Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 16's

Today my classes are only available during the day, so I still have plenty of time in the apartment. I had just finished cooking, and after thinking about eating alone was not delicious, so I decided to invite my two best friends, because it was impossible if I invited Aldi. I immediately went to the room to pick up my cell phone and immediately contacted my two best friends.

When I called the two, they were lazy, but after I said that I cooked a lot they immediately got excited, and he said it would come soon.

And it turns out that it did not take long Ayuni and Fitria have now reached my apartment still wearing pajamas and carrying totebag that I believe it is clothes to later menggampus. I who see them like that can only shake my head, I wonder why I have such a great temen.

The three of us were already in the dining room, Ayuni and also Fitria were already like starving people who had not eaten for weeks. And it doesn't take long all the food is not left. After eating we went to my room to watch and also chat random.

"Oh yes Vin how is it with Ray?" Ask Fitria.

"Well, we also often call or just chat," I replied honestly.

"Sister Ray? who the hell, I don't know?" Tanya Ayuni with her confused face. Fitria and I told Ayuni everything and she just couldn't understand.

"Dear not Vin?" Tanya Ayuni was curious.

"If I think it's good enough, he's tall, sweet, nice, and the important thing is that he's warm, but I've only met him twice but I feel like we've known him for a long time, almost every night he calls, we talk a lot. And I also didn't feel awkward while chatting with Rayhan's sister. Ray can make me comfortable." I said at length.

"Yes you are the same brother Rayhan, I'm sure you can forget Aldi," said Fitria.

"Yaps, I'm as cool as Fitria, you have to forget Aldi Vin. I don't want you to be sad because of him. I can't have you crying every day just because he can't appreciate your feelings. You do not be too good Vin, do not just cool Aldi happiness, you also need to think about your own happiness," said Ayuni at length, I was silent to digest the words of Ayuni.

"True what Ayuni said, you also have to be happy even though not the same Aldi, try to open your heart to other men. Much better than Aldi, Vin."

I digest what Ayuni and Fitria say, maybe it's true what they say, I have to open my heart to others. I also do not want to constantly cry just because Aldi, while the man is happy with others.

Maybe it's time. I will prove that I can also let go and forget Aldi happily with others. If he can why don't I?

As promised yesterday, brother Rayahan will pick me up. My class ended three minutes ago.

"Vin, how about yuk?" bring Ayuni.

"Hehe sorry can't Ay, there's been an appointment with someone else."

"Who's Vin?" this time it was Phythia who asked.

"Sir Rayhan." I answered honestly.

"Wih cool, together with yuk, I was also invited by Derry," said Fitria

"You are so now, don't like me" said Ayuni

"Therefore do not be busy with Rudi continues, the status is not clear either." ledek Fitria, I just laughed to see Ayuni who is now frowning because of the ledge of Fitria.

"Yeah yuk, Vin we're ahead who knows brother Derry same brother Ray already waiting." invite Fitria to me.

"Babay Ayuni, we first yes, to the mall take Rudi aja!" fitria said before we both left the upset Ayuni, me and Fitria just laughed until we reached the gate and saw that Derry and Ray were waiting.

Fitria and I approached them and Derry's brother called us to safety first, and Fitria and I agreed to Derry's invitation. Brother Rayhan gave me the helmet that I immediately put on and climbed on the bike after it went along with brother Derry and Fitria who led the way, brother Rayhan run the bike casually, he said it would take longer with me.

Arriving at the sight of Fitria and brother Derry had arrived first and approached me and brother Rayhan.

"A long time until it?" Ask Mr. Derry.

After a small debate between brother Derry and brother Rayhan the four of us walked to the chair provided at this park. Fitria with brother Derry and me with brother Rayhan. We walked together but I jumped in shock because Rayhan's brother took my hand, I saw my hand and Rayhan's brother alternately, I tried to pull my hand so that his arm was released but Rayhan's brother even tightened his arm.

