret the events that happened to him, a very heavy thing in his opinion, ahead of his happy day but no longer able to continue his steps

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About that farewell, though,

the footsteps are different.

But sometimes stagnated at the end of the eye every time you remember it, feeling tight in the chest every time you remember the memory.

I'm the one who broke this.

Right now, I'm not interested in loving anyone anymore,

close to anyone, even you..

after losing faith it is hard to accept it

It was hard to open that sheet

and set foot on the ark called the household

Maybe this wound has not fully recovered,

and after that painful incident,

I was too scared to choose.

Right now I'm completely numb, though,

I was blind to love, though,

it's like I don't have a heart anymore,

I don't seem to know you

I feel like I'm the most resigned and whatever.

I lied to my heart too much,

by pretending to be okay, though,

my wound is badly injured.

In the end, though,

forever in your heart,

I'm just someone who has no place.

Losing you,

I lost my happiness too.

You don't need to ask me why I'm this broken,

this is as weak as this.

Because you've never felt how hurt, you,

by someone you consider to be a healer.

Whatever hurt I have by you,

I still miss you sometimes

Every day I feel empty, always,

No color, though,

Who can make me laugh again,

Or you can enjoy the world again,

Maybe for a second.

sometimes the feeling comes back

When you present greet my morning,

Your smile woke me up, 'I,

Every day, every day,

Become a perpetually fiery flame igniter, the,

Until I love you, without knowing how to stop.

A sense of calm is present,

Makes me not want this to end,

I enjoy every moment of my time with you,

Wishing every moment there would be you in my story.

That simple, though,

Your presence alone is able to calm my fret, 'me,

Explain my dark, 'me,

Shed the storm 'me,

And live, the death of my soul.

I'm comfortable with just your figure..

You're living 'me, man,

My encouragement, 'me,

My power, my,

Life's focus, me,

And I, can't live without you, man,

My elites.

It was.....!!!!

before this wound gnaws my soul...

I'm not asking you to come back.

However, if anyone asks, then,

"Please love her?".

"Mrind isn't the same?".

I said, "Yeah".

Sometimes I ask too

How was your day without me, my,

And my day without you.

In spite of all that,

There is and is not a chance for us to be together again,

I'm ready!

Thank you, man, thank you,

I've learned a lot about life from you,

And sorry if I'm lacking too much.

I know, I know,

No human is perfect, though,

You have the right to do wrong.

But don't make

worse mistake than this.

See you in our best version

With our story that may be with different people

I don't know.....

Neta still feels guilty when she is alone..

It still feels confused to explain everything to his extended family, especially his parents

Injuring them, humiliating them must be a scourge that frightens them.

"Sometimes, he asks how many times he has been hurt until he can finally stop caring ?"

" How many times in my side until finally really broken heart ? "

" The saddest part is saying goodbye to someone we once hoped would spend a lifetime together"

" Maybe at this moment I can momentarily disappear from your sight, but this heart is sometimes hard to compromise"

"why should I and you mas Desta "creep Neta in her heartache