Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 24

For almost five days I ignored every message that Aldi sent me, and during that time I learned to ignore everything about Aldi, my two best friends never talked about the man again, and I'm so grateful to them for helping me forget it.

Aldi had also entered the campus two days ago, and while the other friends welcomed his arrival, only I remained silent sitting on my own bench without a single look at him. I don't hate it, but I'm just building my defensive wall so I don't fall into it anymore.

I sat in the back garden of the campus just to read a novel and calm my mind. Until a soft pat on my shoulder averted my eyes. I looked back to see who was trying to disturb me. With a cold face I saw who it was and it turned out to be Aldi, the person I was avoiding.

Upon learning that the man was Aldi I got up and intended to leave but a hand stopped me.

"Sit down." he said to me. Despite hearing his orders but I ignored him, I was still in the position before, which was to stand. Until finally Aldi pulled my body until I sat on his lap. Uncomfortable with the position, I got up and sat down in the chair next to him. Five minutes no one spoke, so Aldi let out a deep breath and began to speak.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Ask her to me

"It's okay" I answered briefly

"For three days I was sick, but why have you never looked at me, do you not care about me anymore? Don't you love me anymore?" Ask Aldi in a firm voice. I was silent and did not want to answer everything that Aldi asked, because it would only make my defense collapse.I therefore choose silence rather than having to answer and the edges I will cry again.

"Why Vin, why don't you answer?, usually every time I'm sick, you worry about me the most. But why now you even seem not to care at all about me, why!!!" I just sighed hearing Aldi's words.

I don't think why should he be angry? he should be happy because I no longer bother him. And did he forget, even I had time to visit him even though he did not get into his room.

"Hmm .. that was Al, because now there's someone changing my position. He has more rights than me, and I don't want to bother you or him either. I see you're happier with him now. So why do I worry about you again, there is Fania who is more worried about you and better take care of you, and now I am not needed anymore," I said at length.

I wanted to cry now, but as hard as I tried to hold it back, I promised myself not to cry anymore because of this man in front of me.

"I still need you, Vin. Although Fania is my boyfriend, you are my best friend. You two are in my heart, and I keep you in each other's place. But just as special. I beg you not to avoid me again, I need you, I miss you, vin."

Hearing the words of Aldi just now I can not hold my tears anymore, I again cry because of the same person, whether I have to be how now.on one side I also miss him, I also miss him, I want to get back close to him, but on the other hand I don't want to feel the same pain.

'god I have to be like, I love him, I love him and I don't want to lose him either'

"I'm sorry Al, I can't like it anymore, I beg you to understand me" I said weakly.

"You said you love me, you love me, but what? Even you will leave me Vin! You used to not have this problem, when I was dating Riska and the others you were fine-fine, why now you are like gini?" Ask annoyed.

"Al, you know all this time I've been fighting alone.I've been enduring pain, I cape Al, don't force me to hold on again, I'm not trying to, because for almost two years I survived and fought for you. There are times when the fight will be tired and give up because the struggle is not also fruitful.so let me give up Al, I have cape. Don't force me to hold on again. I'm leaving, may you be happy with him, and don't look for me again, assume we've never known him before." I said at length, then left Aldi who was still sitting down on the garden chair.

I went to the toilet to fix my disheveled appearance because I was crying earlier. Fortunately my eyes were not swollen and red so people would not think if I had cried.

After the toilet, I went to class to take my next class. As long as the lecturer explained the material I tried to focus more and try to forget what happened earlier.

After returning home from campus I immediately did the task that the lecturer gave me. I deliberately did it from the beginning so as not to get too late in my sadness.

After I finished doing my job, I went to the kitchen to get water and snacks and then returned to the room and read a novel that I had not finished reading.

Ddreet.... Ddretti

The vibrations on my phone took my eyes off the novel I was reading, I grabbed my phone and opened the message I had just entered, after seeing who the sender was I could only sigh, at first I wanted to ignore the message but my curiosity was greater to read it.

From: Aldi

I'll decide Fania for you,

if it can make you not avoid me anymore

After reading the message from Aldi there was a feeling of pain in my heart, I knew I should be happy, but I don't know I was even more sad and sad.

To: Aldi

You don't have to do that, Al.

it will only hurt yourself.

I don't expect it to be the same with you, anyway,

You don't have to kill him just because of me, I don't want people to think of me as a destroyer of your relationship with him.

From: Aldi

Nothing Vin, as long as you don't mind me anymore.

let me sacrifice for you this time. I know that your sacrifice has done so much for me.

To: Aldi

I don't need pity from you, Al.

continue your life with her, I know you love her so much.

Never sacrifice your happiness and love just for me,

it will only make me feel guilty. I know your heart is only for him not for me. So never force yourself.

After replying to a message from Aldi I decided to keep my phone and had no intention of replying to a message from him again.

I admit I wanted to have Aldi, but if he sacrificed his feelings and happiness for me, I didn't want to and it wouldn't make me happy.

Today there is no schedule for college and bored me, finally I decided to contact my two friends and invite them both to just walk around eliminating fatigue, and fortunately they agreed.

After finishing getting the approval from them I rushed to take a shower and got ready to leave.

I just arrived at the mall and have not seen the whereabouts of my two best friends.

It's been about ten minutes I've been waiting for the two of them but it hasn't been seen the trunk of his nose yet.

Finally I decided to wait in the cafe in the mall and send a message to them to tell me the location where I was waiting.

When I was just sitting there was a woman who came to me, and if you know, that woman is Fania. I don't know what purpose she came to me that obviously now my feelings become unpleasant.

"Hi Vin," he said, to which I replied with a smile.

I was actually lazy to respond to this woman. At first I thought he was really nice and friendly, but it turned out that the initial impression was good.

"It just so happened to meet here" he said coldly.

"Why?" I don't lose cold.

"You know Aldi mutusin I was last night?"

"I don't know, and I don't want to know either."

"But unfortunately you have to know Vin" he said cynically.

"Why?" many confused.

"Because, the reason he broke up with me is you!"

"Why me?"

"Where do I know. But he obviously killed me because of you! I know you've been with him for a long time, do you not see he is happy with me. Why should you be damaged Vin. Don't you like him?" accuse me. I am silent.

"Silence means yes, I expected it from the beginning. You love him, don't you, Vin? but unfortunately he loves me the same. I know you must be very sick because your love is not avenged. You don't want me to be the same Aldi, until you use a sneaky way to get Aldi." he continued, which made me emotional because of his words.

"I liked it, but I never had the intention to take it. He told me he would decide for me, but I refused. I never wanted to be a reason for you to split up. And don't ever bring me into your relationship" I said and left the cafe. And fortunately, when I just came out of the cafe, the two friends of mine were just about to enter. Without saying anything I just pulled the two of them away from the cafe.