"Let's be like this Vin, brother doesn't want you to disappear" he said.

"What kid do you think I am, until I lose everything?" I replied with a small laugh, and let Brother Rayhan hold my hand.

We sat together in a chair that was enough for four people. We chatted and sometimes Rayhan's brother made jokes that made us laugh.

"Dry my throat" I said suddenly

"Yaudah Beliin brother used to drink yes," said brother Rayhan who seemed sensitive to the code I gave earlier, because it is honest I am very thirsty at this time.

"At last there is a sensitive one too" I said again with a smile

"Yes Vin, you feel good to be sensitive, I am a boro-boro" said Fitria while occasionally glancing at Derry's sister. Brother Derry just scratched his nape that did not itch while grimacing. Rayhan and I laughed at the two of them.

"Haha brother Derry so sensitive dong, tuh see Fitriya already all over it," I told brother Derry still with laughter. Finally Rayhan's brother and Derry's brother went to buy drinks. Now it's just me and Fitria sitting on a park bench.

"Vin, I've noticed that you laugh all the time, I look at it" Fitria said with a smile.

"Yes Fit, I feel free to be with Rayhan again, and for a moment I can forget Aldi. I don't understand this feeling either. Maybe this time I will hear your words with Ayuni at that time. I will open my heart to other men, I also cape constantly expecting Aldi. If Aldi can be happy with other women, why can't I be happy with other men?" I said at length, I hope that my decision this time is right, and hopefully there will be no regrets later.

"Sip, I support you, Vin. May your decision be the best" said Fitia hugging me, and I hugged her back.

"Emmm"

deheman's voice shocked both me and Fitria,

"His embrace?" fitria and I immediately let go of our arms and looked back and saw that Derry da Kaj Rayhan was back.

"Fit than you hug Vina better hug me," said Derry as he spread his arms preparing to hug Fitria, but instead of getting a hug Derry can even pinch from Fitria until his hands reddened because of the pinch of the girl. Me and Rayhan just laughed.

I went home with Rayhan and Fitria went home first with Derry.

"Vin, how is Aldi-Aldi" asked Brother Ray.

"meaning?" many confused.

"Yes your relationship with Aldi" explained brother Rayhan.

"Sir, I don't know either. When I want to get away and forget about him, he is always present and getting closer to me, and honestly I can not refuse. I want to get out of her shadow, brother, but I can't."

"You can't, Vin, but you're not trying. You can't be tough on yourself. I don't know much about you as that guy, but the horror of your story I know a little bit about how he is. There are still many men who love you, Vin. Don't just because you love him, you can be that easy sorry for all the mistakes he's made with you, you're too good for him, Vin. I beg you not to be a stupid woman who is easily used to be the same man as Aldi, you always keep your distance from other men because you appreciate his feelings, but try to think, you always keep your distance from other men because you appreciate his feelings, does he appreciate your feelings? Naw, right? By always apologizing to you but he always repeats his mistakes, you should be firm with him Vin, you can't keep this up. I'm sure you must be tormented" said brother Rayhan at length, I who was so cry earlier justifying everything that brother Ray said, I am indeed a stupid woman who easily forgives men who have hurt my feelings, I know Aldi is no one I am, I do not have the right to be angry with him, but Aldi is also wrong, he knows how I feel about him, but he still doesn't care about how I feel, if he doesn't like me then what his attention and kindness has been for all this time.

If he only thinks of me as his best friend, but why would he treat me as if I were his. His sweet treatment of me was unnatural only to a friend.

"You don't cry anymore, you try to talk to Aldi, and remember this time you have to be firm with him. Whatever Aldi's decision will be you have to accept it. I'm sure you can" said Brother Ray, softly nodding my head, and this oath was very comfortable. I nodded then smiled and brother Ray smiled back as well.

"Yes, my brother went home first. It was late, "" she replied with a nod and Ray's brother left my apartment.