
The days I spent with Aldi, and just so you know, even Aldi got spoiled for me, we both got closer and made everyone who saw him jealous, my status is still the same as it used to be, still remain friendly. I'm still stuck in a fate called friendzone.
I am often jealous and angry not clear to Aldi if he is close to other women, I don't know honestly I have been able to leave it to others.
I'm afraid that if one day she finds another woman, she's just getting away from me I'm not ready to lose her. You can say I'm selfish, because that's the truth.I'm selfish, and let me fight to get what I want right now.
These two years I have kept him, despite the pain I have had, but I don't want to give up. I'm sure one day he'll see me as his woman not his best friend.
And it turns out that not only do I feel this way, my best friend Ayuni also feels the same feelings and fate as me about a partner, our fate is the same and our story is almost the same, whether this is a coincidence, or not, or indeed they follow Me and Aldi which is clear I just hope that all this will be beautiful in time.
Now Ayuni and I were on the sidelines to watch Aldi, Rudi and his team play basketball. I always accompany when Aldi there is a match or just a practice as well as Ayuni who always accompany Rudi.at least I am not alone, and not lonely.
As long as they were playing me and Ayuni decided to buy drinks and snacks, then we went back to the sidelines to watch their game.
One hour they played and finally finished, Aldi approached me and I immediately gave him a drink that I had bought in the cafeteria with Ayuni.
"You know I'm thirsty" he said, taking a drink from my hand and sitting next to me.
"hungry huh?" Ask Aldi to me.
"If you want to eat, you stay at the place to eat, do not bother." I replied casually, because I know that actually Aldi himself is laper.
"But GR really who wants to take a meal, I just doang nanya," said Aldi evasive.
"Over you ah, let's go" I said, pulling Aldi's hand towards the parking lot.
After I finished eating Aldi drove me home to my apartment.
"Thank you" I said to Aldi,
"I should say thank you, for you have brought me in" said Aldi, who I replied with a nod.
"Judah I'm home, Vin."
"Ok be careful on the road, don't speed around. Then I'll be sure to hear it!" I said before Aldi left.
maybe if I hadn't avoided it too much in the past, Aldi would have been mine. But regret always comes later and I now feel sorry for ignoring Aldi the first time I knew him.
Today my class has a new student, who she says is beautiful, I just heard a glimpse, but Riska told me to be careful that Aldi likes her, there is a little fear in my heart, because I know Aldi is a male playboy who every see a beautiful woman directly in dating.
I approached Aldi who was focusing on playing the game in his phone. "Aldi" I said as I sat in front of him.
"What a pity" Aldi replied without looking at me.
"Say there will be a beautiful new daughter" I said again
"Why are you afraid I'm turning on him?"
"Not really, just ordinary. As much as you have another woman, later also back again with me," said I confidently.
"Well, if you know, why are you so rich?" he answered while playing with my hair.
"It's okay, just nanya doang, I know you are Al, you can never see a beautiful woman in the first place you are dating, what else now you have broken up with Raina, you have never been able to see a beautiful woman in person, the freer the room," I said that made Aldi a little speechless.
Today's lecture was finished as I and my two friends went to kantin in advance just to order drinks and chat discuss assignments and so on.
"Vin, the transfer boy was beautiful?" said Ayuni who I only nod because I also admitted that she was beautiful, even beautiful, when compared to me like a mistress and maid.
"Aren't you afraid of Vin, Aldi persimmon is like him?" Fitria asked that made me feel a little scared, but I tried to get as habitual as possible.
"It's okay, Fit if Aldi is interested too, anyway I'm not who Aldi is, I have no right to forbid it too right?" my answer is strong maybe even though my heart is already very scared.
"You are not a nobody Aldi, Vin, but I think you have the right to ban it" said Ayuni and only answered with a nod.
As usual Aldi drove me home to the front of the apartment and after that he went straight home. I went in and immediately laid myself on the sofa before I finally took a shower and changed my clothes.
I'm still thinking about that new kid named Fania, I'm afraid Aldi will turn to her and stay away from me. I'm not ready yet. Yes, I have a right to be jealous and angry, why? Because this is indeed the fault of Aldi, Aldi who has made me fall to him, Aldi who makes me expect it, and Aldi who seems to behave that I am his.
As long as I was with Aldi I never again had a love affair with another man after breaking up with my oldest and most beloved ex Rendi, even when I broke up with him I was not as sad as when I saw Aldi close to other women. Until now I have never had a boyfriend. And that's all because of Aldi, I don't want to find another man, because my heart has chosen Aldi, even though I often hurt because of him, but somehow I never hated Aldi. The reason is just one, because I love Aldi so much.