Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 25's

After the incident at the cafe at that time, I immediately contacted Aldi telling him to return to Fania.

I don't want to be the reason for their relationship. Not that I don't like him anymore, but I just don't want to be labeled as the bad guy here.

I also told him not to talk about me avoiding him anymore. Because I didn't completely avoid it, I just kept a little distance so that people wouldn't think of me as the third person between Aldi and Fania.

A week after the return of the relationship Aldi and Fania I always see a happy look on Aldi's face. Seeing that I can only smile thinly, between happy and sliced. Even during the two years I was with Aldi I never saw him this happy.

I can only hope that his happiness is not only for a moment, and I hope that Fania's feelings now can accept Aldi sincerely, he said, no longer because he felt like he was in the beginning he accepted Aldi to be his lover.

And at this time my relationship with Aldi is also fine, I no longer avoid it, but also not too close to him just greeting or exchanging makeshift messages. It cannot be said to be close, but it cannot be said to be far away.

All this time I've been used to circumstances like this even though my feelings are still the same as before but I try to hide it as much as possible because I also do not want to make Aldi sad let alone make him feel guilty.

Aldi had also brought Fania to his house to be introduced to his parents. I'm sure he must have been serious about his relationship with Fania, and don't forget whatever he's going to do for Fania, Aldi always asked or asked me for an opinion first. do not ask again how I feel, which is clear my heart feels sliced but I try to strengthen myself, as much as possible I smile to respond to it. trying hard with everything that happened.

Several times Aldi confided to me about Fania always exchanging messages with some other men, but I always reminded him not to think too much about it and always to think positively.

Although I know that Fania has a lover other than Aldi, but I have no right to tell Aldi. I just want him to know by himself without me telling. because I'm sure he won't believe it either. So I want to do something else besides let it go.

But I also thought about how Aldi's reaction would be when he found out about it, I'm sure he'd be very disappointed. I also did not deny that Aldi and I sometimes like to walk or just play at his house or not play in my apartment without Fania's knowledge.but me and he met just to tell a story, just to tell a story, aldi must have told me about Fania.

Even I was fed up with hearing it, I also thought that maybe Aldi forgot about me liking him so that he could casually tell me about Fania and not think about my hurt feelings.

This Sunday I intend to clean up my apartment, because by chance today I have no events and also no tasks that I have to do.

Finished with cleaning the apartment and also cleaning myself I walked to the living room to just relax while watching television, but the sound of my apartment bell interfered with my singing this time.

I lazily walked to open the door, and how shocked I was to see the state of Aldiansyah's son who was very chaotic, disheveled hair and face that was tangled and bent. This time I saw him like this. Without being invited Aldi came in and sat on the sofa that I was sitting on.

"Why are you Al?" I was curious, he did not answer and instead hugged me with his back moving up and down. I'm sure he was crying. I was confused why he was like this.

I stroked his back just to calm him down. And after feeling Aldi had calmed down I again asked the reason why he was like this, so Aldi took a deep breath before he began to tell the cause of him like this .

"I didn't expect Vin, he'd be this bad as me. I never forced him to accept me. Why is it that when I'm this dear as him I just found out if he accepts me out of pity, I think he's really sincere with me, but I'm wrong, actually," he said with tears flowing.

"Do you know where Al is?" manya curious.

"I knew when I checked his phone, and I also read the incoming messages that were on her phone and it was almost all from men and just so you know one of them is her lover."

"You know from where if one of them is his lover, you don't first think negativ like that Al, who knows it's just his friend," I said trying to give understanding

"How could I think it was his friend, if the man himself said that he was his lover," he said in an angry tone.

I just sighed not intending to reply to Aldi's words, because really I also felt disappointed in Fania. I never imagined this would happen and saw the situation. This kind of Aldi makes my heart hurt.

"It's good that you already know everything." I said slowly, but can still be heard by Aldi to make him frown confused.

"You mean?" tanyanya's confused.

"I've known from a long time actually, since you've been dating her,"

"Why don't you tell me?"

"I don't want to ruin your happiness Al. And I'm sure you won't believe what I'm saying either, so I choose to be quiet and let you know for yourself, and seeing your circumstances like this makes me regret letting you be like him. This is why I don't like Fania because she's not as good as she looks." I explained at length.

If at that time I didn't want to be a destroyer in the relationship between Aldi and Fania but for now allow me to be the bad guy here.

When I saw Aldi hurt like yesterday I couldn't accept it as if I also felt the pain of death he was feeling.

I know I'm no better than Fania, but if he has hurt Aldi's feelings then do not blame me if at that time I will try to take Aldi from him even in a sneaky way though.

I will never give up again for now. If yesterday-yesterday I do not want to be the reason they separated then this time please involve me in the separation of Aldi and Fania.

At 08:15 I was in the campus more precisely at the park. As usual I read novels while waiting for my class to arrive.

About ten minutes later the class was about to start.I walked down the corridor to the classroom and as I was about to enter the classroom I saw Fania who was also going to the same class as me.

I waited for him to walk in class but I prevented him, I saw a confused look on his face, making me develop my smile, but not a friendly smile but a cynical smile. I close my face to her ear and whisper.

"You hurt her, then don't blame me if I take it from you" I whispered right in Fania's ear. I saw Fania's reddened face holding back the upset but I didn't care about it.

I walked towards my seat and I took a glance at Aldi who was looking at me confused, I just smiled at him.

I know that Aldi and Fania haven't ended their relationship and haven't solved the problem.

I realize that Aldi still loves and loves Fania very much, but maybe he is too disappointed to make Aldi want to not have to do this.

