JIWO PROMISE

Jiwo Galau's

"Where, Wo?" asked Kyu while patting Jiwo's arm slowly which immediately jumped in shock.

"Huh? What's?" jiwo asked amid the shock.

Kyu shook her head somewhat annoyed. Since then Jiwo like can not be talked to. He seems to be daydreaming a lot.

"You got a problem?" ask Kyu later.

"No." replied Jiwo after being able to ease his shock.

"Trus why daydream continuously from earlier? What's the matter? Just story. Even if I can't help or help, at least your tangle of thoughts can be a little unraveled with a story to someone" said Kyu wisely.

Jiwo still survives not to tell stories. He was confused as to how to tell.

"What makes you nervous? Your boyfriend?" kyu asked not to give up.

"Hmm.." Jiwo replied at last.

"Why him? Cheated on? Or ask to break up because of the delay?" guess Kyu then.

"Not both." Jiwo replied slowly.

"Then what? You miss her? Want to meet? Want hugs?" kyu asked with a smile. Jiwo also smiled even though what came out was a wry smile.

A miss? Ja. It's really, really.

Want to meet? Definitely! But it can't be until the contract is over.

Want to hug him? That's the big dream. Wanted him to do it after coming home from Korea and after proposing to her. But it's still a long time ago.

And will it really be done?

Jiwo whimpered sadly to himself in his heart.

It's been over a year since he returned to communication with Witri. Aksa is almost six months old. Jiwo felt his struggle to win the heart of Witri had not shown any meaningful development.

Even last night his heart was made sick when Witri asked which girl was now his lover.

"Kok that's it? There are no other girls! I'll wait for you Wit." Jiwo said back and always confirmed about it.

"Wo, if I may suggest, try to open your heart to others. I'm afraid I won't be able to accept you again. Your time will be wasted just for me who like this" said Witri after being silent to each other.

Jiwo felt expelled as Witri spoke like that. Really, it hurts so much.

"Why should I try like that? What if it turns out that later I have opened my heart to others and it turns out you can accept me again? Can you imagine how sad it is? Not only will the two of us be sad and sorry for a lifetime, but the person I opened my heart's door will also be hurt" Jiwo said.

"He doesn't need to get hurt because he will still have you. If that happens, I will definitely leave so that you guys stay happy" Witri said with a smile.

"Don't throw me out as long as you're alone. I will definitely go alone if you already have one." pruned Jiwo before Witri widened the discussion about opening the heart.

"Wo...I don't think it's fair to know you're the same?" witri said half annoyed.

How stubborn to be a person!, his mind.

Witri does not like to be waited on. Jiwo's wait is a burden for him who now feels unsure can fall in love with anyone again.

He used to love Jiwo. Really am. Even his dream of a wonderful future is to live with Jiwo forever.

But now, when she had already felt the sincerity of Hari's love, she felt her love for Jiwo was no match for her.

And if even later Jiwo is willing to live with him and Aksa, will love Jiwo will not he compare with love Hari?

Unknowingly Jiwo sighed in tightness as he remembered Witri saying all that plainly.

It hurts. It hurts so bad. But what can he do?

Although feeling 'threatened' will always be compared with the late Hari, Jiwo can feel confident that he can and can match Hari in terms of loving and protecting both figures of the Day relic.

Jiwo just needs to be given a chance to prove it. That'sallthatis.

When the middle was equally silent, suddenly there was the sound of a man near Witri.

"Aksa wakes up, Wit." that's what Jiwo heard before Witri frantically stopped their chat and turned off the phone.

Hearing the voices of other men near Witri alone his heart was already in fog, especially when Jiwo realized that at Witri's house today it was very night for someone to visit let alone the opposite sex. But why is Nadi there so late?

Jiwo sent a message to ask about the whereabouts of Nadi at Witri's house late at night like this. But it turns out the message was unread until morning even this afternoon. Not even check the two in the message sent Jiwo, but tick one that does not increase to two let alone until blue. Then after calling him, Witri immediately turned off his phone.

Even several times his phone call to Mamak at the beginning of his break was not lifted.

What's the matter?

Couldn't it be that Witri's request last night for Jiwo to stop was a code to actually stop because Witri was already with Nadi?

Jiwo's heart is increasingly ungodly when thinking and imagining it.

Is it true that the phrase that the near will be easier to attract than the just have intention?

"Astagfirullahaladzim o Allah...!" jiwo exclaimed involuntarily while randomizing his hair.

"Wo! Are you OK?" kyu asked after being shocked by Jiwo's exclamation.

"No! I'm feeling crazy right now." Jiwo muttered while trying to show her a smile. Kyu patted Jiwo's shoulder gently to calm his best friend.

There was nothing that Kyu wanted to do but make room for Jiwo to let go of his heartbreak. His best friend is not the type of person who likes to tell his personal things. Especially her love problem.

All he knew was that Jiwo had someone he wanted to apply for once his duties in the country were done. That's. There is no longer a story about who the woman is. Never mind the profession or what the figure looks like, the name never comes out of Jiwo's mouth.

"If you need a friend to talk about this, I'm ready to accompany you, Wo." said Kyu with a serious face."Although it may not be able to provide a surefire solution later." he continued while chuckling embarrassedly.

Jiwo nodded slowly. Still confused to talk about which part if going to tell others about the turmoil.

Jiwo is aware that the relationship he established with Witri must be considered by others is an invisible relationship or even a mirage because in fact there is no clear bond between him and Witri other than his promise to waiting Witri.

A promise that only comes out of itself. Witri never promised her anything about their relationship in the future.

They are not involved in a romantic relationship or other intimate bond. They can not be called lovers even though Jiwo always considers Witri is his lover. I don't know what the right name for this thing he is living.

Clap one hand or even miss the moon?

Want to ask for assertiveness Witri now clearly can not. He had promised to ask about Witri's feelings after a thousand days of the late Hari.

What a bad impression would he have if he had to break that promise? A promise he made himself without Witri pinta.

But if you reflect on Witri's remarks last night that the effect 'encouraged' to move on, Jiwo is currently so doubtful of Witri's feelings for him.

The presence of other men in Witri's life was unthinkable for Jiwo at that time. He thought his story circle would only contain Witri, Hari's memories, and his wait.

But if the reality now presents a reality that makes it can be tight chest gini then how?

Nadi never entered into his calculations.

Besides he is not familiar, Nadi's name only appeared in his conversation with Mamak and Witri after he was in Korea. Nadi's story is always tucked between his chatter with Witri and Mamak.

Jiwo grunted sadly.

Did he have to lose again to get Witri? Defeated again by a soldier who was always there for Witri.

"Kyuuuu..aku was upset" Jiwo said at last while leaning his head against Kyu's shoulder which instantly grimaced in confusion.

"Yes don't gini your head, too, Wo. You're ready to be gossipy if anyone sees you leaning spoiled against me?" kyu said as he chuckled amusedly.

Jiwo hurriedly raised his head from Kyu's shoulder. Who wants to be rumored to be a guy?

Ah, confusion sometimes makes the behavior uncontrollable.

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