LOVE STRING POPEYE
19. I got away with Ikhlas
FACE IT WITH A SMILE
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS LETS HAPPEN
FACE IT WITH A CALM SOUL
EVERYTHING'S FINE
WHEN THE LORD'S ORDINANCE HAS BEEN SET, IT IS FIXED
NOTHING CAN CHANGE
AND IT CAN'T CHANGE
JUST RELIEVE THIS
THAT ALL THE BEST
BEST FOR ALL OF US
GIVE UP ON WINNING
**
Now is the time to implement the lyrics of the song Dewa19 favorite band...
you can definitely Al !!!
" Hello"
Assalamualaikum warahmatulahi wa barakatuh..
**( Get used to Saying and answering greetings must be complete yes, let his kindness in multiply )
"Yes hello"
"Wa'alaikumsalam brother".* sandra's voice on the other end of the phone
ah your voice is still the same, but somehow no longer as interesting as it used to be, Al shook his head slowly trying to balance his mind and heart..
Brother again Where ?
ask sandra about stale
'Still in Batam later at 3 o'clock just left to the loading place.
* Al answered as needed
"What's up ? ask Al in a flat tone
" Just want to explain everything so there are no misunderstandings
* sandra started to take action...
oh yeah ? replied al while shaking
"isn't everything clear now ?
Al kept trying not to be provoked by the circumstances
slow down Al's.....
'Yes brother, I know but I can't calm down now after everything I've done ?
sandra's voice full of sobs
"already, I'm fine, this has been your decision, right ? The meaning when doing it you must be aware...
hypocrite if I say I am not shocked, not hurt not disappointed, what else with your silence and then disappear is enough to justify it all san...!!!
Al took a deep breath....
resuming his words with calmness..
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry !!!!
higzzz...
sandra's crying broke
*Al tried to digest it all again, if the longing cry from Sandra had hurt him so much...
Her cries used to make her helpless and so wanted her to meet her woman..
but now....
that stuffing seems ordinary the vibration is no longer the same, my heart is really numb apparently.even the pain is no longer there..!!!
"Yes, I have forgiven you long before, just your silence that I love. It should be if you feel the presence of others in our lives only curbs freedom....
"And if all this time you feel unclear with the status of a relationship why not consciously say san ?
"Why not tell me you need more than that, I think the ring is enough to tie you up and be a testament to my seriousness in front of your parents, your family and my family..
"Why wait this long to talk and be open ?
after all, if 3 or 2 years ago you were honest, I would have retreated regularly.....,I'm not the kind of guy who will force his partner to love while the other side will get hurt and sicker if it survives
huufff....
"that's all I'm asking ?
"I'm sorry if you've been unhappy all this time, I'm not like other couples who can pick you up...
the pair are 24 hours on standby..
even just buying fried food I can not grant you want san, because of our limited time, and long distance.
" this is your best choice san, survive for you must be a sip right for years ?
" pura love it must make you tired...?
sorry for your insecurities with me, sorry !!!
*Al sipped mineral water, it can be yes he spoke as if all is well......
the truth hurt him so much...
it was yesterday, not today...
I will show you the heart player how to play with his true feelings...!!!
** Sandra just sobbing, why does it feel so sad her heart, precisely the magnitude of Al hurt her very very very hurt..
"Yes bang sorry....I'm sorry
* that's the only word she can say between her cries
" I love you bang, so !!
but I was lonely, accidentally it happened and crossed the line...
higzzz...higzzz.his crying is getting heard, his whole emotions are not in the elude any more..
all embarrassing but I have to be honest bang.Let me be relieved and you understand everything that happened also do not want me to be full of it.This is an incident that I have to be responsible for my life and my future...aslo....
* sandra was silent for a moment.it was like holding a large stone in his chest.
stamped on resume back...
"i'm 3 months pregnant "
sandra was crying loudly.express all her sadness...
why should a man this good I hurt ????
I regret it but it's all been broken.I've ruined it all with my stupidity.I've sinned with betrayal as well as being a slave to lust who finally had to lose the person who loved me so much....
higz...higzz......!!!!
*his tagging is getting sicker once it feels
"huh what ????????? Al did not suspect this confession
"are you kidding ?
"sandra....
*that's all she can say, shock, surprise her.....!!! It turns out the drama is like this.....
his heart churned..like a dagger pierced back his heart, I who with all my love guarded his...
arrgh......
*Al randomized his hair filled with emotion...
"are you crazy, san ?
do you know your joking has passed no fun anymore
come on sandra.....!!!!!!!
higzzz....
higgte ...
*the end of his cry was broken.the fort he had built collapsed as well....
" where were you then san ? where ?
"do you realize what you're doing is not just hurting me but also the big names of your father and mother, your sister ??
And the Lord must be.Where were you that used to ndra ? this is not the sandra inscription I knew 10 years ago...
"you.you....."
**Al is unable to continue his words want to yell you cheaply.. but his neck feels choked " cheap on women who used to be very in his puja and very in his care like a diamond...
Al was silent in the thorn of his guerrilla mind looking for answers since when ? since when did all this happen ?
"is the moment she so longed for her lover's smile all those things happened ?
"Does the night he awakens to pray for his love always in His care, when he can't keep it, because of the limited distance, that despicable thing they do ??
"whether when the waves hit and the smile of sandra so his spirit persisted is when they combine love far from me who was in the fierce pounding of the waves.....
huufff....
*his heart aches but there is relief now.., this is indeed the LORD's way of avoiding divorce someday when marrying Sandra...
his mind drifted far ahead....
"well.what would it be when she married this woman would look for warmth outside when I was not on her side...
" what so when he had a wife he was not able to maintain my trust ?
" And what if a marriage built without foundation is afraid of God !!!
"What would it be if marrying her was the biggest mistake of my life and it would be something I regretted for the rest of my life...
THIS IS THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION ALL ALONG....
I'M SINCERE NOW ....
" Yes, don't be sad anymore, no more guilt, I've forgiven you...!!
"For the sake of Allah I sincerely release your sandra inscription
"live in peace with her without being in the shadow of mistakes, take good care of yourself, your children need a strong and great mother, live well....
serve your husband, and educate your son...
"assume I am only part of your story of meeting.I intercede your soul mate, if I can make you happy it is certain that he will never be present in your life...
this is all God's decree, soul mate, soul mate, sustenance, birth of all his absolute rights.and this is the path of your soul mate with that brother is not with me...
good yes san, remember remains the best for your family, your sister needs you....
greetings to the father of the mother, as well as the younger brother, as well as the father of your future son...
I say yes, we have dealt with everything sincerely.I let you go with Bismillah, if we started well and happy.
Let's do it one more time now....
we are happy with our own way of life.....
"branch...
sorry..sorry.....!!!
"thank you for all your sacrifices, thank you and please forgive me !!!!
"iya san.had not thought much about your baby...
already yes I say goodbye, sorry after this I am permission to block you not not do not want to be happy but just keep your husband's heart later, just keep me tight meeting in memory so part of the massalu ...
good either..keep yourself always.the memorization is continued yes there or even without me.., that's all I expect..
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barakatuh...
clique... Al shut down his phone
*shut his eyes in a meeting
how you have so wonderful to forge me, O God...
*this is the answer to all my prayers, he's not what I've been looking for all this time
"I am sincere O Allah ..
describe my heart.Replace all this pain with the best soul mate who knows what it feels like to be in twoakan it hurts in order to take care of the heart and take care of themselves while in stay away.....
I'm sincere....
Seriate....
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Kinara Riswari
