Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 9

Many people think that if Aldi and I are lovers, as well as my two best friends, they think that Aldi and I are made, again, I could only smile forcibly because all their estimates were just dreams to me.

There were even some women who were approached by Aldi but they didn't bother him much because they felt bad for me. They were afraid I was angry. I wanted to laugh when I heard the news from my two best friends.

Honestly, I want to be angry with anyone who is close to Aldi, but I realize who I am, I am just his friend who is his best friend. I'm jealous, but I don't deserve any of that.

I thank those who still appreciate my feelings even though I know they harbor feelings for Aldi.

Not my desire to have a relationship without this status, I asked Aldi about our status at that time, but Aldi replied that status is not important while we can still be together and feel comfortable with each other. Yes, I also had time to think like that, but I am also a woman who needs certainty and recognition, I do not want to be like this for too long.

It turns out that it is true the words in some novels that I have read, that the friendship between women and men is never pure, there must be one that holds the heart, he said, yes now I have to admit that it is true, and now I am more and more caught up in my friendship with Aldi.

The more days my feelings towards Aldi grew, the feeling that started from just a dream that made me feel deeper and the more difficult I forget even to let go.

I don't know since when Aldi was close to Riska my major friend who means one major also with Aldi. Now Aldi is more often with Riska than I am, even though Aldi still often pick me up to go together, but if Aldi comes home more often with Riska, then, fortunately, my apartment is not too far from campus, so I am not too difficult to go home, because there are still buses or public transportation that can take me home to the apartment. because since Aldi often picked me up and drove me home, I never used my own vehicle.

I want to be angry because now Aldi prefers to deliver others than me, but again I have to remember that I am just his friend and I have no right to forbid it.

Counting a month of Aldi's closeness to Riska, and makes me rarely meet even just chatting like before. I want to cry. honestly I am jealous of Riska, Riska, because he just knew Aldi but he easily got Aldi's heart, while I, my, I have long been close to Aldi even I who always accompany the days of Aldi since a year ago but never get his heart.

Aldi never intended to make me his girlfriend, either because Raina, or maybe he did not like me.

This morning I was alone because last night Aldi sent me a message that he was going to leave with Riska, I could only cry and not reply to a message from Aldi, Aldi, I thought she would still leave with me even if she was close to another woman, but she wasn't.

I walked limply to the cafeteria where my two best friends were now, I approached Ayuni and Fitria and sat down on the empty bench next to Ayuni.

"It's really my best friend, why hhemm?" Ayuni asked slightly offended me and I just shook my head in response that I was okay.

"Where is the prince, why aren't the tumbens together?" added Fitria who participated in my mockery I just fell silent and ignored their ledge because really I was not in the mood to discuss Aldi at this time.

"Oh, that's the reason. Pantes was very lethargic, but it was still morning," said Fitria who made me stare confused at him.

Understanding my confusion, Fitria pointed behind me with her chin, and finally Ayuni and I followed the direction that Fitria pointed and made me even more limp.

I saw behind me there was Aldi who was eating alone with risk. I let out a rough breath and slid my face on the table. I felt a hand stroke me, and I was sure that it was Ayuni who did it,

"Patience, Vin." Fitia tried to calm me down.

Today, my two best friends and I will go together to just play on the timezone and eat ice cream at our subscription place.

Just to restore my mood my two best friends are willing to spend some of their money to treat me today, it's really nice of them, and I don't want to disappoint their good intentions, so I chose to forget the incident first while I was still with my two friends, because I was sure if when I was alone I would return to crying because of Aldi.

I went to the bathroom to clean my body that was sticky with sweat because almost all day doing a lot of activities with my two friends.

About twenty minutes I finished the bath and came out wearing my favorite panda pajamas.I lay my body on the soft bed, because I felt very tired.it did not take long for me to fall asleep very fast.

I woke up at ten o'clock in the afternoon.it turns out I was asleep for a long time. Fortunately today there is no schedule menggampus so I can relax all day.

Usually if a holiday like this Aldi will take me to his house, or just a walk in the park. I really miss those moments, but now there is someone who replaces my position, Riska, sad but want how again, inevitably I also have to get used to it and try to forget it again.

I stepped into the kitchen and opened the fridge to get my favorite milk and drink it and walked to the room again because there was nothing I did today, feeling bored I finally decided to go shopping and would cook just to fill my free time, and certainly not forget to invite my two best friends.

Before going to the supermarket I took the time to call Ayuni and Fitria to come to my Apartment. If you have said I want to make a cooking event, of course my two friends will never refuse to come here.

After shopping I found my two best friends waiting in front of my apartment.I just shook my head with their behavior, I approached them both and told him to come in after I opened the door that had been locked.

"Billings of food a very short you guys to the sininya," I said sneering. They just grinned and then followed me into the kitchen, I was no longer surprised by their behavior.

I stacked the ingredients I had bought in the supermarket, and separated them from what I was going to cook today. Every time I take my two best friends to cook they just sit sweet on my dining table chair and let me dwell with my kitchen stuff alone. just came here to eat, and I invited him to cook.

"Nobody will help me?" I said trying to ask for help, in unison they shook their heads which made me grunt in annoyance.

"Let me help..." My smile expands, because it turns out Ayuni wants to help me.

"Spending your cooking," continued Ayuni who made my smile slowly fade, indeed I can't expect much on them if it's cooking business, I just let out a rough sigh and continued my cooking show regardless of the two of them.

Finished with my cooking show, I saw that my two best friends already looked like hungry dogs ready to pounce on the food in front of him. I snorted annoyed when I put all my cooking on the dining table that has been inhabited by my two friends since.

"Good meal" cried Ayuni and Fitria together.

"Round to eat a cepet really," I grumbled at the two of them, but without knowing shame they just smiled without sin and ignored my sneers. You have to be patient if you have friends like them. Once again I let out a rough sigh before continuing to eat.

Finished with the meal, we continued by watching a movie on my laptop that I downloaded a few days ago. It didn't feel like it was five o'clock in the afternoon, but my two best friends didn't intend to leave my room. Should I throw them out? I said in my heart.

"Vin, we're here, yes, tomorrow is also still a holiday" said Fitria, who is a member of Ayuni.

"Your parents are ngizinin?" many underestimate.

"Let's rest assured that we have permission before we come here, and we also have a change of clothes." now it's Ayuni's turn to answer and Fitria who shows the contents of her bag, and sure enough they were very ready, and it seemed like they were really intent on staying at my place.

I just nodded and walked to the kitchen to pick up the snack I had bought, then back to the room.

"From that cake, Vin," said Fitria while seizing a jar containing snacks from my hand. I just sighed patiently at the behavior of my two friends.