Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 17's

Today I intend to invite Aldi to meet, I want to get clarity about my relationship with Aldi.

True said brother Ray I must be firm this time.I am also a human who has feelings, wants to be happy even though not with Aldi.

I took the phone that was on the nightstand to contact Aldi. It was the third ringing but Aldi has not yet lifted it. Dingan to five and until the operator spoke, Aldi did not also pick up my phone.

I tried again but still not raised as well, until the fifth call was still not lifted, I finally gave up, maybe Aldi was busy with Fania.

I must understand and also know myself, I am not the one who is for Aldi.

I waited for three hours but Aldi didn't call me either. Finally I decided to send a message to Aldi, asking for his whereabouts at this time. But it's been ten minutes bulum also There is a reply, usually Aldi is always quick to reply messages from me, but this time not.

It's five in the afternoon and I'm done cleaning the apartment, even I've been sleeping and cooking but there's also no reply from Aldi, honestly there's a little concern in my heart for him, because usually busy Aldi, even though he was with his girlfriend, Aldi never ignored messages from me, but this time he ignored messages and even calls from me.

Drett.... Dreetts

The vibration from the phone surprised me. I hope it was a message from Aldi, I quickly took the phone that was on my bedside nightstand, with a smile that expands I opened the incoming message, I said, but after I opened the message, my smile faded, because it was not a message from Aldi that I had hoped for but instead a message from brother Ray came in.

From: brother Rayhan

Vina Night

To: brother Rayhan

Night is also my brother

From: brother Rayhan

What else, brother bothers you?

To: brother Rayhan

Again waiting for a message from Aldi kak, ⁇

from noon I called Aldi no reply until now. ⁇

I'm worried she's why

From: brother Rayhan

Oh.

Do you love Aldi Vin?

When Rayhan's brother replied like that I just felt guilty.I was sensitive, I could see from the way he looked at me, paying attention to me, I knew very well that Rayhan's brother liked me, I knew, but I pretended not to know.

But I seem to have hurt Rayhan's feelings, when he was kind and attentive to me, I worried about Aldi. When I was with him, I told Aldi instead.

I've been so mean to Rayhan, I've hurt his feelings. I know how painful it is because I feel it too, even more than Rayhan's brother feels. Ray's brother is a good man and I shouldn't hurt Ray's feelings.

To: brother Rayhan

You know, I have been with Aldi for a long time, even without a clear status,

I really love Aldi.

but I had contacted Aldi to ask to meet because I wanted to ask Aldi for clarity about my relationship and him, I do not want to continue, I also want to be happy even though not the same him.

From: brother Rayhan

I understand Vin, you are positive, maybe Aldi is busy.

you are patient.

To: brother Rayhan

Thanks

Lately me and brother Rayhan always go and go home together, but I try to hide, I don't want Aldi to see me as another man, he said, even though Aldi is nobody to me but I still really hope for Aldi.

At that time I was invited home together by Rayhan's brother and I agreed because Aldi also at that time could not go home with me because he wanted to take Fania home, but while in the middle of the trip Aldi sent me a message, asked me where and he invited me home together, I was happy, and I didn't waste the opportunity, because I too have rarely come home with Aldi and now is the place for me, but I am confused to find a reason for Brother Ray to bring me down, I'm afraid Aldi's afraid to run by and see me with Ray's brother. And I was forced to lie to Ray's brother, and luckily Ray believed. And I can go home with Aldi.

Tonight I was really bored in the apartment there were no activities I had to do. I just looked through social media and went back to watching television again. Not long after my phone rang a sign of a phone coming in, I saw my phone screen on, and it turned out it was Ray's brother who called, without waiting for a long time I immediately picked it up.

"Hallo Ray's brother" I said as I picked up the phone from Ray's sister.

"Hallo and Vina, what else? Big brother isn't it?" Ask Ray from the phone.

"Haha not kok my brother also from earlier bosen, brother again what?" much

"No longer think of you" said brother Ray in a joking tone, I just laughed in response to his words.

