JIWO PROMISE

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Jiwo clenched his hands with all his might to contain the annoyance he had been holding back since his arrival to Ifah's house.

He came alone to Ifah's house with the intention to speak very seriously about the continuation of his relationship with Ifah.

He had wanted to take Ifah out, or at least given time to talk alone first with Ifah for a while. But Ifah's parents seemed to deliberately not give him a chance for it.

Ifah himself also seems to have no initiative to invite him to step aside briefly from his parents or help him ask permission to talk alone for a while.

Why is the atmosphere so annoying anyway? grunts Jiwo in heart.

He had asked permission to speak with Ifah four eyes earlier, but Ifah's mother seemed not to bother him even continued to talk about the proposal plan that even lazy Jiwo thought.

"So when's your mom coming, son?" ask Mother Ifah with passion in the end. Both of his eyeballs twinkled like decorated with a lot of Morning stars.

Jiwo took a deep breath before answering.

Here we go...

"If the family here still wants My Mother who came to propose directly, at the earliest two months more" replied Jiwo straightforwardly and looked at Ifah's parents with a firm gaze.

"Lhuh??!" mother Ifah's apparent reaction was first heard. While Mr. Ifah seems more able to control himself even though it clearly looks less like in silence.

"I've spoken to Ifah not just once about the reason. And I'm honest about it." continued Jiwo more steady talking.

"Can't cook two days here? This is an important moment for his son. Once in a lifetime proposing to people's children." sergeant Ifah's mother as if not care.

Fix, it was immediately discovered who was toxic to Ifah's mindset.

"My mother did not have time or no time let alone did not want to propose to Mother's daughter directly. But Mother I was not having enough power and health to bring herself before the Father and Mother because of pain and really should bed rest." jiwo replied with an upset heart even though he could still show a calm face in front of Ifah's parents.

How many times does God have to tell them this?

Ifah's mother snorted slightly at Jiwo's reply. Make Jiwo's heart even more upset.

"We are expecting your own mother to propose to Ifah. If only other families who apply, there are other men who are ready to apply for Ifah with Omnya. He was even very well established in his life. He has shown us his assets." said Mr. Ifah in a relaxed tone but glanced cynically at Jiwo.

"Sir!" Ifah prevented his father from speaking further with a slight growl.

Jiwo glanced quickly at Ifah who was looking at him wrongly.

"Yes if Ifah wants to be with him and Mr. Mother is also more reg with him, here I can only release Ifah and invite, sir" said Jiwo without feeling the need to think longer.

He feels compared. And he doesn't like that. Not like it at all.

"Mas! How do you talk about it?!" exclaim Ifah with an annoyed face.

Jiwo did not respond to Ifah's annoyance. Want to respond how else? It was too lazy to continue this conversation.

Everything was clear to him. The best option is to let go of Ifah.

In reality, their two family parties are equally less accepting of each other.

Jiwo does not want to live a complicated household life and will definitely tire the inner later.

He just wants to live a quiet life, with or without a companion. That was all he had in mind.

"All right then." Mr. Ifah broke the ice in the room while gently patting his own thigh. "It seems like there's nothing more we need to talk about. We no longer need to talk about the proposal. We are tired and want to rest. You can go home now." said Mr. Ifah while staring at Jiwo expel. Ifah's parents stood up and went inside regardless of Jiwo anymore.

"Chat it don't take long, Fah. It's almost late" said Ifah's mother while passing Ifah with a voice that was clearly heard by Jiwo.

"Mom.." murmured Ifah to protest but not considered by his mother.

Jiwo chose to step out of the living room and followed by Ifah who followed him in silence.

"I'm saying yes" Jiwo said after reaching the terrace of the house. His eyes looked at Ifah restlessly.

Yeah, anyway she once had a story with this girl. Even he already had a dream of spending the rest of his age with this girl.

But it turns out that good destiny is not in favor of their love story. This girl was not her last port.

"You're angry with us, are you?" ask Ifah with the voice he seeks is only natural.

"No. Make what angry? I'm not going to change anything, right?" jiwo asked with a faint smile.

Hhhhh, suddenly Jiwo feels ridiculous to be able to live all this.

"So how are we?" ask Ifah later. His eyes were staring gamang towards Jiwo who was also staring at him blankly

Although their conversation inside was already very able to explain the condition of their relationship now, but Jiwo chose to reinforce the status between the two of them.

At least as he said he knocked on the door when it came to the heart of Ifah, then he should also say goodbye when deciding to leave the heart of Ifah.

"We can't continue our relationship, Fah. Our families will not calm down if we keep pushing ourselves together" Jiwo said after looking down to regulate his heartbeat.

Verily his heart aches and not until the heart sees the tears of Ifah. But reality forced him to decide all this.

Ifah's words the other day and Ifah's parents' words just made him more confident to choose to end his love story with Ifah.

"We can talk again about this, Mas." persuaded Ifah with an unwilling face.

