LOVE STRING POPEYE

30. Sky Messages

Neta hurriedly stepped through the hallway of the hospital, a Hospital that was classified as Good for the District city

Downstream people who are struggling to recover, they still have a great spirit and unyielding, the spirit to be healthy, so as to keep hold of his loved ones..

Neta Termangu queue is quite long..

" Please keep the recipe here, we'll call

tell a pharmacist

after putting the small paper Neta chose to sit down, leaning his body that felt very tired

Opened his cell phone, really just a lot of incoming messages

" Boy Where is it ?

" Hindu ?

" Hurry home, my future wife ?

" Mas again in Ruko nih, her visitors rame very dear

" My dear is good there

"Ciiiii........

The sentence is no longer interesting, If the first word dear can make his heart pause not with now

"Love ?

it feels numb

"Defensively ?

it's hard to do

"perhaps the universe is not on our side.

"Destiny decides to separate us.

The plan we put together in such a way,

everything doesn't work out as it should.

"We have come so far, though,

however, it all feels like we just compiled it yesterday.

"Feelings - it feels like it's just me who's too hopeful, though,

about what we've done.

"And maybe I was wrong,

take it lightly that all is appropriate

with what my plan is.

"It may take a lifetime to make

they understand that I am here completely sincere

half dead, half dead,

But your reply ?????

"Now with this stubbornness, this,

I don't want to force anything.

"I don't want to force you to stay with me, though,

I don't want to forbid you to choose to leave me.

"Because of what our word means,

if all this doesn't fit our dreams

"And what's the point if I force all this, then,

if it turns out that my struggle you never appreciated.

'I think it's time for me to go,

leaving clear hope cannot be

we make this happen.

"it feels like, I almost forgot your figure, but the memory of your love and affection for me, never escaped my imagination

"8 years, not a short time

" The present figure of you has always taught me the bitterness of life, of how my world would be destroyed, if I could not learn from my mistakes.

Not often you say mas...., "the world is mortal you say, until in time it will be lost in time.

And this is what happened to you

"You once promised me that once I was in a state that was clearly not okay, there was your shoulder that was always ready for me to lean on, there was your deck that was always warm to calm me down, there is your love that you will give me so that I do not feel short.

But, where? where are all your promises!

Instead you stepped on me, hurt me, broke my confidence.

Destroying all my dreams

"B...!!!

the promise you gave everything was false, just a false hope.

"right now I need, very terribly need, not just want to be healed.You have extinguished the spirit of it mas, without knowing that I am very fragile

"Either why do I start to remember all the last moments with you.

I don't know after all this,

I feel like I am still broken.

"Even time cannot heal me,

time cannot bring me back to what I used to be

"Your words have really stuck until now,

"I'm sorry I was so sorry you said

with the twisting of a potluck towel after a hot night together with my best friend, in the room of our dreams, in the house we built with great difficulty then after committing possible sins for you and for him is a beautiful sin,it's easy to say I'm KHILAF

"In that saying I knew you were leaving, he went from my heart

I know you'll never come back and I'm ready for it

*Neta patted her chest that felt tight

"Hey, can I ask for a miracle?

I promise to be better than I was before.

Keep patting gently on the swab of his own shoulder, like a friend who is strengthening.

"You're precious Neta is precious

"You're worth more than what they do to you

"you deserve to be happy

you deserve to be calm

you deserve to reach your mind

and you deserve to live with people who also value your struggles

"it's not easy, it's definitely difficult

But rest assured everything will pass

It all takes time

It takes a while

stay strong, yes, for your sake

sometimes it's selfish of you to need that too....

" The strong woman is you, the Great Woman is you...

Son..,son....

Yes ????? his reply ,Neta awakens from her inner upheaval, the clap of a shady-faced Mother disperse the contents of her protesting head with the contents of her Heart

Yes ma'am what's wrong ? ask her again

No, kid, you just feel the heat of your heart right now.

Degh...., Neta was shocked, was it out of his control he did a strange thing he thought ?

You mean mother ? I don't understand ?

ask her then

Mother also patted Neta's hands

" After this you will still pass the heavy thing, Son, remember the message of my mother

"keep it good even if it is not appreciated,

" it remains good even if it hurts,

"The test sometimes comes its tubi bertubi continue to rise and rise, after it will go down and sloping.., just follow the Groove Nak, do not let the opponent flow like water, let it flow like water,

" To accept each of your destinies is your strength, son

" Prejudge Well to Allah who easily turns back the heart

*Neta listened to the Advice carefully, but her heart was even more relieved

"Yes Ma'am, but sometimes everything happens out of control her answer can't hold sobs

I know now this must be difficult, but believe me Son, after going through this all you will feel many times better, this is how God saved you the World and Akherat Nak, How God longs for his servant..,prejudiced Alright, son..

"Allah is the Lord of Rahman and Rahim

Most Merciful and Merciful, is it possible that loving and loving substances will hurt ?

of course not

Believe that what you are doing right now, even what you are doing right now will be related to your future later, will be a part of your life

Neta squinted her eyes, trying to guess the mother's speech in front of her but still did not understand her

never mind, is not all the Advice well he thought.entar true or not indeed I have to learn to berapang chest and more prejudiced against the universe.

Yes son, may God always take care of you always, keep being good, the embrace of Neta's body like a mother who misses her child..

Surprisingly, Neta was comfortable with it

Yes ma'am thank you very much, may Allah take care of the mother as well he said while staring at the shady face in front of her

The mother still clasped Neta's hand tightly, like reciting a prayer that Neta understood faintly sounded only Sholawat, then the mother smiled

"You are a good boy, very good, your fools are also good children still later join hands with each other, so the priest and the teacher who always rests all on the owner of the universe

"Aamiin' Neta assures the woman's prayer before her.

Son, you have a memory of wearing it always under any circumstances.." in hand over his small prayer beads made of wood whether the wood is clearly its unique shape

"Wear always to remember, to be conscious in sleep, in eating, drinking, sleeping, walking, walking,

remember the * while pointing up..

Neta just nodded then greeted the mother

"Your mommy son

"Assalamualaikum

"Wa'alaikumaalam, thank you ma'am, be careful said Neta

The mother also walked in the lead of two white-hooded girls who looked very graceful

Then a man opened the door of Merci's car which was parked in front

they also passed

Neta was still stunned, still confused by the thing that had just happened, a mother who had arrived came to give an amazing Advice and left behind a beautiful memory of the wood tasbih

Mba.., that's ummi Yai..,the owner of this hospital is also a lot of public facilities in this city that he built and waqf including the cottage there while pointing towards the building level across the street

"Mba lucky to meet directly ummi yai, hopefully mba in ease her wishes continued mother beside Neta

Aamiin, thank you ma'am...Neta smiled kindly

Selvi's mother "pangilan from the pharmacist made him shocked

yes, answer her

Sorry ma'am, I'm sorry about Neta

"please mba "

the prescription of the drug was already in his hands the bonus of a calm heart and a wooden tasbih from Ummi

Thank you good people, whom God sent today

Seriate

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Kinara Riswari