Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 26's

Early in the morning I had to face the lecturer in his room.I was lazy actually because my lecturer this one always confided about romance even he always bragged himself.

But even so I love him, he is the best lecturer in my opinion, a lecturer who is not too many rules and the most current lecturer.

Once I get to her room as usual she won't ask me about the assignment right away, but she will confide.

Though lazy I still listened to him and responded to him. I can also confide in him.

Don't get me wrong he knows everything about me and Aldi as well.he's as close to Aldi as I am.

After finishing with the chat session with the lecturer's mother I also paid for class.

"OKs. Eh Vin, you please find your girlfriend yes, tell her to come here." she said, which I only nod.

After leaving the room of my favorite lecturer, I went to look for Aldi. in class there is nothing, there is also no cafeteria, and I decided to go to safety while waiting for my two best friends, but when I got there, I saw a scene that made my heart ache.

I saw that Aldi and Fania were joking and laughing happily, with Aldi holding Fania from behind. At first I wanted to run away and cry but that intention I paused.as hard as I could hold back my tears from falling, and approached the two people, and approached the two, and,

"Sorry to disturb," I said as I patted Aldi's shoulder gently for him to look at me, I could see the shock on his face, and a look of disdain on Fania's face, but I was bodo.

"I'm going yes" Fania told Aldi

"No need to go here, I also just want to nyampein message from Ane doang kok," said I held off the departure of Fania.

"Al, told Bu Ane to leave the room." I continued and immediately left the two of them without waiting for an answer from Aldi. For today I don't cry anymore.

Although I was sick to see them both, but I realized that she was still the queen in Aldi's heart, even though Aldi was my current boyfriend, but it was just a status. I have his body but not his heart.

After the incident that day, Aldi and I did not greet each other, who did not avoid it, because if I was looking at it, I still showed a smile towards him, even though only a thin smile.

At least I try to act ordinary in front of him, even though my heart is actually hurt.I just smile, because this kind of wound I have often gotten from a long time ago.

At this time my status is indeed Aldi's lover, and to be angry even I have the right, but I as much as possible to set aside my emotions, he said, not because I don't care but I'm aware that Aldi's heart is still entirely for Fania.

Once I sat down with the two of them, I could only smile wryly when I saw the two of them walking hand in hand past me.

if Aldi chooses to go back with Fania then what can I do? There's nothing I can do but let it go. Maybe? I also cannot mean Aldi, because it will only hurt my own feelings.

Today I came home a little late, because after my campus and my two friends decided to play especially at home Fitria.

After getting off the taxi, I walked towards my apartment and how shocked I was when I got to the front door of the apartment, I found Aldi standing there with his head pressed against the wall.

I looked at him and immediately opened the door of my apartment and told Aldi to come in. I went to my room to keep my bag and also change my clothes, after that I went to the kitchen to take drinks and snacks for me and Aldi.

I approached Aldi in the middle room and sat beside him, there was no conversation between the two of us, only the sound of television in this room until the sound of Deheman from Aldi was heard, taking my eyes off the television

"Vin, I'm sorry about what happened at the park" he said. I did not answer to keep pokus looking at Aldi's face, looking at his expression and waiting for the continuation of the man's words.

"At that time I was invited by Fania to safety, she just apologized to me about the incident at that time.she felt guilty and wanted to correct her mistake.she did not ask me to return the same, he did not ask me, but he just asked me not to hate him, he wanted to break up well and at that time I did. From that moment we both decided to win" he explained. I was still silent and he sighed before continuing his words.

"Sorry that time you saw me hug him, I was too airy. At that time I promised you, to learn to love you. But I'm sorry I fucked you. I know you must be angry and disappointed with me, but I can't lie to my own feelings that I still love him very much, he said, and you know it's not easy for me to escape him that way." he continued while looking at me, I smiled at him and patted his shoulder softly.

"Honestly, actually I want to be angry, even I want to slap you right then and there, but I hold it, I'm aware of my position, I've been your boyfriend, I've been, but it's just status.." I looked at him but he looked down.

"When your heart still belongs to him, not me. I also realized, you just had to date with me, more precisely just your pity and guilt. I don't want you to stay with me. Do not impose yourself Al, for it will only hurt your heart. I think we haven't gone far. Pursue your love and happiness, do not torture yourself because it is still with me," I said at length, I saw Aldi just lowered his head.

I rubbed his cheeks to look at me, I smiled at him as if telling him through a smile that I was fine. But I'm trying to toughen up, I don't want him to be burdened by me.

"Don't think about my feelings, I just see you're happy just I'm happy Al," I said sincerely.

"Vin, I know you're sincere, but I also know deep down you're hurt. I'm sorry that I've been too deep to hurt your heart and feelings. I know, I realized it too late. Vin, don't ever tell me to leave you again, I promised to love you, and now I'm learning.

"Al, I will not tell you to forget him, I will not mean you to stay away from him because I am sure if you are really the same as me, your feelings for her will go away on their own" I said and smiled at her. Aldi hugged me tightly while continuing to say sorry and thank you, I just smiled to hear it and returned the hug Aldi not less tightly.