Love Starts With Dreams
Episode 29 (END)
After my debate with Aldi the other day, now my relationship with Aldi is going better. Initially I had wanted to end this relationship but Aldi showed his seriousness to me through his attention and treatment, he said, and I'm grateful for that.
Although almost four years of my relationship with Aldi, but never once did I hear him say the words 'I love you', 'I love you' or other words of love.
considering the first time it was made was only based on the feeling of 'forced', maybe.
I often wonder if he has not loved me or can never even love me given that I am far from his ideal female criteria. but I don't know if I don't want to think too much about it what matters to me is the treatment and the actions are not just words spoken.
It's free not to say 'I love you' but the treatment doesn't show that he loves us. It's better not to say 'I love you' though but the treatment shows that someone is kissing us.
Four years I was in a relationship with an Aldiansyah Putra. knew from the time I was in third grade junior high school to meet in mid-second semester college, first semester, and began to be close and friendly at the beginning of entering the second semester, and finally began to establish a relationship at the time of entering the fifth semester until now I have graduated from college and work.
A lot of what I've been through with him, bitter, sweet relationship I've felt.hard, happy I've been through with him.
And now I am thankful that my sacrifice was not in vain, that all the cries and wounds in my heart are now paid off and healed with a happiness that Aldi has given, and of course this God has prepared.
Even so it doesn't mean I never fight with him again, despite having been in a long relationship and arguably already memorized sikaf and the nature of each – but not a little debate or even a misunderstanding that triggers a quarrel between me and Aldi. Even at that time Aldi was late to pick me up, I was so angry with him, even though it was just a very trivial thing, but with my situation that was tired and many thoughts about work and when he came home he had not picked up too until almost an hour plus my condition that was coming the month made my emotions not controllable. Though I knew Aldi also at that time was very, very tired but I did not care about it and even angry with him to make Aldi cut off our relationship with a feeling of annoyance, to make me even more upset and go into the house leaving Aldi just like that. After arriving in the room I cried so much, I felt disappointed, angry, tired, tired, I hate and hate him and myself.
But it didn't last long with just a matter of hours Aldi called me back, apologised and begged to mend our relationship.
I am grateful to this day, I am still united with Aldi, a man who never once glanced at me as a woman who deserves to be loved but now he is mine even though he is not as good.
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Today is exactly four years of my relationship with Aldi, and I have prepared a surprise for Aldi as well as to celebrate our 4th anniversary. From yesterday I did deliberately not contact Aldi at all to launch this surprise event.
I really can't wait to see Aldi's surprise later, because you could say this is the first in four years I gave a surprise. no one of us has ever wanted to celebrate our anniversary. And in this fourth year I want to give a different impression from previous years that seem flat.
Tonight at exactly 19:30 I came to Aldi apartment to give a surprise that I had planned since yesterday, not to forget the cake and gifts I had prepared as well.
After arriving in front of Aldi's apartment, it doesn't need to be difficult for me to enter, because from a long time ago I did have a spare key that Aldi gave me. Before going here I had time to contact Aldi first to ask his whereabouts.
And fortunately he was overtime and only came home at 20:00 and that means about fifteen minutes from now.
After waiting for about half an hour I finally heard the apartment door open, and I can guess that it must have been Aldi who came, I deliberately turned off all the lights in this apartment so that he did not suspect my whereabouts.
After lighting the candle I stood right in front of Aldi's room door and heard the sound of footsteps approaching and the sound of door knobs that had just opened.
"Happy 4th birthday dear," I said as Aldi entered the room, I could see the shock on his face, but it did not last long. Aldi approached me and hugged me tightly and I returned his embrace.
"Thank you, thank you for the surprise. I guess you don't remember our anniversary, because we never celebrated our anniversary in previous years," Aldi said still in a position to embrace me.
"By the way, dear, I don't think we've had four years, thank you for everything, I'm so happy, thank you for learning to love me, thank you so much for sacrificing for me," my words are still in his arms. Aldi let go of his embrace and cupped both of my cheeks with his hands
"I should be the one to thank you, thank you for staying until now, thanks .. thanks for everything, I love you, Vin. Never stay with me." said Aldi sincerely.
"I take a shower first, yes" said Aldi who I answered with a nod.
"Have you eaten yet?" my question, which was answered by the puffiness of her.
"Yes, I'm sure, yes" I said.
"Don't we eat out, shall we? I haven't eaten with you for a long time" said Aldi gently as he stroked my head slowly. After getting approval from me finally me and Aldi went to the cafe we used to go to, but this cafe looks quieter than usual.
"Tumben's cafe is deserted?" I asked Aldi
"It's okay, just enter yuk," said Aldi who only I nodded.
When I entered the cafe, I was shocked by what I saw, the cafe was filled with balloons bursting with the words "HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 4th" I was moved by all this, I was happy, I was happy, until we shed tears. I hugged Aldi who was next to me, crying in his arms.
"Well, how come you cry?" aldi panicked as he let go of my embrace and wiped away the tears that had already flowed past my cheek with his thumb.
"Thank you for the surprise, I'm so happy" I said with tears still flowing
"Yes together, not only you who have a surprise, but I also" said Aldi after inviting me to sit in the chair that has been provided.
"But how can you? When are you planning on doing it, instead of you overtime?" ask me for wonder
"Yes, I was overtime, but I came home early to do all this, I realized that for four years I had never given you any surprises, let alone the surprise of being romantic I never. sorry I yes, because it can not be a romantic man like in the novels you often read, sorry I have not been able to make you happy, I can not make you happy, and thank you for sticking around and accepting me with all my shortcomings. Thank you very much" said Aldi at length who made me touched.
All this time Aldi has never given me a surprise, even being sweet is rare. Many times I get bored with it, but I keep on holding on, as much as I can fight that boredom until now.
Dating an Aldiansyah Putra was not like what I used to see, if I used to see Aldi who treated his partner sweetly and romantically it was just the way it looked, because the original Aldi is a quiet, irritable and stiff man.
"Vin?" call him on the sidelines to eat us
"I know I'm not a romantic and sweet guy, I know I used to be very mean to you, hurt your heart and your feelings, and I'm sorry for that. our relationship, which began with my compulsion and pity, may now be my regret" Aldi said softly but regretfully.
"After I went through everything with you, the feeling of affection slowly emerged, Even until now I love you very much and I do not want to lose you," he continued. I just looked at Aldi and listened to what he said without any intention of interrupting.
"Over these four years I have learned so much from you, learned the meaning of love, sincerity and loyalty, you are not my first, but I will make you the last of my life, would you merry me?" he said slowly but firmly, I could see the earnestness of his eyes. And those last four words made me both shocked and shocked. I was happy, after a long wait, that this finally happened, too, the moment where he proposed to me.
"Yes I will!" I answered with excitement, and no tears fell for the umpteenth time. Aldi walked up to me and stood right in front of me, wiped the tears on my cheeks and hugged me tightly.
"I love you honey" she whispered right in my ear
"I love you too." I whispered back.
Although my feelings started from a dream but ready to know if the dream will lead me to my happiness.although I was always hurt and disappointed, in the past, but with my patience I finally got the happiness I had been hoping for. The struggle and waiting of my banner now yielded wonderful results. Thank God for listening to my prayers.
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