LOVE STRING POPEYE
20. Benevolent seed
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Never feel sorry for yourself, because self-pity will keep us trapped in a pit of sadness.
There is a principle that we may know, but often we forget that by helping others we actually help ourselves
When there are others who need help then help without having to think about what will be the reply of the person we help.
Because if we help others then when we have difficulties, surely there are others who will help us even though the person is not the one we helped first..
that is how nature works, the law of giving and receiving that we sometimes forget to wrap around in the belief that something from the heart will reach the heart,planting goodness will certainly harvest goodness whether we reap our own results or even our descendants..
Al took a long breath...
trying to understand everything that happens with gratitude glasses..
every event must store wisdom in it, store valuable lessons and also store memories that someday when telling others the pain is no longer there..the pain that is already part of the journey of life is full of mystery and surprise..
"Alhamdulillah"
Thank you God, everything is clear and I understand that in life there are things that are sometimes out of control...
please spread this heart, God...
fill it with gratitude so that this self does not enjoy...
"I am ashamed of myself, who had prejudiced against you, feeling that there was no justice in my life..
I did not know the figure of the father since the womb because it had to be an orphan...
my childhood and adolescence were spent very hard to survive...
my adult life is spent on the happiness of the people I love.....
and why should you feel the pain of love too ???
"I'm sorry, God....
Forgive me...
If I still hope to respond when I help others
* Al felt sadness but also a sense of relief.The answer from the sandra at least was enough to be a reason to forget him without having to ask Why again, it is clear and clear, clear,sandra committed betrayal consciously and knew the risks that must be faced...
Life is a choice
And maybe this was all sandra's choice, a choice made by him that changed Al's life, into a valuable lesson to be learned, the expensive science of life....
"O Allah forgive the servant who has been very cruel to himself* his sobs can no longer be contained..it is okay to occasionally enjoy pain, sometimes in bitterness there is tremendous wisdom for ourselves and his continued life...
Al contemplated every second of his life journey..
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Back in his memory the message from his teacher, the message that had motivated him to try as much as possible, to be better, but Al realized after establishing a relationship with Sandra many things that had changed his mindset, but Al realized after establishing a relationship with Sandra many things that had changed his mindset,no longer about the afterlife so the focus instead how to make happy to his love...and his other world affairs that make him sometimes forget the advice of his teacher in pesantren
Teacher's advice
"when you have grown up, of course, life will be filled with thorny thistles.walk you on the path of virtue to be safe and atherat.
"remember you my son's son, life will bring you together with difficulties, suffering and sadness.If it happens continue to pray, because by praying someone can feel his closeness to God.
"As servants we need HIS, because when we pray we will realize how weak and despicable we are before GOD, and when we pray we will realize that no one can help but God
"The sincerity, willingness and earnestness of our prayers depend on the extent to which we feel the need for what we ask.but when prayer is not granted many are unaware of this secret, many are unaware of it,they thought that God had not heard his prayer...
"THAT GOD IS CLOSER TO MAN THAN HIS OWN VEIN*QS.QAF.16
that was a small part of her teacher's message when they last visited her...
Al's breaking his body..
tock..
tock...
tock...
The knock on the door broke his daydream..
" yes, come in. answered.
the look of Mr. Broto who met her...
" sorri cep is disturbing a little
* while sitting in a chair
" Al just smiled
what's up sir ? ask her later...
can I ask for help, please ? ask her with a vibrating tone.such as keeping a heavy problem..
" please ask what does he mean sir ?
*while smiling, it is like that one person and friendly every speech that comes out is always accompanied by a smile...it was after this incident that many things were missing from Al...
if I can certainly help as long as it is not a matter of soul mate, sir, I raise my hand when it comes to hee.he...Al joking..
Gini cep, I can pinjem money first no ? if anyone asks him with a red face withholds shame....
"don't worry, sir,*Al is aware of Mr. Broto's depressed mood...
"How much does it take ? coincidentally there is still a set of funds sir(yes the funds that should be used to marry his lover who has been collected little by little until collected enough for the recipe of his dreams..
Hmmm.. Anu to much 10 million !!!
my son called me just got in an accident !!
innalillahi wa innailaihi rojiun.trus how are the parents ??
al asked curiously mixed with empathy...
"still unconscious kep, *pak broto was not able to withstand his sadness his cry was broken.., while showing a photo of his child on his cellphone
Allah Akbar....
patience sir.hopefully immediately siuman. there is a pack of transfer now yes sir, if still less you do not hesitate to say...
"thank you kep...thank you.*hugged her tightly to the angel-hearted young man, as out of the impasse it feels, at least there is a handle for the family that guards there...
I was really confused kep, I do not know who to borrow the same on an old date like this...
yes sir.., I have transferred yes sir, hopefully the father soon healthy.patient sir insyaAllah adek good just* Al strengthens the figure that has been considered as an old man in the iron house...
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