"Others we gotta talk about?" ask Jiwo then.

Prompt application that must have a mother in it? Won't do.

"Later to persuade my parents to understand your situation" said Ifah still persuaded.

Jiwo looked at Ifah while smiling bitterly.

Later? Why would you persuade them? Why not from before? Does it have to hurt his feelings first want to try to persuade his parents? So tega.

"No need, Fah.' Jiwo said as he looked at Ifah steadily. "We just finish everything up here." continued Jiwo later.

Ifah was fixated as if he did not believe in Jiwo's firm attitude just now.

"Why don't you try, Mom?" ask Ifah already with a description of tears.

"How else do you mean?" jiwo asked not to understand.

"Try asking my parents for more time until your mother is healed" replied Ifah.

"I've done it if you forget.I've said many times with you in two months' time, my mother can only come here. But you said two months was over. What else do you think I should do?" jiwo asked half-wrinkle.

"Is there any other way your mother can heal faster?" ask Ifah to make Jiwo back upset.

He still has to give up, right?

"Nothing!" answer Jiwo quickly. Stopping the seemingly Ifah still want to debate it.

"It has. We're stopping this now, Fah. I choose to stop and give up. I'm sorry." prune Jiwo from the conversation getting irritated at his heart.

Free to talk again.

"We broke up, Mas?" ask Ifah while buying her eyes.

Jiwo nodded steadily.

Apparently Ifah had understood the meaning of the conversation earlier. Thank goodness if you do not have to bother explaining more clearly to Ifah if he wants to.just separate

Ifah could hardly believe that the man who was standing upright with a firm face in front of him was Jiwo, his lover who usually had a shady face and spoke softly and always gave in to him.

"Yes. We split up like this. I'm sorry Fah, I can't keep up with your wishes. I pray you find someone who can fulfill all your dreams easily" Jiwo said with a smile.

Ifah could only look at Jiwo in disbelief.

"I don't want us to break up, Mas" said Ifah softly as he shook his head weakly.

"We continue it's no use, Fah. The more I get here the more I'm sure I won't be the person you dream of being. What am I." said Jiwo while shaking slowly as if to convince Ifah how small he is in the eyes of the Ifah family or even in the eyes of Ifah himself.

Ifah did not respond to Jiwo's remarks. It seemed like he was trying to start thinking 'insane' and realistic.

"So did anyone approach you here as long as we were LDR?" jiwo asked with a smile, without an accusatory or intimidating look.

In Jiwo's heart grimaced itself.

Without having to ask any questions, he was sure that someone would want to approach Ifah.

The girl is attractive and brings fun.

Ifah did not answer. Just looked at Jiwo with a guilty look. From there, Jiwo understood, if the answer to his question was 'yes. There are.'

Jiwo smiled wryly.

"If you feel he can live up to your parents' hopes and your own, there is no harm in being accepted. I will pray for your happiness." Jiwo said with a sincere smile.

Ifah just bowed in front of Jiwo. In his heart he felt guilty because indeed he played fire behind Jiwo since six months ago.

"I'm sorry, ma'am" said Ifah in regret.

"I didn't say anything to him. The vow! We're just a normal road, like I was the same as you used to be" Ifah said trying to convince Jiwo.

Jiwo laughed heartily.

"Some one who accompanied you was loyal to me was it?" ask Jiwo sarcas. Ifah did not answer.

"Yes, no papa. Now we are nothing else. You don't have to apologize to me about that" Jiwo said later.

"I say goodbye." said Jiwo as he extended his hand to invite Ifah to shake hands.

"May you be happy with this one." continued Jiwo as soon as Ifah received a helping hand.

Ifah did not answer. Only the details of tears seemed to be increasingly rushing across his cheeks.

He himself did not expect his heart would feel instantly this empty at this moment.

Jiwo's fingers were still holding his hands. But he felt he had lost this man.

"I love you, Mas." said Ifah with a look of despair.

Hari Jiwo felt pinched.

Where is there a person whose love is still ambiguous? There-there's aja.

"I can't accept your love Fah." replied Jiwo as sure as possible while releasing his hand.

"Why? Why can't you?" tanya Ifah started to look confused.

Jiwo just shook his head slowly. Don't want to answer a quality question like that.

Yes, he still wants to accept Ifah who has clearly confessed that the two.

What kind of man still wants that?

"I'm leaving now. Assalamualaikum." pamit Jiwo denied the chatter that he thought was increasingly unpleasant.

He hurried to turn around and passed from before Ifah without turning his head again even though he had not heard Ifah replying in it.

Finished it all.

Her dreams of having a happy household must be shattered again this time.

Although he must admit that he was not as sick as when his dream with Witri was destroyed. But Jiwo still felt his heart was torn back.

Reopen the heart of the servant of Allah. Like before, when I took off Witri for her happiness.

...💧💧 b e r s a m b u n g 💧💧...