Actually I want to help them back, but I undo my intention.I still stay to survive and fight for Aldi back even though I have to be the third person, he said, and I don't care about people saying that I take a chance in narrowness, because they don't know what's going on, and they don't know what I'm feeling.

They can only judge without finding out the truth. I don't care if they think I'm the bad guy here either, because the real bad guy here isn't me. I live my life, so I don't need people who can only comment on my life without knowing what my life really is.

I do not care even though Aldi made me an outlet for his heartache, because I am sure that one day Aldi will look at me.

I know if I'm overconfident, though, but I'm sure that Aldi was destined for me but God deliberately played him first so that this story becomes more interesting and makes us feel what loss, disappointment, and disappointment are, sadness and regret so that we can appreciate each other more.

Aldi and I were in the back yard, chatting occasionally joking and laughing. Now I feel that the old Aldi has now returned, but in the midst of our laughter there are women who approach us both with red faces holding back resentment.I just quietly listen to the debate of the two people, I just listen to the debate, not intending to interfere in their affairs.

"You want anything else?" Tanya Aldi flat.

" Al, I used to have to accept you." said Fania

"Honestly also turned out" said Aldi still with his flat face.

"I'm not done talking, Al. I took you for pity then, but now I really love you. I don't want to lose you, I don't want to share with you. I'm sorry" said Fania, who was crying. I saw Aldi silent. I know she doesn't want to lose Fania either and I'm sure that the bottom of her heart must hold a great longing for Fania.

Aldi looked at me as if asking me for an opinion but I just threw my face in another direction.I don't want to give up again this time, let me be a selfish person who only attach importance to my happiness, only, but he also must know that all this time I have been kind enough to let him be happy on my wounds. so allow me now to be selfish and to attach importance to my own happiness even though I have to sacrifice the happiness of the people I love so much. Because I believe love will come over time, it's just that I have to be patient waiting for that love to come to Aldi for me.

Since that day Aldi and Fania have officially broken up. But somehow when I heard directly from the person that Aldi prefers to part with Fania and choose me, I do not feel happy, I feel guilty, either guilty for what, because of what, I myself don't know. I just live what is now.

About Aldi? Now he's taking his time for me, like he used to pick me up and take me anywhere. I used to be happy with his sweet treatment but for now I'm not as happy as I used to be when getting his sweet treatment.

I know Aldi is still learning to love me, I know his heart is still for Fania. And maybe that's why I don't feel happy with the sweet treatment. I wanted to let her go again for her happiness, but my little heart seemed to whisper to keep her.

This afternoon Aldi said he was going to my apartment, and now that I'm making a cheesecake that Aldi likes, I want to try to be the best for Aldi so that he can open his heart to me, looking at me as a lover is no longer a friend.

I just finished making a cheesecake, the bell sound of the apartment rang, and I can guess that it must have been Aldi. When I opened the door, I saw Aldi who was smiling, although his smile was not as wide as when he was with Fania, but I was grateful that he did not hate me.

"Al, I made this cheesecake for you" I said giving him the cheesecake.

"Woahhhh nice, thank you dear," he said happy , then kissed my cheek briefly. I who was surprised by his sudden action was only able to fall silent, and I could feel my cheeks slightly warm up, I was sure my cheeks must be red at the moment.

"You're why you're in it," he said, awakening my daydreams.

"Ah, I-I'm fine." I replied stammeringly. Aldi just smiled and continued to eat the cake. Aldi will not be disturbed by dealing with cheesecake, so I prefer to play my phone.

"Vin, I'm sorry," he said slowly. I was silent, confused by what Aldi meant just now.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to open my heart to you. But I'll learn to love you from now on, please help me," she continued, making me understand where she was going.

"Al if you can't, don't have to be forced, I won't mean you. I love you, but love doesn't have to. I know you love him, I'm fine if you want to come back with him again" I said at length, and smiled at the end. Trying to look as fresh as possible.

"Sir, Vin. I have decided to stay with you, you have sacrificed a lot for me, you fought for me, let me fight for you now. Now I don't love you yet, but someday I will love you. I ask that you be patient and help me to learn to love you." His words were sincere and took me into his arms, making me moved and shed tears. I nodded and smiled at him.

Tonight Aldi invited me to go out, but did not go alone but together with Rudi and Ayuni. Along the way Aldi continued to hold my hand that was coiling around his waist. And I put my head on her back, and honestly it's very comfortable.

The motor stopped at a roadside stall, and it turned out that Rudi and Ayuni had arrived first. As Aldi parked the bike I went to Ayuni who was sitting on a bench that was already provided.

"Do you want grilled corn?" Rudi asked the two of us who I answered with just a nod. After that Rudi and Aldi went to order grilled corn for us.

"How's vin?" Ask Ayuni which makes me confused.

"What?"

"You're with Aldi,"

"However, Aldi has not been able to open his heart for me. I'm kind of mean, actually, I told you that he doesn't need to. But yesterday she said that she would learn to love me and ask me to help her." Obviously I'm at length.

"Now you just have to be patient Vin, I'm sure someday he will also return your feelings," said Ayuni while stroking my back. And I just nodded.

"Corn it is finished," said Rudi cheerfully, and distributed the grilled corn one by one to each of them.

"Al, don't let it go again" Rudi told Aldi

"Relax bro later cave iket he can not escape again," replied Aldi then stroked –elus nod my head gently.

"You think I'm a picket-all goat!" I said, and the three of them laughed.

After chatting and laughing with the four of us decided to go home, because the day was also getting night.

Along the way to the apartment there were no conversations coming out of each of us, the situation became lonely and awkward, actually I wanted to ask him something but I did not have the courage.

Arriving at the Aldi diapartement immediately berampit to go home, do not forget to gently stroke my hair.