Love Starts With Dreams

Chapter 28's

My relationship with Aldi did not go well. Many of which we often question, and it is mostly because of my jealousy.

many times I get angry with Aldi when he is close or even I see him exchanging messages with other women, even with his ex. But my anger was not for days either.

Aldi always apologizes and always promises not to repeat it again. But in reality, he kept repeating the same mistake.

And three days ago Aldi asked me to activate his number on my phone because his postel was broken from a week ago, and when I opened it so many messages were coming in from the same contact, he said, and it was from the women, I curiously opened and read the contents of the messages. I was surprised, even I wanted to get angry right then and there but I tried to hold it, I tried to, I don't want to misunderstand this time, without Aldi's knowledge I keep the woman's mobile number and intend to ask directly his relationship with Aldi.

The night I immediately sent a message to the number, at first I admitted that I was Aldi and wore his brother's number and fortunately he believed. after a long time I said that I was Vina and she knew me.

I knew he must know me because I was always with Aldi when I was in college. I did not expect that Aldi did not acknowledge me as his lover

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Yes, he himself said, if the one named Vina was just his best friend no more

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I used to be his best friend but since 1.5 years ago I was his girlfriend

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Oh, I don't know, because a month ago when I asked him he answered only friends, so it's not my fault, right, if you serve the message, he said, he also promised to have a serious relationship with me, even he promised to stop approaching other women to convince me that he was serious to me, he also promised to come to my house to meet my parents and ask them for their blessing but there was no time because my college schedule with him was different.

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Do you believe everything he promised you?

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I didn't believe it at first, but he kept convincing me until I finally believed he meant it. We also promised to meet this weekend

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Yes, I know, but I love him too, even though I have not met him yet

During the exchange of messages with the woman I was incessantly crying, I was angry, I was disappointed in Aldi, she said, I thought she really wanted to get serious with me but it turned out that there was another woman who was promised seriousness by her.

Three days I have inhabited Aldi, if I used to be immediately angry with Aldi but this time no, I prefer to be quiet, I prefer to be silent, even though I still went and went home with him but there was never a conversation between us, I had already memorized how Aldi, he would be silent when I silenced him.

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A week went by and I settled in Aldi, and I couldn't take it anymore, until I decided to come to his house and talk about this matter, whatever was going to happen I was ready to accept it.

Arriving at Aldi's house I immediately knocked on his door and it happened that Aldi opened the door.he looked at me in wonder but finally smiled and told me to come in, but I refused, but I refused, I don't want to linger anymore I just ask him what he means

"What are you talking about, Yang, I don't understand? What do you mean?" he asked with a confused face. I took a rough breath before finally saying

"Yes you promised me the same seriousness, but you also promised seriousness to other women, what do you mean, even you do not acknowledge me, I know you are forced to be with me, I know you are forced to be like me, but does it have to be like this? If you're just messing around with me I said, don't promise me this and that, I also have a feeling that would hurt Al!" my annoyance.

"Okay about that I'm sorry, but it was a long time Vin, before I was with you!" euphorically

"Even you said that a month ago Al, while we were in a relationship for 1.5 years" I said with a cynical smile.

I could see her nervous and misbehaved face, I showed the contents of my message along with the woman to be read by her. Aldi bowed his head and said an apology but I ignored him

"Now I ask, do you love me?" ask him.

"I love you Vin, I'm not serious about him, I'm just lying about saying that promise to him!" he said still with his head down.

"That means you lied too when you promised to be serious to me? Hah, I should have realized long ago, that you were never serious about me, you never considered me more than a friend, I forced yourself too much to be with me, she said, and now it's up to you, but we haven't gone too far, Al, all the decisions are on you don't push yourself too much if you don't really love me, it will only hurt my feelings as well as your own. Better to leave me now before I get more afraid of losing you," I said long leber with tears that had dripped.

After I finished saying that I ran away from Aldi's house without waiting for an answer from him.