LOVE STRING POPEYE

74. Destinies

"Oh God"

" Innalillahi wa innailaihi rojiun "

Wawa rushed out of her room, descending the stairs after the stairs in a row

" Mba Netaa "

He cried then, still walking half-running looking for the whereabouts of his sister who was busy in the kitchen making various cakes

" Yes, the kitchen deck "

" What the hell is it, yelling that yell" Neta replied

" What the hell is leaked, yelling yell that "Ayu was not less keponya

With Wawa's lead to the kitchen,

"Huh.huh" His breath hunted in shock, then with a quick movement Neta thrust a glass of water.

" Nih drink, what the hell is it ? Her question is still curious

" Yes, the boy kayak has exhausted his satan, bikin shocked " Ayu nimburung while nyomotin onion nuts made by Neta

" Why "ask again, who was curious while Wawa was still trying to calm down, still gulped down her mineral water

Glue.glekk.

"Hah relieved "

While Neta and Ayu are still staring at her sister full of question marks, Ayu pokes her sister "what's wrong, the hunt says "

" Patience... Patience... This is hot news "

" So Dito(desta's cousin's sister) called Ngabarin if Desta was in an accident at sea or attempted suicide that's like his mba "

" Hah seriously "Ayu looked at his sister fixedly "real deck, accurate no nih"

" O God" that's all that comes out of Neta's mouth

" Yes this is a picture of him "Wawa showing his cell phone

" Lame man "Well grumbled

" The bad guy is keok "he continued

Neta just let out a long sigh, then chose to sit down and drink a glass of water, neutralizing her mixed feelings.

" Liat tuh began again to fantasize "mute Ayu on his youngest sister

" Ssttt, it must have been a shock earlier to meet and make a storm, did not expect it was as weak as Desta"

Ayu just nodded, then walked over to her sister, and held her shoulder "you why Nei ?

" Already mba, don't feel guilty that Desta feels now is the result of the actions he did without mercy "Wawa hugged her sister from behind

" Yes Nei.., it's none of your business anymore, let Desta feel the same pain as he did for many years "

Neta simply nodded, then asked permission to rest first in her room.

" Dek, not sleepy yet, right ?

Wawa just nodded

" Bantuin mba Ayu yes, her dough is still a little tuh, but rest first yes "then Neta stepped away from her two sisters, then she stepped out,

Ayu and Wawa just look at each other, until the shadow of Neta disappeared

" Calau again deh " Ayu pulled her eel

" Why don't you guys just "so whispered Ayu again

Wawa just grinned "severe nih,nyukahin people "

" Biain than living makitin mulu his work before me " Ayu grumbled

" Yes too "

" But...., life aja ngeselin, continue to die of suicide anyway, do not haunt continue to be a ghost "wawa's imagination arrives, who imagines Desta so pocong, become a vampire

" Hiiiii, serem" they both shuddered

" Uh ah,nih medium speed mixer "Ayu give bowl contains a mixture of cake ingredients

" Okay boss "Wawa can't dwell on anything other than following her brother's orders.

Meanwhile, Neta is back covered with feelings of anxiety and sadness after cleaning herself and changing clothes with her most comfortable clothes.

Then lay his body on his soft mattress

He saw a star that was visible from his bedroom window.

Neta woke up and opened her window, sitting staring at the beauty of the universe.

The wind blows it.

" What are you doing "

" Why is your faith so weak "

Neta breathed out her heavy breath

" Huuff "

Losing is never planned

But it always just happens without being wanted

Already trying to defend

But it's getting more painful

There is always a reason to let go

However, the time that has passed seems not willing to be left behind

"Should I declare, please,

Even though tears keep dripping ?

Again the anxiety of mastering his mind, of the end of this it feels very difficult to be able to think rationally.

Feelings of anger, sadness, happiness quickly alternately come and go.

" This is the best way for us "

Neta wipes her tears.., lying if there is no sadness but the heart is also very tired to think all is well

"Do people think that they are allowed to say only "we have believed" and "they are not tested ? "

And indeed, we have tested the people before them, so Allah will know the righteous and know the liars (QS, AL ANKABUT:2-3)

Neta tries to interpret everything that happens with her glasses of limitations as an ordinary human being and a servant

Like a war leader, he would not be called a true warrior if he had not been able to defeat his enemy's enemies with all the sacrifices, and implement a clever war strategy

What if he sits in the back row, just hide from the enemy and become a coward.

Likewise with our lives as believers, we do not deserve to be said to believe before the strength of our faith is tested, torn, tried, tempered with various events and trials of life, which make our faith wrestle, he said,war with yourself.

Whether during the process of trials, trials, we still rely on God alone or even increasingly do not believe in the decree of the all-giver of life

Neta re-thought her life's journey all along.

This is when the condition of his faith was tested, to the extent that his belief and understanding of God

Is it still possible to survive amid the trials and trials ?

Is still maintaining the nature of the nature of faith such as trustworthiness, patience, not despair, feel grateful for every thing and feel enough with every favor from Him

Or little by little have begun to despair, and curse every destiny ?

Or start not believing in his greatness and blame for every exam that happens ?

Is not every test, goodwill, trial there will be a positive wisdom for the afflicted ?

Is not everything that happens, test test it as a means to measure our privilege towards God ?

This is where the quality of human faith will be seen whether he has faith that is only in the oral, only in the heart, or can be realized in his life

Humans are the same when in abundance of favors and blessings, but when exams and trials come to say hello there we can see the difference

If the more rigid means the quality of his faith, and vice versa if it becomes fragile in the face of every exam means there is a need to be treated with his faith

Neta recalled a very happy hadith

" It is not a Muslim who is afflicted by fatigue, sickness, worry, distress, distress, and sorrow, until the thorn pierces him, but Allah will remove some of his faults (HR.BUKHARI MUSLIM )

" I leave all this to your decree, O God "

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