"Vin, can you ask?"

"May you brother, ask me what?"

"You are very dear to the Aldi-Aldi.if there is a man who wants to replace the position of Aldi in your heart how?" Ask Ray from the phone. I'm honestly confused by Ray's question.

"I mean brother?" ask me confused.

"Well, if there's another guy who loves you how, do you want to accept that guy?" I was silent for a moment, trying to digest what Ray meant, and I understand now.

"Yes, if the man is sincere love me, there is no harm I try, who knows I can turn away from Aldi. I also want to be happy, brother, and I want to find my happiness, like Aldi who has been blessed already. But I'm afraid.." I'm obviously wide open but still hanging.

"Fear why Vin?" Ask Ray

"I'm afraid later to make that man just an outlet, I don't want to hurt anyone else! If I'm xuma soin the man's impingement what difference I am with Aldi, both assholes who do not appreciate the feelings of others. I don't want to hurt anyone else, brother. I honestly still hope a lot for Aldi's, but I know that this is just a waste" I explained again.

"Vin, I understand how you feel, but don't you want to try? honestly, from the beginning, you met my sister, she was interested in you. Brother love you Vin, even brother love you. Brother knows your feelings towards Aldi are huge, but brother please, you don't believe me Vin! There are still many who love you including your sister. Brother knows we just knew but brother will help you make Lupain Aldi. Brother will try to make you turn around the same brother. You want to be sister's boyfriend?"

I was moved to hear Ray's words, eager for me to hug Ray's brother at this time.

Tomorrow I go to the campus early in the morning, it should be noon but suddenly my best friend says that the lecture in the field so early in the morning because the lecturer wants to go abroad.

I rushed to the campus by public transport, my motorcycle was taken by my brother, because I also rarely wear it so I told my brother to take it. because unfortunately also if I do not wear it continuously, my campus is also not too far right, so it's okay if my motorcycle is taken by my brother.

Today I made a pact with Ray, all of you to give me an answer last night, I am still confused, but there is no harm in trying? I know I'm mean to Ray's brother, but Ray's brother offers all of this, and Ray's ready if I'm really uncomfortable with him later, I'm sure Ray must have thought about the possibilities, so brother Ray would help me. But I'm also a little scared, I'm afraid later when I've fully opened my heart to Ray's brother, but Ray's brother has left me. I'm not ready for that.

I walked towards the front gate because brother Rayhan was waiting. And it turns out that Derry's sister was there too, I'm sure Fitria made a deal with him, but why didn't Fitria tell me? Usually he always asks in order to be together. I walked up to Ray's sister and didn't forget to say hello to Derry.

"Eh Vin, where's Fitria?" Ask Derry to me.

"Still in the dalem deh like, I went out first brother" I replied.

Not long after that Fitria and Ayuni came, I saw Fitria was shocked to see that Derry's sister here, I saw, and Ayuni only greeted Rayhan and Derry and then left because her invitation was waiting.

"Sir Derry why didn't you tell me you were coming here?" fitria said to Brother Derry.

"So he was with Ray, he said we were all playing?" said brother Derry.

The four of us went to the cafe at the mall to eat first, actually we were going to the park where we used to be, but Brother Derry said he was hungry and so we're here to accompany Derry and Fitria to eat, while me and Ray's sister just order a drink.

After finishing the cafe the four of us decided to go to the park. And then go home. During the day Ray always held my hand.he was very sweet, I was happy at that time, although sometimes I remember Aldi.

at that time I also asked brother Ray to date. Of course by pouring out my fears and worries first, and brother Ray does not mind if I still love Aldi.

Brother Ray also did not forbid me to be close to Aldi, because brother Ray said 'I know it is not easy, but let your heart choose, do not make this a burden' I salute Ray, he's mature and patient, and I don't want to hurt him. I will try to take care of his heart and his feelings, and of course learn to accept his heart and his presence.