Love Starts With Dreams

Episode 7's

Some days I often daydream about the words of Ayuni and Fitria a few days ago who proposed for me to fight back my feelings for Aldi.

I thought, should I like it again? though the taste that was present yesterday has not fully gone and now should I waver back.

I kept thinking about it with all the possibilities that might happen, and I also remembered that now Aldi already had a lover close to me. should I go back to continuing my thoughts of becoming a PHO in their relationship, I can't and don't dare.

After long thoughts and full of consideration I finally decided to live a friendship first with Aldi, for in the future I submit in time, because time will answer.

Day by day I was getting closer to Aldi but just being close as a friend on campus was nothing more, and I felt now the feeling I thought of Aldi as just a friend, just a friend, but I don't know what Aldi thinks I am.

I also often told Raina to Aldi who often sent messages to me just to ask her. I salute Raina because she can be so trusting of Aldi who is clearly a playboy who can not see a little beautiful woman directly he approached.

I shook my head to see that his nature had not changed, even though he had a lover who was far away from him.

I send it in even often mengombali by him, but I'm used to it, although I also sometimes baper with his treatment of me.

Some days I feel lost figure Aldi. I feel lately Aldi a bit indifferent towards me, I don't know what the cause. But I try to think positively, "maybe Aldi is busy," I believe in my heart.

My class ended ten minutes ago but I was still reluctant to get out of my seat, Ayuni and Fitria said no to the toilet before going home, I chose to wait for them in class instead of going to the toilet.

I got up from where I was sitting intending to wait for my two best friends in front of the class. I saw in front of Aldi who was walking towards me, I saw him smiling, whether it was smiling at me or not, I did not want GR first so I did not return the smile.

I walked past him and without me guessing Aldi was holding my hand, my chest was beating fast as Aldi held my hand at such a close distance, I could feel his breath behind my ears.

"Wanna go home with me?" Aldi asked quietly, still holding my hand. I smiled and shook my head, Aldi let go of his grip and stood before me.

"why?" tannya again.

"It's okay. I'll take the bike and go home with Fitria and Ayuni." My answer gave a reason. Aldi nodded in understanding.

"Yes next time," he said again, I just smiled and went to the parking lot waiting for my two best friends.

The initial intention will be to wait in front of the class, but because I met Aldi so I have to wait for them in the parking lot.

Not long after I waited for my two best friends to come too, I told them about the incident.

Ayuni and Fitria even shook my head when I heard that I refused Aldiansyah's invitation. I was confused why they even menoyorku, am I wrong?

"Vina, why did you refuse her invitation anyway," said Fitria which made me so confused.

"Vin you should have accepted her, that's a chance you know." Ayuni added. Either I am slow to think, or indeed they are too convoluted to talk. I swear I don't know what they mean,

"A chance? What chance?" many confused.

How foolish I was to refuse Aldi's invitation, when it was an opportunity for me to get closer to him. Anyway if next time he invites me home with him again I will not refuse him again."I hope there's still a chance he'll take me home with him again." Hope in my heart.

Tonight I was not alone because Fitria and Ayuni came to do a task together.

It's good so I won't think too much about him. It didn't feel like it was midnight now and I and my two best friends had just finished our college assignment.

***

A week has passed I hope Aldi will take me home together, but it turns out that the opportunity is no longer there, I was a little disappointed because it turns out my expectations are far from reality, and my disappointment grew after knowing that Aldi had a lover who still majored with me and Aldi.

Either I have to argue with them, I want to be angry but I also realize I have no right to it, but honestly I feel jealous when I see them.

I walked towards the parking lot where I kept my motorcycle, and I saw Aldi wearing a helmet to his new girlfriend.

I unconsciously shed tears. I know, I am not who Aldi is, but may I hope to be in the position of the woman who is now smiling sweetly with such treatment from Aldi.

When I got to my room, I laid my body on the bed. I felt so tired that I didn't do anything on campus, but somehow I felt so tired. My two best friends always remind me to forget Aldi, but forgetting is not an easy thing to do.

Drrtt.

The sound of the vibration of my phone resuscitated my daydream, I saw that there was a message from Aldi, I was curious to open the message and confused by the contents of the message that Aldi sent.

From: Aldi

"Vina what's tonight you have an event?".

To:alds

"No, why?"

Not usually aldi asked me that, not long after the reply message from Aldi appeared, and I quickly read it

From: Aldi

"I'd like to take you out at 7pm, right, I'll pick you up."

To:alds

" Ok "

My reply was to Aldi's invitation, I'm happy that aldi is taking me out tonight.

I saw the clock on my phone already showing at 17:50 that means soon. I immediately rushed to the bathroom and got ready, now it was only half seven yag which means half an hour more aldi would pry me, but the rain fell profusely. I let out a long sigh, I let out a long sigh, that means me and Aldi won't be out together.

I immediately picked up my phone that was on the nightstand and immediately sent a message to Aldi to cancel his invitation, because the rain was getting heavier, and Aldi agreed. Though I was eager to walk with him, could God not allow me to meet him? I let out a rough sigh and immediately got up to change my clothes in my pajamas as it seemed like I was going to just go to sleep tonight.